Chapter 616： When you grow up, will you become paralyzed like your brother?

He quieted in the bedroom for a while before he said, "It's not clear, the company has a lot of recent things."

Lu Qingying applied the lotion on his face, and he looked good in the mirror. Even if he didn't apply anything, it was full of collagen. "Are you afraid to run into Song Yunyang?"

Song Chulang subconsciously tightened his chin, and his throat was instantly congested.

He couldn't help but admit that his current life was his most relaxed and happy day in decades, but behind that happiness, there was a faint person who was unwilling to face and think, that was his previous wound, whether to touch or not Faint pain.

He likes Lu Qingying, but Song Yunyang engraved deep in his heart.

"Don't think wildly," he said lowly.

"I do n’t know how important Song Yunyang is in your heart." Although Lu Qingying had already guessed it, he saw him avoiding his appearance, but he still stunned, "From the beginning, he said It ’s clear when I like you. You drunk on the cruise ship and cried and called all of Song Yunyang ’s name. We only knew each other for a year, and we have been together for half a year. I ’m just a little curious about what Song Yunyang looks like to make you so unforgettable. "

Song Chulang became irritable, "I said, don't think about it."

Lu Qing chuckled, didn't he know? Whenever he was poor, he would say the same thing repeatedly, "Let ’s go, I haven't played in Germany, and you haven't been with you for so many years Mom ’s birthday together, I kind of want to go. "

Song Chulang looked at her with a frown and looked at her in amazement slightly. He thought she was very reluctant to go.

"I'm willing to go, don't you want to go?" Lu Qingyan's bright eyes stared at him with dazzling eyes.

Song Chulang avoided her sight, "I sent my uncle to the babysitter."

"Are you so afraid to see Song Yunyang's husband and her family of three in harmony?" Lu Qingying stood up.

"Lu Qingyu, stop talking nonsense," Song Chulang snapped stiffly.

"Look, you haven't been so fierce to me for a long time, but you just mentioned Song Yunyang and you are like this." Lu Qingying had already thought about it, but just confirmed that at that moment, he was still uncomfortable as if he had not eaten The sour orange is like, "I have a selfish mind, the more you don't want to face the person, the more I want to let you face it, can you still not meet in a lifetime, there are some things that you want to escape for a lifetime".

Song Chulang rubbed his temples and had a deep headache, why Lu Qingying and Rong Chang said the same thing.

"I won't be jealous, and I can afford the consequences." Lu Qingying turned and looked out the window. In fact, she knew that she would be jealous, but she would control. If she didn't face it, Song Yunyang He will always be in his heart. Only by letting him die completely to Song Yunyang's heart can he make room for her completely.

She Lu Qingying was never a great selfless woman. She could tolerate a woman living in his heart temporarily, but could not tolerate a woman living her whole life.

Of course, if he sees Song Yunyang, his old feelings revert and he finds that it is Song Yunyang who can't let go, and she has no choice.

Song Chulang walked out without holding a word, and handed it to Sister Lian, went to the study, closed the door, took out a cigarette, stood on the balcony, and frowned deeply.

Yes, he was afraid.

What are you afraid of?

Afraid to see Song Yunyang again, afraid to find or forget her?

he does not know.

Just escaping really can't escape for a lifetime.

He sighed and returned to the room after more than an hour. Lu Qingying had fallen asleep, facing him sideways.

Song Chulang looked at the ceiling in the dark and did not fall asleep for a long time.

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After two days, Song Chuyi invited him to play tennis together. The two brothers have n’t talked for a long time. They used to come back several times when they were fine at the Song family. Now they have been playing outside the club for an hour. Instead, his clothes were wet with sweat.

"Drink some saliva." After the fight, Song Chuyi took a bottle of mineral water and threw it to him, sitting on the rest chair next to him.

Song Chulang opened the mineral water, drank a third, and said, "You suddenly asked me, do you want to ask me if I want to go to Germany?"

"If you're going, it's time to book a ticket, or you won't be able to catch up," said Song Chuyi with her arms on the chair. "Is Lu Qingxi unwilling to go?"

"She didn't," Song Chulang smiled bitterly, but she really wanted him to go.

"That's why you are hesitating." Song Chuyi looked at the starry sky in the distance, and said, "Are you afraid to meet Yunyang?"

Song Chulang was silent, and said lightly: "I'm not like you, I don't have any place in her heart."

"So you are proud now because of her position, don't forget that you are a man married and father", Song Chuyi said coldly, "I didn't want to be with Yunyang at first, were you I think I'm too ruthless. "

Song Chulang didn't speak, just thinking that if the deep love can change his heart in a few years, is it still called true love, "Maybe you don't love Yunyang so much."

"I've loved her," Song Chuyi sighed, "I used to tell you this, you don't understand, but now that you have been with Lu Qingmao for so long, you feel like being with her Have fun together or have fun with Yun Yang. "

Song Chulang opened his mouth and made no sound, but after a while said: "These are not the reasons why you don't love Yunyang, and two people are not always happy together."

"You have this idea to prove that you can really start to understand your feelings." Song Chuyi nodded. "But when the pain between two people has far outweighed the joy, and they continue to barely torture each other, in fact, they chose to be so fast and Yunyang. Marry, and even fall in love with Guan Ying, I really did because Yun Yang is coming back, I want to find someone to marry quickly, and let Yun Yang die for me, so she can be with you or find someone who can really make her happy Together, I always thought that Yunyang was in my heart, but it wasn't until the moment when Yunyang really returned, that when I was going to face her again, I realized that my feelings for Chang Qing were not likes, but loves, Yunyang is the wound in my heart. Only by facing this wound and dealing with the wound will I be able to heal. It is also fair to Changqing. Now I can calmly say blessings to Yunyang during the holiday season, and we can be relieved. Isn't this good, and you, do you think you are fair to Lu Qingshui? "

Song Chulang tightened the bottle of mineral water tightly. "She knew about me and Yun Yang for a long time. She also said that she would not be jealous and wouldn't mind if there was another person in my heart."

Song Chuyi laughed and said, "If the person you love hides another person in your heart, can you do it? No one can do it, she just talks about it, because she loves you so much in a short time. You can accept that there are others in your heart, but there is a person who has lived, who can bear it, I know you are afraid to see Yun Yang, but you must see it horizontally and vertically, no matter if you see that you still ca n’t let down Yun Yang, or It's better to care about Lu Qingying, and to remove the wound early, I believe Lu Qingying also supports you to do so. "

Song Chulang bowed his head and remained silent.

Song Chuyi stood up and said, "Do n’t say that Lu Qingying doesn't mind if you have someone in your heart, you can take Yunyang for granted all the time. You can keep someone in mind while enjoying the joy brought by Lu Qingying. , She has no obligation to give you a tool that just makes you temporarily forget Song Yunyang. The likes of others are not taken for granted. You must also return the same likes. At least, this is my definition of affection. Only such two talents will be happy. You, like you, are the only one who is happy unilaterally. Have you ever thought about the taste of the other half? Not all wounds must be exposed on the face. ".

Song Chulang froze for a while, remembering that Lu Qingyu had said the same thing on cruise ships before.

Who will show the wound on his face every day?

"Okay, I'll go," and finally, he said.

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Wang Zixi is responsible for the visa. The visa is expedited. With a family history like the Song family, visa application is just a breeze.

The visa arrived just in time for Germany.

Lu Qingying's first trip to Germany should have been happy, but felt that he couldn't be really happy.

So did Song Chulang, thinking that maybe he would meet Song Yunyang, his heart was always heavy.

The six met at the airport. Changqing and bird's nest were in a happy mood. When the bird's nest was at the airport, they were thinking about a "big plane."

Although he used to fly to the United States before, but he was too young at that time, and now he would walk. When he saw the plane outside, he would take a picture. Chang Qing followed his buttocks, and his son would walk, and it was troublesome. If you are not careful, you will lose it.

Song Chulang hugged his uncle, and he looked awake with unsmiling big eyes.

After getting on the plane, Chang Qing quietly said to Song Chuyi: "Would you say that when you grow up, you will become paralyzed like your brother. Boys don't matter, girls are like flattering and will be flattering."