Pei Cheng is desperate.
When he looked at Si qiongzhi, he would think of himself. At that time, Irene Rowe used up all her means, and she tried to please and cry.
When he was in a hurry, he said he would never look for him again, but after a few days, he couldn't help coming up.
At that time, he felt bored.
Apart from being annoyed, I didn't feel happy at all. Being liked by others, he has nothing but a sense of burden.
He didn't know that Irene had been through this.
Until now.
In turn, he learned about Irene. All that she suffered in those years is now added to Pei Cheng.
What's more desperate is that he knows what Si qiongzhi thinks.
Single acacia is like your sweetheart is a deaf mute, she sat in the glass room, can't see you outside by the wind and frost, can't see your carefully prepared beauty, won't appreciate your good; she also can't hear you cry and angry cry.
Everything you have is in vain.
You can't blame her, because she can't see or hear. Her heart is a stone door. It fits perfectly and you can't shake it.
"Is that Dr. Smith?" Asked Irene, gritting her teeth.
When she first arrived at the hospital, she inquired about Pei Cheng. She was so glad to hear that he didn't have a girlfriend. However, some people said that he was a good match for a female doctor.
At that time, she was so angry that she didn't hear anyone say it. She knew to spread rumors that she had been Dr. Pei's girlfriend and was engaged to him.
The rumor exploded in a flash.
Pei Cheng also knew, just repeatedly warned her once.
This kind of warning, which she often heard in the past few years, did not care at all.
Pei Cheng, however, has exhausted his means of rejecting her and has nothing to do with her.
"Do you like her?" "You're in love with that little girl, aren't you?" asked Irene
Pei Cheng pursed his lower lip slightly.
"Pei Cheng, how can you do this? If someone comes into your heart, it should be me. I've been queuing up for nine years since I was 16! " Irene's tears rolled down.
She seemed to be knocked down in a flash.
Pei Cheng takes the handkerchief and hands it to her.
"Irene, I'd like to choose you if I could come first and then come." Pei Cheng's voice is a little hoarse. He talks very slowly. It seems that he will exhaust his strength.
If he could choose for himself, he would not have to suffer so much.
At that time, he was 26 years old in Nanjing. He had never talked about love and was obsessed with medicine. The woman was a pink skeleton. Suddenly one day, he saw the girl in the crowd.
Her appearance is in line with his expectations, as if he had fantasized about his future partner for countless times in his mind. He was not satisfied with this and that. At last, he suddenly saw her, as if the lines in his heart were alive all at once.
He suddenly brightened up, so I like this way.
Her appearance hit the spot where he died, and all of a sudden made his inner fantasy real.
Love is a very mysterious and mysterious thing, but he did remember her and engraved her shadow in his heart when he first met Si qiongzhi.
Later, slowly contact, found her aloof, her indifference, the shadow in the heart of precipitation down, life and death dare not float up.
It's like wine making. The more precipitation, the more rich it is, because in the process of airtight, the shadow ferments.
As a result, the heart has been drunk, not controlled by other rationality, will think of her, to pay attention to her, after she refused, very embarrassed, fled her.
Originally intended to go out for half a month, but after five days can not stand, or want to come back, want to test her reaction.
One by one, he ran over the conversation with her that day. He felt that he was wrong. If he told her again, would he get a different answer?
Irene's coming back.
Pei Cheng moved out of Nanjing, did not inform Irene.
She only recently learned his news, but also by the way made up an excuse, ran to him.
It's only five days since I saw her. She was a little embarrassed that day, which made Pei Cheng mistakenly think that she was loose. It was just his misunderstanding.
She recovered as if nothing had happened.
Pei Cheng thought: there's nothing different. No matter how clear it is, he can't get a satisfactory answer.
"Irene, when you were nice to me, I didn't care, and I'm sorry for that. I went to the teacher and he said I didn't have empathy.
It's a defect, he says, that it's not born to resonate with other people's feelings. I used to think of myself that way until I met her Pei Chengdao.
His empathy is really poor.
In love, "clinging to each other" has no effect on him, because when he is not moved, the influence of outsiders on him is almost zero.
It's rare for anyone to do that.
When Eileen was chasing him, he didn't deliberately suppress himself. He was not touched. It was natural.Until he met sejonggi.
The walls of his heart collapsed and all the barriers disappeared.
"Do you believe in retribution?" Pei Cheng asked, "I believe this is my retribution."
He fell in love with a girl worse than his empathy.
Si qiongzhi refused to take on others. Nali seemed to have a grudge against others. He poked people wherever he was weak, leaving no feelings.
"You hurt me! If there is retribution, it should also be to repay me! " Irene choked.
She can't help it any more and pours on Pei Cheng.
Pei Cheng quickly braked and pulled the car to the side.
He was helpless and pushed her.
Irene was so tied that she didn't want to let go. She cried: "you are like a wooden man. You have finally cultivated a heart. Now that you have a heart, you can hold other people and me in your heart! "
She said in a pleading voice, "put me in, will you? Please
Pei Cheng sighed. This time, he used his hand and took her off himself.
He got out of the car himself.
Standing in the shadow, he lit a cigarette silently.
Rowling didn't follow.
She sat in the car, letting tears wet her cheeks. She had been tortured for so many years by the agony of begging. She always thought she was a man of iron.
But he who can't get it himself falls in love with others, and he can't get it either.
I don't know why, Irene is so upset.
In this world, probably only she knows his heart, so she loves him and pities him.
Her full of anger, now also with tears slowly flow away. This is the shrine in her heart. After so long, she has lost the meaning of whether to get him or not.
Pei Cheng doesn't smoke at ordinary times. This pack of cigarettes was left in his car by Pei Jie last time.
Thinking of Pei Jie, Pei Cheng was in a trance again.
"Pei Cheng." Irene did not know when she got out of the car. "Give me a kiss. Just for a moment, I will not pester you from now on. I've been waiting for nine years. It's like a full stop. "
Pei Cheng doesn't know when she came near.
He raised his eyes, looked at her quietly, and finally shook his head: "the ability to end is in your heart, not by my kiss. I'm sorry, Irene. I can't give you anything
Irene raised her hand and slapped him hard.
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