They've been out all day.
Several times, Gu Zhen summoned up the courage to face it and wrote an apology to Luo Zhubi, but she was too counselled and had stage fright in her heart.
She is not afraid of loneliness and difficulties, she is only afraid of dealing with people.
She and Bai Xian hang out in the park.
The first month is still cold, the sun is thin, almost no warmth. They sat down for a moment, and Gu Zhen was frozen to dryness.
She looked at the people around him, and saw that he was still wearing a thin jacket, sitting on the stone stool downstairs for a whole day. From winter to spring, she wanted to ask him: "aren't you cold?"
However, this is not appropriate.
What can we do when it's cold?
He's just a nobody. He's not going to watch her himself. Can he find a shelter because of the cold?
He lives in this world, I'm afraid he is more helpless than Gu Zhen.
Gu Wei stood up and said, "let's go."
It's warm to walk.
But Bai Xian said, "don't your feet hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt. It's not tired. Let's go." Gu Zhudao.
He has been monitoring her for more than three months, rain or shine, and has helped her many times.
She doesn't know his name yet.
"What's your name?" Gu Xu asked suddenly.
Bai Xian pauses.
He didn't want to tell Gu Zhu his ironic name, so he said, "my name is stone."
Gu Wei laughed: "stone? What's your last name? "
Bai Xian was silent.
Gu Xu said: "is it hard to say? That's OK. My name is Gu Xu. There are many different opinions about Gu pan Shenghui
Bai Xian only felt that she was very nice and cultured, but he was confused.
Isn't it the cloud of white clouds?
Which word is that?
"How to write it?" He asked.
Gu Xu was about to say it when he suddenly remembered that he said he didn't know words. He bit his lip subconsciously and felt that he had said something stupid.
She seems to be showing off on purpose, though she usually introduces herself in this way.
She drew on the ground with her toes.
Bai Xian remembered it. It turned out that there were more.
"Nice name. Who gave it to you?" He asked.
Gu Xu said: "my father, I don't know. My mother used to be an aunt to a wealthy family. Later, when the family was in a bad situation, my sister gave me severance pay, so we went back to the countryside. She said, "my father took it. I don't know. I haven't met him."
Bai Xian listened carefully.
Every word of her seemed to be engraved in his heart.
Gu Wei also asked him, "are your parents still alive?"
Bai Xian: "I don't know."
Gu Xu looks at him.
Bai Xian: "I was left in the welfare hall since I was a child. I was not raised by my parents."
Gu Zhen's face was a little pale.
She was embarrassed and laughed, "I'm sorry. Look at me. I'm so stupid today that I've asked every wrong question. "
Bai Xian shook his head: "what can I hide? You didn't offend me. In this world, it's good to be left in the welfare hall. At least you can survive. It's miserable to be left on the side of the road. "
Gu Xu had to smile with embarrassment.
She asked Bai Xian casually, "are you married?"
Bai Xian felt as if he had heard something breaking and pulled him back to reality from his dream. After a few seconds of silence, he said, "I'm not married, but there's someone..."
GU Xu's fingers curled up involuntarily, and she held them tightly.
Bai Xian continued: "I will marry her in the future."
"That's the fiancee." Gu Zhen's voice was much lighter. "It's very good. Two people together can finally become a family. It's a good thing to live in peace."
Bai Xian made a sound.
Until dusk, Gu Xu said that he would sneak back to the newspaper office to get his bag.
The key to her door is still in her bag.
Colleagues have been off work one after another, a few saw her come, saw her head down, also embarrassed to make fun of her, just said hello.
Gu Xu took the bag and left.
Bai Xian told Gu Zhu about himself, especially after he said "get married", he was in a bad mood. He changed shifts with his companion and left in a muddle.
When he went to the back door of the dance hall, it seemed that every bone of his body had been filled with cold wind, and his skin and flesh would be frozen to death.
He was cold, almost unbearable.
It seems that his life has never been so cold. He had taken the scarf off, wrapped it around his waist, sneaked to the stairwell and stuffed it in the quilt.
The words he said to Gu Zhu echoed in his ears, and his internal organs were empty.
He used to think that there was a gap between himself and her in terms of "Gu" and "Yun". When he learned it, the distance was a little closer.Now he knows that there are still "looking forward to the bright future" and "different opinions" between them. Let alone writing, he has never heard of them.
He sat silently against the wall.
At the moment, the song and dance hall is still open. Occasionally, someone will pass by and say, "Bai Xian, have you come back so early?"
He was in no mood to listen, so he had to climb to the top of the building alone.
Sitting on the top of the cold wind, he heard the voice of the singing girl who was on the stage.
It's haoxue.
He didn't like haoxue when he was a child.
Haoxue was also called Sanya at that time. Gu Ling was very strange and often opposed him.
Later, she said that he always ignored her, and she played tricks on him to get his attention.
After he was twelve years old, he was very tall and full of the stature of an adult. Although he was still young, he was able to help others with their work.
The children in the welfare hall are either adopted or have to pay for their own food since they were six years old. No matter what you do, you have to pay every day.
Bai Xian thought that he would have to find a way out in the future, so he helped to do some chores from the age of six, gave them to the welfare hall, and saved some secretly.
He is not greedy. He only hides a little at a time, which is hard to see. He kept a secret until he was fourteen and his money disappeared.
He has saved for several years, enough for him to buy a train ticket and a suit to leave Shanghai. He can also rent a house in other places for a month to make a foothold and change his face.
He lost his money, but the people in the welfare hall found that his privacy was more terrible, so he didn't dare to extend it.
He secretly watched for a few days, and felt that the most likely thing was that haoxue had stolen his money.
That day, while haoxue was sleeping, he sneaked into the girl's dormitory. In order not to wake her up, he quietly felt under her pillow.
No, he suspected that she was hiding under the quilt in the bed.
He climbed up.
Originally sleeping haoxue suddenly opened her eyes. She put her arms around his neck, caught him off guard, pulled him to herself and kissed him.
It was his first kiss with a girl.
Haoxue didn't know what he ate in the evening. The taste in his mouth was very heavy and strange. He wasn't excited. In retrospect, he was a little disgusted.
The next day haoxue said to him, "let's leave welfare hall and give them your money, even if we redeem ourselves. You go to my bed, and I'll be your man, and you'll be responsible for me. "
His hard work for many years was destroyed by haoxue.
They paid the money and were released from the welfare hall.
If they don't go, haoxue is likely to be sold to Tangzi. He gives haoxue a chance to choose, though only from the singing girl and the jinu.
It's still different.
Haoxue knows about it, but she never thanks him. When she was in the welfare hall, she would vent her anger at life on other children who were younger and weaker than her, and now it's all given to Bai Xian.
Two people do not know the word, almost no way out. In the days to come, he still kisses haoxue, and even he feels it.
Haoxue never gives himself to him.
She often said: "a woman can sell money for the first time. Are you worth enjoying such a valuable one? When I want to leave in the future, it will be enough for us to buy ten mu of land! Ten mu of land, stone, we have completely changed our faces and become landlords. "
He didn't force it.
He knew that he was abusive. He also knew that it was God's mercy for a man like him to marry a good girl, not to mention haoxue?
Haoxue has been in control of him, he does not resist.
He went to bed first, no matter what.
He was wrong first, so he had to bear the consequences. Hao snow beat him, scold him, he thinks it should be, the body is very painful, numb in the heart.
It's very common for children growing up in welfare hall to beat and scold.
But, he originally lived in the mud, why did God want him to smell the flowers?
His ears will ring Gu's soft voice: "Gu Pan Sheng Hui's Gu, there are different opinions."
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