Gu Qingzhou has no gain or loss.
Later, she made a clear distinction between reality and dream. She never had a dream. Everything was true.
The pain and blood, as well as Si Xinghe's breathing and heartbeat, all made Gu Qingzhou's frozen brain begin to think.
It's not a dream, it's not a fantasy.
Clearly, she would rather dream.
"Mama Li, mama Li!" Gu Qingzhou holds Li Ma's rigid body and refuses to let go.
She burst into tears, heartbroken.
This woman raised Gu Qingzhou. She is better than Gu Qingzhou's mother. She is the foundation of Gu Qingzhou's life and is more important than Gu Qingzhou's life!
And Gu Qingzhou's master, like Gu Qingzhou's father, gave her medical skills and fatherly love.
In an instant, she lost her parents.
It was Gu Qingzhou's lover, Si Xingyi, who killed them. He became Gu Qingzhou's enemy. Gu Qingzhou and he could never get married again.
One second before, Gu Qingzhou was still watching the flowers, waiting for him to come back, planning their life. She lived a warm and sweet life. The next second, Si Xingyi became the murderer of her family, and she lost everything.
"Don't leave me, don't leave my mother Li!" Gu Qingzhou does not let go.
She went to embrace mu Zonghe.
Mu Zonghe was broken and his body couldn't hold him. Soft, Gu Qingzhou cried even more.
She was hoarse.
She can do anything, but she can't afford her close relatives to leave her.
As a child, she knew that she and Li Ma depended on each other. Gu Guizhang and Qin Zheng were enemies.
Gu Qingzhou now finally understands how much Gu Wei and Gu Xiang hate her after they lose her.
"No!" Gu Qingzhou never let go, "don't die, don't die! It's not true
The cold needle went into her neck.
In front of her eyes, her consciousness began to get out of control and she fell asleep.
When she opened her eyes and saw Si Xingyi sitting by the bed, Gu Qingzhou was stunned and then gasped.
"Si Xingyi, you don't know what terrible dream I had..." before her voice fell, she saw the gauze in her palm.
It's not a dream.
"No, it won't be." Gu Qingzhou burst into tears.
In the next few days, Gu Qingzhou couldn't tell the true from the false.
She had a long dream.
In my dream, it's a spring day in March, with willows swaying and peach blossoming everywhere. Gu Qingzhou and his master walked on the ridges of the fields, and there were clumps of green rice seedlings in the fields.
Her tender white feet, walking in the mud of slippery autumn, leave a burst of clear bell like smile.
The voice of the nurse, at the end of the field, was gentle and sincere: "Qingzhou, have breakfast..."
she couldn't go home!
Gu Qingzhou was in a coma for a day and a night. She knew she should wake up. She even heard someone talking in her ear, but she couldn't open her eyes.
Once she wakes up, she loses everything.
She vaguely heard the voice of the military doctor: "give her another injection."
"When will she wake up?" His voice was low and hoarse, like a wounded animal, losing its edge in pain.
"She's OK, but she won't wake up." Military medicine.
There was silence in the room.
Gu Qingzhou had a dream.
Fragments of the past life, a little bit in the mind playback.
Master taught her to recite "great medical sincerity". When she made a mistake, master hit her on the back of the hand with a ruler and said, "learn medicine, learn medical ethics first! Without medical ethics, no matter how good medical skills are, they are butchers! "
I don't know where it hurts, but Gu Qingzhou's tears come out.
She felt that she had warm hands to wipe her tears. These hands were soft, but also a little rough. They were the hands of the nurse who worked for a long time: "good boat, don't cry."
The nurse is just a servant employed by Gu Qingzhou's mother. Gu's family and sun's family have no kindness to her, but she has worked hard to raise Gu Qingzhou.
After Li Ma's daughter died, her husband also died, so she and Gu Qingzhou depended on each other.
Without her, Gu Qingzhou, even if he does not die, will be tortured by Qin Zheng and lose his confidence and pride.
When Gu Qingzhou woke up from his dream, it was late the next night. The bright moonlight shines in from the window, with a chill, like the residual snow all over the ground.
Si Xingyi half sits on the bed and holds Gu Qingzhou in his arms. He sleeps with his eyes closed.
Gu Qingzhou woke him up immediately.
"Canoe?" Si Xingpei called her in a low voice. Her voice was full of tenderness.
"Where are Li Ma and Shifu?" Gu Qingzhou asked.
She has been sleeping these days. Every time she wakes up, she can't tell the dream from the reality. She thinks that she has just had a nightmare. Then she wants to understand and cries.This time, she didn't get confused again.
As soon as she opened her eyes, she knew that there was no chance that Si Xingyi had killed her nurse and master.
"In another house." Si Xingyi.
"Take me to see it." Gu Qingzhou road.
Si Xingpei hesitated, got up and took Gu Qingzhou out of bed.
He approved a coat for Gu Qingzhou, and personally drove Gu Qingzhou to see her master and nurse.
There are two coffins in the main hall.
Si Xingpei has asked someone to arrange Li Ma's and master's remains.
The master was OK. There was no wound on his face, but his chest was broken. After dressing, he lay quietly in the coffin with a calm expression.
is as like as two peas.
There was a hole in Li Ma's forehead, but it couldn't be covered.
Gu Qingzhou reached out and touched Li Ma's face.
She didn't cry this time. Her eyes are swollen. She has cried countless times.
For a long time, Gu Qingzhou asked: "Si Xingyi, why are they on your special train?"
Si Xingyi was standing behind Gu Qingzhou. There was nothing fancy about it.
"I sent for them." Si Xingyi.
Gu Qingzhou's face was cold, and her hand was on the coffin. Her voice was also cold: "my master and my nurse are so deep that they can't find them easily. Where do you start when you pick them up? "
Si Xingyi pursed his lips slightly: "light boat..."
"you sent someone to catch them." Gu Qingzhou didn't wait for him to answer. He said firmly, "why?"
Si Xingpei's eyes were still, looking at her quietly.
"... I'm afraid I'll run away and want to hold Ma Li and Shifu in my hand. Even if you marry a warlord, I'll have to commit myself to be your concubine, won't I?" Gu Qingzhou asked again.
His eyes moved.
If she thinks so, it's better than Si Xingyi expected.
He was silent.
His silence at the moment, in Gu Qingzhou's view, is a kind of default.
"But you have traveled countless times, and your special train has never encountered such a big attack. How come you are in danger this time?" Gu Qingzhou asked again.
Even though she was immersed in great sadness, she still had wisdom.
"It's Li Wenzhu." Si Xingyi said, "Qingzhou, I will take revenge for you."
"No, my enemy is not Li Wenzhu." Gu Qingzhou's voice was colder than Shuanghua's, "if you don't find the master and the nurse from the mountains, most people can't find them.
Besides, there are thousands of ways to go back to Yuecheng, but you used your special train. You know that countless people are waiting to kill you, and you use a special train to show off. You just want to kill people with a knife. "
The Secretary said nothing.
Gu Qingzhou doesn't need his answer either.
"But why?" Gu Qingzhou couldn't help choking at this time.
Si Xingpei manipulated her master and nurse, wanted to control her, and even wanted her to be a concubine. She could understand. But why did he arrange for someone to kill them?
Gu Qingzhou couldn't understand this.
To kill them is to destroy Gu Qingzhou.
Gu Qingzhou doubted and wavered about Si Xinghe for the first time.
"Why did you kill my nurse and master?" Gu Qingzhou turns around and grabs Si Xingyi's skirt in a roar.
Si Xingpei pressed her in his arms: "it's just an accident, light boat!"
"The train is faster, and there are countless attendants on board, who will protect your family," he explained. I don't know where the news leaked. It was an accident. It was Li Wenzhu who killed them
Gu Qingzhou pushed him away.
It's not Li Wenzhu, it's Si Xingyi!
Even if the bullet on the nun's forehead belonged to Li Wenzhu, it was because Si Xinghe provoked Li Wenzhu. The bullet should have hit Si Xinghe. Gu Qingzhou's nun and master were shot for Si Xinghe.
She couldn't persuade herself to forgive Si Xinghe, let alone herself.
"Why didn't I catch up with you earlier?" Gu Qingzhou cried, "when you first forced me, I should be like a chaste martyr, burning with you.
But I'm like a watch girl. I hate you and do dirty things with you. I even fall in love with you! I ruined everything. I ruined Mama Li and Shifu. "
Half of the kindness of raising has not been rewarded. They all died because of Gu Qingzhou.
She burst into tears.
The cry is about to die, Gu Qingzhou coma in the past.
When she woke up again, she lay in bed with her eyes open for half an hour. Suddenly, she looked like a changed face, cold and determined: "cremate it."
In this way, she can carry the ashes at any time, no matter where she goes.
Gu Qingzhou should not live in Yuecheng. She will not leave the bones of her master and nurse in Yuecheng."Good." Si Xingyi's voice is hoarse.
He lowered his head to kiss Gu Qingzhou, but Gu Qingzhou bypassed him.
On that day, Si Xingyi cremated Gu Qingzhou's master and nurse.
They bought two cemeteries at Linhai cemetery, buried two-thirds of the ashes of their master and nurse, and erected a tombstone in the name of Gu Qingzhou.
Gu Qingzhou put the remaining ashes in two pots and wrapped them with cloth for her to carry with her.
And Gu Qingzhou, it's time to finish with Si Xingyi.
This day, when Si Xingyi woke up in the middle of the night, he saw Gu Qingzhou creeping close to him with a sharp short blade in his hand.
He was stunned.
The knife went straight to his neck. Without half hesitation and soft hands, Si Xingyi quickly turned to the side.
The short blade was inserted into the pillow and even into the bed board, which shows how much strength Gu Qingzhou used.
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