Chapter 1012

Si Xingpei always loved Gu Qingzhou very much and was tolerant.

But at the moment, he wants to be angry.

His heart, half with his ideal, half with Gu Qingzhou, treats other people and things, he is cold-blooded and cruel.

He knew it himself, but he didn't care.

The last time I went back to Nanjing, it was the weekend. Maybe he was too busy. He didn't shave his beard, and he was at home on weekends, wearing loose robes.

The governor's beard was half gray, and his nightgown made him look more bloated than usual.

It looked like a poor wretch who was down and out of his mind.

After the death of Si Mu and Fang Fei, Si dujun's body was not as good as before, and his mental state was not good.

Si Xingyi's mother has died for many years. The hatred deeper than the sea seems to be only the obsession in her heart. When this obsession is solved, he seems to be suddenly relaxed.

If the commander-in-chief is still so powerful, he may torture him to death.

However, the commander-in-chief was old, haggard and weak, and his heart was not good.

He couldn't do it.

Si Xingpei always thinks of his father's white hair and Fangfei's death in Pingcheng. His heart is always full of unspeakable bitterness.

The reason why he lost his temper was that he was soft hearted, which would betray his mother and make her die in vain.

But he thought that his mother had committed suicide. He couldn't think of it for a moment.

I feel even more unfilial when I think about it.

However, filial piety can also be given to his father....

Si Xingyi has always been reluctant to recall all kinds of things in Nanjing, because they will make him suffer. The emotion of thinking for others, Si Xingyi never had before.

He didn't know what to do with it, so he lost his temper.

Si Xingpei hoped Gu Qingzhou would persuade him, but she was afraid that Gu Qingzhou would really persuade him. But Gu Qingzhou was so clever and sharp that she was silent. This also made Si Xingpei lose his temper.

In a word, he is in a bad mood. Even Gu Qingzhou, who is his favorite, somehow wants her to show some courage and say one or two words of truth.

He buried his head and face in Gu Qingzhou's hair, put his face close to her ears and gently kiss her ears.

"Canoe, what do you think?" He asked again.

Gu Qingzhou didn't understand the complex thoughts in Si Xingyi's mind at that time.

She did not speak.

The next morning, when Gu Qingzhou got up and went downstairs, he went to the door of Si Xingyi's study and heard the adjutant asking him, "master, go to Nanjing First, or go back to Pingcheng first?"

Si Xingyi said: "back to Pingcheng."

The adjutant said, "master, you can go to Nanjing first. There are still several documents to be signed by the government, and then you can take them back to Pingcheng."

But Si Xingpei suddenly got angry: "go back to Pingcheng first and arrange it!"

The adjutant was silent and saluted.

Gu Qingzhou in this moment, just like the top, understand his strange last night.

He didn't want to go back to Nanjing.

He didn't try and joke. He really wanted to let go of Si dujun and Cai Jingshu, but he felt sorry for his mother, so he hesitated.

Gu Qingzhou always feels that this matter is a taboo and is not willing to talk more about it.

At the moment, she understood Si Xinghe's mood and went into the study.

"Go down to dinner. Breakfast is ready." Si Xingyi casually said to Gu Qingzhou, and then went to sort out the documents. She didn't think much of her.

Gu Qingzhou walked behind him.

She encircled him.

Her cheek was close to his back. The nylon uniform was a little hard and cold. Gu Qingzhou had a slight cold war.

With such a friendly hug, Si Xingyi's anger was gone and he pulled her to himself.

Hold up her waist, hold her to sit on the desk, Si Xingyi bowed his head to kiss her lips.

Gu Qingzhou said: "Si Xingyi, let go of the governor? He is over fifty years old and can call himself an "old man".

When we reach the age of "old people", we cross all kinds of boundaries. We should be forgiven for the mistakes we made before, shouldn't we? "

She raised her eyes and looked at Si Xingyi.

Sure enough, there was no anger in his eyes, but a flash of light and relief.

He soon put the light in.

Gu Qingzhou added: "the governor has always been very protective of me. If it wasn't for his help, I couldn't have a foothold in Gu mansion. If it's not for the governor, how can I compete with Gu family? "

All she said was the governor.

Gu Qingzhou is very clear that the person Si Xingyi wants to forgive is only the governor.

It's not that he thinks the governor's sin is shallow, but that he is his father.

Father, there is always a kind of special significance, and this father is not bad enough to be out of control.

Gu Qingzhou also thought of Sima and Fangfei.They are two living lives, another continuation of the life of the commander.

But the loss of these two lives seemed to cut off another meaning of the existence of the commander-in-chief. He had a very difficult life.

"It's not good for us to do this." Si Xingyi said slowly.

Gu Qingzhou doesn't know where he is.

"Good intentions will only bring endless troubles..."

GU Qingzhou put his face on his cheek.

Si Xingyi said: "light boat, I hope I can accumulate some virtue."

When he said this, he thought his words were ridiculous and said, "Warlords like us are deceiving themselves if they want to say Jide."

Incoherent, is not willing to admit their softhearted.

Emotion is like this. Once it is relaxed, it will flow a thousand miles, and it can't be stopped.

Si Xingyi's heart has softened.

"We all change. What we want may not be right. But if you want it, do it. " Gu Qingzhou said, "you used to do the same."

It's not necessarily right for Si Xingyi to let go of the governor's army, but if he wants to forgive, there's nothing wrong with it.

Gu Qingzhou thought of a love story: a very important person has lost one. Should we lose another because of the loss of that one?

At this moment, Si Xingyi seemed to think the same way.

He held Gu Qingzhou in his arms. What he felt was Gu Qingzhou's master and nurse.

He does the same thing.

Although Gu Qingzhou's master and nurse were royalists, they raised her. At that time, he was resolute and did not consider Gu Qingzhou's feelings.

Gu Qingzhou forgives him for his mistake.

"When I got married, I said to myself from the bottom of my heart that I should be a good man in the future." Si Xingyi whispered in Gu Qingzhou's ear, "if you are a good man, God will treat my family well."

So he made a decision.

Governor general and Cai Jingshu, let them live in their own sins.

Si Xinghe won't kill them.

As for whether those sins, or even panic, will kill them, Si Xingyi doesn't think about it. He doesn't intend to do it.

This is his greatest kindness.

He raised his head and said to Gu Qingzhou, "when you're done with this, we'll go back to Pingcheng together. I want to take you to give Muma a incense.

I want to tell mother Mu that this matter is over, and we will live in peace in the future, and ask her to bless you and make your life safe and smooth. "

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