Chapter 1447

Pei Cheng listened to the words of Si qiongzhi at that time, the whole person couldn't help getting stiff.

It's like a room full of candles, suddenly a sudden cold wind blows by, which makes the original bright and warm room dark and cold.

Pei Cheng felt that his voice was far away and empty, like that coming from other places, with an unreal feeling: "did I not explain it clearly?"

Si qiongzhi was silent and said, "no, it's me."

Her feet on the warm beach, light brown sand slowly wrapped her feet, is a very gentle touch, she seems to step on the tip of a knife.

"In my heart, you have always been a little mysterious. I can't see through you. I can't guess your character. And once something happens, the first thing I do is think about you in the most vicious place. " She said.

Pei Cheng followed her and looked at his feet with the help of Moonlight: "I can understand it later."

"I think the beginning of a relationship should be beautiful. But we... When you first saw me, you certainly didn't think I had anything good. I've always been mean to other men, especially to you. " She bowed her head.

If she had not been so mean, she would not have imagined him like that.

When the wind blows, her subconscious is not to defend him, but to doubt him first.

If it goes on like this, Si qiongzhi thinks that she will exhaust this person, absorb the light from him, and make him as vicious as her.

She didn't want to.

There may be many things that people yearn for in this relationship, but she lost the chance to go up.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Pei." Si qiongzhi said, "in the future, you may be glad that I said this at this time. You still have fantasies, but you don't know me

Pei Cheng tried to say something, but Si qiongzhi turned and got into the car.

Later, she stopped talking to Pei Cheng.

Pei Cheng is a gentleman in this respect, and it's almost ten o'clock in the evening. If he doesn't send the girl home, his family will be worried.

He drove him away.

After that day, they returned to their former indifferent relationship.

She tried to avoid him.

Pei Cheng thought a lot, he guessed her mind: does she feel unworthy?

At the same time, he felt that his guess was ridiculous. That's Miss Si. She is always arrogant. How can she feel inferior?

"Do I know her?" Pei Cheng was also so suspicious.

He hated that he had never been involved in love before, didn't understand the girl's mind, had no experience, and couldn't deal with it.

In a word, his feelings have been put on hold for the time being, and there is nothing he can do about it.

He returned to the former doctor Pei, a little silent, a little cold, meticulous, dull and old-fashioned.

Pei Cheng is lying on the windowsill at the moment, thinking about everything. He has nothing to do but "let it be.". Fortunately, he had a long experience of secret love and knew how to deal with it.

He went back to his office with his head heavy.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw a doze on the sofa.

He took a breath.

After a long time, he moved his feet, walked into the office and closed the door.

He sat behind his desk.

At this position, you can see the branch of Si Qiong.

His ups and downs of the mind, not enough to let him take advantage of the danger, so he just looked, eyes also reluctant to blink.

When she woke up, she opened her eyes and saw that kind of deep and sentimental eyes.

She quickly apologized: "how did I fall asleep?"

Looking at her watch in a hurry, she said, "I have to go."

Pei Cheng nodded and stood up to open the door for her. His face was a little embarrassed because he was hit by her.

Si qiongzhi was also in a trance that day.

Whether she is at work or at home, there are always those eyes in front of her: such deep and strong attachment, with such a deep color of pain, falling on her.

When she was sleeping, she dreamt of Pei Cheng, so she cried and said to him: don't look at me like this, take away your feelings, don't feed the dog.

When struggling to wake up, I know it's a dream.

Si qiongzhi put his 20 years of life, over and over again statistics, asked himself: "who so loved me?"

That feeling is so deep, never pester her, also don't disturb her, can always exist.

It's like the trapped beast in his heart. It's locked by him. Only at a secret moment can it show its roar, which makes people's soul hot.

Si qiongzhi burst into tears, sat down on his bed and began to cry: "Si qiongzhi, I hate you. You are such a bad thing!"

Why do you always doubt him?

Why can't you understand other people's kindness and give as much as other girls do?Why do you have to be so unkind, like a disabled person with natural emotional deficiency?

The more sober she was, the more ugly she felt. The waitress, a person who had nothing to do with their life, doubted all the way with a word of provocation.

Really, to think about it from another angle, Si qiongzhi thinks that such a person is hateful and unworthy of being loved.

She dare not face Pei Cheng.

The deeper Pei Cheng's feelings are, the more frightened she is, and she feels that she is not qualified.

She cowered and did not dare to go forward, as if it were pure white snow, so lofty and broad, the world can accommodate them, but she did not dare to step down.

Stepping on a mud spot is just destroying Pei Cheng's feelings.

The division Qiong Zhi cried this, the tight mood got to vent, the person on the contrary spirit point.

She will still miss Ruan Yanfeng and think of going to see him when she has a rest.

At the same time, she also remembers Xu Pei.

She did not discuss Xu Pei with anyone.

Xu Pei's death was unexpected, but everyone didn't want to mention it. Si qiongzhi didn't want to be the one without eyes, so she didn't mention it.

A few days later, Si qiongzhi finally met Ruan Yanfeng.

Ruan Yanfeng's whole body was thin, and only skin and bones were left on his handsome cheek. His eyes were gray, and all the look inside was taken away.

"Yanfeng?" She gave him a push.

Ruan Yanfeng looked at her for a long time, but her eyes couldn't focus. It took a long time to recognize her: "what's the matter with you? Don't you go to work? "

"I'm worried about you." She said.

Ruan Yanfeng's face is expressionless, and it's hard to touch her lips: "don't worry. No matter how worried I am, that's all I can do. "

"You have to get better." Si qiongzhi said, "did you get his suicide note? Do you know why he committed suicide? "

"Got it." Ruan Yanfeng said.

In his life, all the torches were out, even the ashes were cold.

Xu Pei told him in his suicide note that he should live well and have a look at the new world.

The future world may be different from them. People with the same feelings may have a way to live.

"Yanfeng, I have something for you." Si qiongzhi said, "it's from Abbott. He gave it to me before. I'll give it to you now."

Ruan Yanfeng suddenly looked at her.

There was a ray of light in his gray eyes.

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