Mrs. Yan fulfilled her biggest wish.
Su Shang's marriage is settled, and she also gets a rich dowry. In the future, someone will protect her. Even if she and Yan Kai divorce, she will have money.
The biggest worry in my heart is death. Mrs. Yan dreams all night.
For a moment, she dreamed that when she was young, she stood on the balcony on the second floor of her home and cried out, "Xu Pei!"
Xu Pei is a gentle and shy boy, who knows the girl's mind best. He stood under the tree, the mottled sunlight fell on his face, his hair and eyelashes were golden by the sunlight, showing a touch of golden yellow.
He smiles and the whole person is shining.
That's the one she's been dreaming of all her life.
She knew that he didn't like girls, and she knew his pain, but she just fell in love with him, and she just went in and refused to look back.
Later, she obeyed her father's arrangement and married Chen Ding.
Chen Ding in the dream, like a monster with a thick shadow, still with blood, beat her down.
She was so desperate and miserable.
She was pregnant with her eldest son and thought it was over, but lingchi never disappeared.
In the early years of her marriage, Chen Ding really loved her very much. She refused, he thought she was shy, only more determined.
When her second son Chen Guyue was one year old and Chen Ding came to her room again, she stabbed him with scissors.
After that, Chen Ding hated, humiliated and even beat her as soon as he saw her.
The reason why she is not in good health is that she has been beaten a lot. Once, Chen Ding kicked her hard and stabbed her lungs after breaking her ribs.
Chen Guyue, the second son, grew up slowly. She could not only please Chen Ding, but also protect her mother. Only then did her life recover. Chen Ding doesn't add up to her any more, and doesn't think much of her.
Then her brother was promoted.
That year, when Chen Guyue was eight years old, Mrs. Chen had the confidence to fight with Chen Ding several times and stabbed Chen Ding again. Chen Ding did not dare to poke it back. Mrs. Chen knew that he was a bully.
Since then, her relationship with Chen Ding has become worse. However, Chen Ding is afraid of her, and has learned to tolerate and respect her, and even dare not refute her decision.
Because her brother is Chen Ding's immediate superior.
During the Anti Japanese War, her brother was captured by the Japanese. Half a month after his capture, he was brutally killed. In order to avenge her uncle, Chen Gu Yue fought to death to attack the Japanese army and was finally hit by a cannon.
Although she lost her son and elder brother, she and Chen Ding have checked and balanced each other for more than ten years. Chen Ding does not dare to belittle her easily, and it has become a habit to be afraid of her.
She had a hard life.
Fortunately, there was a vegetarian business later.
Su Shang is a small cotton padded jacket. Since he came to her, it was like a thirsty man saw water. For Mrs. Chen's love, Su Shang accepted and appreciated it, which made Mrs. Chen feel that her feelings were not wasted.
Especially after Gu Yue died, Su Shang became her only one.
Her whole life is too hard. Now, she has experienced many wars and fled. Her physical function has reached the extreme, and she can't endure any more.
After settling down, she had nothing else to ask for and was in a trance day by day.
Just in June, Mrs. Chen didn't know many people.
During this time, Chen sushang and Yan Kai have been living in the Chen family. Once Yan Kai came back with a strong fragrance, which Chen Haoyue used to use.
When Chen Su Shang smelled it, he was numb.
Xu Qizhen also visited Mrs. Chen several times. Mrs. Chen was sober. She didn't know who Xu Qizhen was or who Su Shang was. She just took Chen Su Shang by the hand and asked again and again, "Qi Zhen, when will Xu Pei finish school?"
On the 15th of June, Mrs. Chen suddenly came back to her senses.
It was evening and the sun was setting.
She said to Chen Su Shang, "it's warm outside, isn't it?"
"It's not just warm, it's hot." Chen Su business road.
"Help me to sit in the yard."
Chen Su Shang called Yan Kai and asked him to take a cushion. She helped Mrs. Chen to the yard.
Mrs. Chen sat under the tree, looking at the sky like fire like sunset, took a deep breath: "I seem to smell the fragrance of flowers."
Yan Kai said quickly, "Mom, that's xianghuili."
"It smells good. There are no such flowers in Nanjing." Said Mrs. Chen.
She has no strength to explain or tell. She didn't see Chen sushang and Yan Kai, and didn't let them live well in the future.
She just looked at the horizon. After a long time, she suddenly said to Chen Su Shang, "I dreamt about Xu Pei last night, and your elder brother and second brother. A lot of them are there. If I go, they will take care of me. "
Chen Su Shang said, "definitely."
"... Xu Pei is the most careful person I have ever met. He always cares for others. He knows what you think, what you fear and what you expect. He was born sharper than others, so he had a lot of bitterness in his heart that no one else could understand. " Mrs. Chen added.Yan Kai knew that Xu Pei was his second uncle who had been dead for many years, and he sighed.
Ruan Yanfeng is alone for half of his life, because no one can replace Xu Pei. Without Xu Pei, other people can no longer walk into their hearts.
So is Mrs. Chen.
She was even worse, because Xu Pei had never loved her, hugged her or kissed her. Her love is a bitter single Acacia.
"Su Shang, don't be sad." Mrs. Chen looked back at her daughter, "you see, the sunset is beautiful. Mom has seen everything, no regrets. "
"Yes." Chen Su said, "I'm not sad, mom. You live a hard life, I know. It's a good thing to leave. If you are free, you can be reunited with your elder brother and second brother. I have Yan Kai and master. Don't worry about me. "
Yan Kai looks at her.
He was saddened by what she said, and he didn't know what it was like.
She's a little pathetic.
Mrs. Chen nodded happily, "OK."
That night, Chen Su Shang kept his eyes open, tears streaming.
Yan Kai and her bed, feel, put her in his arms.
Just after dawn in the morning, Chen Su Shang got up and went to Mrs. Chen's room.
Mrs. Chen, with her eyes closed and her lips smiling, has gone.
Chen sushang sat down on the ground, tears like broken beads. She seemed to hold her breath. It took a long time for it to come out. She cried.
The cry was shrill.
Yan Kai's eyes were hot because she was crying. He couldn't help her, so he had to pick her up.
It takes three days for Mrs. Chen to go to the funeral.
The Chen family buried her in a cemetery on the outskirts of Singapore.
Chen Su Shang was crying so much that she soon regained her composure afterwards.
She quietly packed up her things and removed several important things from Mrs. Chen.
She followed Yan Kai back to Yan's home.
In the evening, she said to Yan Kai, "thank you for being with my mother and letting her go so peacefully."
"Yes, she is my mother-in-law." Yan Kai said.
He wanted to comfort her, but he heard Chen Su Shang say, "Yan Kai, I'm leaving, too."
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