Pei Cheng's office is very clean. There are tall tropical trees outside the window. The broad leaves are thick and cool. The whole office is a bit cool.
The pure white wall, a milky white desk and a complete set of leather sofa make the room bright.
Si qiongzhi stood in front of him and hesitated for a long time.
Pei Cheng is wearing a pair of gold rimmed glasses. His eyes are blocked behind the lenses, which is a little untrue.
He was also stunned for half a minute before he said, "please sit down."
Si qiongzhi sat on the chair opposite him.
She looked at Pei Cheng again.
Pei Cheng's eyes behind the lens, she used to feel very cold, but now she can see his tension.
Si qiongzhi wanted to say: I'm sorry, I suspected you, and secretly searched your office.
She also wanted to say: sorry, I can't respond to your feelings. Please forgive me for being ignorant for so long. Now that I know, I will try my best to avoid suspicion in the future.
These two are her plans.
She is not ready to muddle through, let Pei Cheng wait without result.
But when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say it, especially the one behind.
She has lived for more than 20 years. It's rare for someone to put her on the top of their heart.
Her mother's favorite is her brother. After her brother died, her mother lost her sustenance, lost her marriage and died early because of quarreling with her father.
Si qiongzhi doesn't seem to be the reason for her survival.
If a mother loves her like her brother, how can she not care for her? How can you lose the motivation to live?
And her father, the most beloved daughter is also Fangfei. In addition to Fangfei, there are elder brother, second brother and even elder sister-in-law. Finally, it's her.
Apart from his parents, his brother, needless to say, had his own concerns. Si qiongzhi never ranked first.
She has little self pity. Compared with the vast majority of people, she already has too much wealth that most people can't get even after struggling for a few lives.
But people's bad nature, often will let themselves focus on what they don't have.
Never a person, like Pei Cheng put her on the tip of his heart, can't bear to give up, dare not show, carefully care.
She had no feelings for him, but she was grateful that he cared for her so much.
This rare treasure made Si qiongzhi lose his voice.
Her reason told her, don't be greedy for other people's feelings, you can't pay the same in return, do you love him? You haven't seen him well.
But she didn't want to leave. She didn't want to push him away. She didn't want to end up in such a hurry.
She stood in front of him, tongue tied, a long time do not know what to say, just pale said: "I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter." Pei Chengdao.
The atmosphere is very dull. The heat wave is breaking through the window.
Pei Cheng felt that his back was sweating. I don't know whether it was hot or cold.
For what? I'm sorry?
Is it because I'm sorry to refuse his feelings, or because I've turned over his office, or both?
He raised his eyes and looked at Si qiongzhi.
He is an introverted person, so it is difficult to see the deep love in his eyes, only occasionally when the love is difficult to control.
Just like at the moment, because of his nervousness, his eyes were so cold and sharp, as if he was very impatient, and wanted to shoot the opposite person through.
Si qiongzhi is an inspiration.
All the evil greed, all disappeared.
No one has the right to waste other people's feelings and time, she is enjoying his treasure, but can not return the same, this is too much.
"Dr. Pei, have I troubled you?" Si qiongzhi finally spoke.
Every word is like stepping on the tip of a knife. I don't know what love is, but I understand the pain.
Pain, not to him, but their own point of self pity in trouble.
Pei Cheng's heart, completely fell into the ice, as if all the nightmares, all into reality, spread in front of him.
He clenched his lip line slightly.
At the moment, he is even colder than a stranger: "no trouble."
"That's good." Si qiongzhi said, "I cherish the present job opportunities. If I have any trouble for you, I can leave. "
"No need." Pei Cheng's tone is more blunt, "doctor Si, don't be sentimental. After this, we know each other better. I'm not the one who tries to force others into trouble. "
Since you don't want it, I won't ask you.
He pulled a quilt neatly, took back all his feelings and hid them well without any clue.
Si qiongzhi's lips are a little white.
Her lips are ruddy. Now they are 30% or 40% faded. She looks almost like a normal person. Outsiders can't see the clue.
But she was very hot.
She thought: Yes, no matter how deep the feeling, after this test, it should be cold. What are you imagining and amorous about?Since then, no one has put her on the top of their heart, the most important position in their hearts.
"Then I won't disturb your work." Si qiongzhi said, "goodbye, Dr. Pei."
Pei Cheng nodded.
Si qiongzhi quickly left his office and returned to the public office of the tumor department. He sat for a long time.
Heart like a thick accumulation of clouds, how to have a rain to be reconciled.
Si qiongzhi muddled through the day. When I came home in the evening and was alone in the room, I finally cried.
A depression, after crying and sleep, wake up the next day only a touch of sadness.
Si qiongzhi tells the servant to go to find Bing, and plans to apply her own eyes before going to work in the hospital.
When she got to the hospital, she didn't see Pei Cheng.
There was a meeting in the oncology department in the morning, and her teacher Wu asked her to come over and help her make the minutes.
At the meeting, she did not see Pei Cheng.
Although Pei Cheng is a director of the hospital, he is never arrogant. He is a responsible doctor.
At the end of the meeting, Si qiongzhi was still thinking about how to ask the teacher, but he heard the teacher say: "Dr. Pei asked for half a month's leave, his three patients, who will take over?"
Si qiongzhi's ear hummed.
He asked for leave?
Is it embarrassing or just trying to avoid her?
Si qiongzhi finally relaxed his heart and sank down again: maybe, he was not as calm as he was in words, and he was not as indifferent, was he?
She thought, when he comes back, if he says something again, she will tell him: if he is willing to wait, she will try to love him.
However, it backfired.
Pei Cheng will be back in five days.
He didn't come back alone.
All of Si qiongzhi's original plans were interrupted. She put out the tentacles, can't wait to take back, don't want to see again.
It seems that all my plans have become jokes.
Si qiongzhi had a soft heart, which was as hard as iron and stone for a moment.
She thought, "I'm not a normal person after all. Forget it. Don't make mistakes."
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