CH 10

……Ho, however, if this keeps up, my guilty conscience is going to kill me…… If I took advantage of Gazelle’s kind words and remained silent, it would be dishonest.

Hmmm, is there any secret I have that I can tell Gazelle and Felix and the others? 

I can’t explain…… where I came from. And I can’t explain how I knew how to make potions……. So the only other possibility is uh……

Oh, right! How about I talk about the disadvantageous effects after a battle……about the status ailments where I get forced into conditions like paralysis or estrus?

“……if you don’t mind, Gazelle, there’s one thing I’d like to talk to you about.”

“Oh, yeah?” 

“You know the times…… when my body became funny after fighting those monsters?”

Ah, but how far should I explain about this abnormality……

I started talking about it in a roundabout way, but after thinking twice, it’d be a bad idea to explain all of it. If I said that the status ailment phenomenon the other day was caused by the cursed sword I have, he would ask, “Why are you using such a dangerous sword?”

If I were to explain all the advantages and disadvantages of this cursed sword…… I wonder if there is a possibility that I could be kicked out of the Blackwing Knights for lack of ability.

Gazelle and the others didn’t clearly state the reason why I was able to join the Blackwing Knights. What if the reason is because I can fight fairly well, although not as well as everyone else……?

My goal is to avoid a future where the Blackwing Knights are destroyed. In order to do so, I cannot leave the Blackwing Knights here and now.

“Um, I didn’t tell you guys until now, but……”

“…… yeah?” 

“After fighting with monsters, I’m often prone to those kinds of anomalies. It would be great if you could just understand that it’s a physical constitution. So, after the battle, I might disappear somewhere by myself, but…… um, if you left me alone, it would be fine.”

……I feel ashamed, what a lame excuse!

When I talked about my constitution being prone to anomalies, it was more than just about being morbidly frail!

But my condition will definitely occur again in the future if I use the cursed sword. I have to at least explain something to Gazelle right here, partly out of guilt, but also because there are going to be all sorts of problematic situations if I don’t……. My poor brain cells could only come up with this explanation! 

“……I see, constitution.”

“What?”

What? That made sense to you

I couldn’t help but question Gazelle’s words out loud, but it seems like he didn’t hear me. Gazelle began to mumble something with a thoughtful look on his face. 

”Constitution……It’s as I thought, but I don’t know if it’s because his body was purposefully altered in such a way, or if it’s connected to an elevated state of mind after battle. Could it have something to do with Takumi’s maniacal fighting style? Last time I saw him, he didn’t even listen to Felix’s urging to stop and tried to keep fighting……”

Gazelle was still sunk in thought, tilting his head.

Uh, well, I don’t really get it, but I’m glad Gazelle understood. Yup.

But I never thought the day would come when I’d have to report to my boss about my situation on “those matters”. You never know what life has in store for you. They say that “Ho-Ren-So” (report, contact, consult) is important for professionals, but I never thought I would be reporting about this sort of thing…… 

“…..still, are you sure you’re okay, Takumi? Is there anything wrong with your daily life?”

Gazelle stopped mumbling and turned to me with a rather serious look on his face.

“Yeah. I think it’s probably just after a battle. Usually it’s perfectly normal.”

“After a battle, huh. So does it occur when the mind is in a state of extreme excitement……?” 

“……I don’t know all the details.”

Not that I don’t know, but if I went into the details, I’d be exposed.

“Conversely, what happens when you do those activities when you’re not in an abnormal state?”

“What?” 

“After a battle, your body is forced into a state of estrus, right? Conversely, what about performing such acts when it’s not after a battle? Does anything go wrong?”

Voila, I got exposed right off the bat!

“When I’m not in an abnormal state, huh……?”

Um, Mr. Gazelle. For an unpopular guy like me, there is absolutely no opportunity for me to engage in such acts with someone unless I’m in an abnormal state of mind…… 

“……I don’t know because……um, I’ve never done those kinds of acts with others before.”

“What about when you do it on your own, if not with someone else?”

You’re asking me that, Mr. Gazelle

Wait a minute, did “Ho-Ren-So” to your boss really require you to go that far 

“……I don’t know about……um, doing it on my own, because I haven’t really done that lately. Unlike Gazelle, I share a room with others in the knights’ barracks.”

“Hmmm……”

Then, Gazelle started pondering something for a while.

A few moments later, he seemed to have reached a conclusion. “All right,” he said to himself, and suddenly took my hand. 

“Let’s give it a try, Takumi. Felix will probably be back at the barracks by this time.”

“…………a try?”

Excuse me, Mr. Gazelle.

Somehow–I have a really bad feeling about this!? 

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“……Gazelle Err……are we really going to do it?”

“What’re you saying, after all this time?” 

“Don’t worry, Takumi. We’re here if you need us.”

Yes, Mr. Gazelle. I know. Just what am I saying when I’ve already nonchalantly followed you all the way here up to this point…… And Mr. Felix, it’s because of both of your presences that I’m hesitating!

See, I’m still trying to resist futilely to the end……!

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I was dragged by Gazelle to the executive barracks, where I was taken straight to his private quarters. It was different from my room in size and furnishings.

We passed through the guest room, which had a round table and chairs. When he opened the door to his bedroom, there was a spacious bed. I was a little envious of the spacious bed in his room, because my room was like a dormitory room with bunk beds lined up as soon as I entered the room.

Gazelle sat me down on the bed and left the room, returning shortly after. He came back with Felix, who looked a little bewildered.

Felix was puzzled at first, but as soon as he heard Gazelle’s explanation, his brow wrinkled and his expression turned grim. Gazelle explained to Felix that the reason I had sex with them the other day was because I have a condition that causes me to develop abnormalities after a battle. 

“Takumi didn’t want to go into detail, but I’ve never heard of a condition that causes abnormalities after a battle.”

“If I had to guess, I’d say that …… someone deliberately engraved a magical formula in Takumi that causes him to go into heat or become paralyzed when certain conditions are met.”

“…………”

Mm, in other words — I just jumped into a grave I dug for myself! 

See! That’s what happens when you say things on the spur of the moment without thinking, fool! This moron!

Uu…… but if I honestly explained that “the abnormalities I’ve experienced so far are actually side effects of the sword I’m using, and that I really have no fighting skills”, I’d probably have to resign from the Blackwing Knights in a heartbeat……  If I did that, I might not be able to stop everyone from going down the Blackwing Knights Destruction Route…… But, as expected, I can’t not at least mention these abnormalities to Gazelle and the others……

While I was in the middle of thinking about how I ended up in this room – Gazelle reached out his fingers and traced it around my navel.

The tickling sensation sent a shiver down my spine. 

I am now sitting on the bed in the corner of the room. Gazelle has instructed me to unbutton all the buttons of my shirt and leave the front completely open.

Then, Gazelle brought out a round chair with no backrest in front of me and sat down. Felix is sitting on the bed, snuggled up next to me.

“For now at least, you don’t seem to be suffering from any abnormalities like you were at that time.”

“Then Takumi, you may start.” 

“…….-”

At Gazelle’s words, I gulped and swallowed my saliva.

Now, in their minds, I am “constitutionally prone to abnormalities immediately after a battle”.

Gazelle then asked me, “What happens when you engage in intercourse or masturbation when you are not suffering from an abnormal condition?” Granted, anyone hearing about my physical problems would have doubts. 

To Gazelle’s question, I answered, “I don’t know, I’ve never done it before.”

Yep, at that time I should’ve just answered normally, “It’s okay, in that case, the abnormality doesn’t occur. No problemo.”

It’s because he heard my answer “I don’t know,” that Gazelle proposed this.

“–Then, Felix and I will watch you, so go ahead and give it a try. If you run into any problems, we can help you out, okay?” 

…… Commander Gazelle, just how good are you at taking care of people?

I of course declined his offer, okay?

Just what kind of hellish picture is this, a subordinate showing his boss how to take care of his lower half!

But somehow, Gazelle forcefully pulled my hand and brought me into his room before I knew what was going on…… I thought I declined, but the conversation had already proceeded under the premise that I was going to masturbate…… 

I mean, why did you bother calling Felix? It’s making me twice as embarrassed though?

I glared at Gazelle with a resentful look.

“……Gazelle. Why did you bring Felix?”

“Is Takumi unhappy with my presence?” 

At my inquiry, Felix, who was sitting next to me, let out a pouting voice.

When I turned to look at him, his eyebrows were furrowed in a 八, and he was staring at me sadly with his amethyst eyes. I thought I could see the drooping ears of a golden retriever on his head.

“N, no. It’s not that I don’t like the fact that Felix is here, it’s that I …… feel bad for going through the trouble of calling Felix out for something like this.”

“I see. So Takumi doesn’t hate me, thank goodness.” 

Felix smiles happily in response to my stilted answer. Looking at us, Gazelle, who was sitting in front of us, gave a wry smile.

“Of course, it’d be fine if it was just me. But right now, Felix and I are good rivals. It wouldn’t be fair to try to outmaneuver him, would it?”

“Thank you for your thoughtfulness, Commander Gazelle. ……Honestly, I never thought that the day would come when I would be sharing the same thoughts and feelings as you…… If it wasn’t for the fact that the person involved was Takumi, I would have cheered you on myself…….”

“No matter. I’m glad I’m dealing with you. I don’t intend to lose, but I trust Felix more than anyone.” 

“Commander Gazelle……”

Felix looks at Gazelle with an emotional expression. What a touching conversation.

If the object of their affection wasn’t me and the situation wasn’t like this, I could frankly be moved……

When Felix finished talking with Gazelle, he put his hands around my waist in a natural motion. 

“I’ve always thought that Takumi has beautiful skin.”

“R, really.”

Felix’s somewhat seductive touch makes my body tense involuntarily. Gazelle looked at me with narrowed eyes.

“Yeah. I’m sure you must have trained very hard to be able to fight so hard, but you don’t have a scratch on you, do you? Your skin is hardly tanned at all……As I thought, that part of your body was also thoroughly controlled.” 

“……Let’s put aside for now the discussion of the place where Takumi used to be. More importantly, Commander Gazelle, today we are going to examine Takumi’s constitution.”

“Yeah, right.”

When Gazelle said this, he slid his hand, which had been around my navel, straight down. He didn’t even pause. The sound of my trousers and underwear rustling together in the quiet room was unusually loud.

I felt the heat gather in my cheeks with a rush of tremendous shame. 

“-, Gazelle……”

“Here, try doing it yourself first.”

“It may be embarrassing, but it’s important. Besides, if there’s a magic formula involved, we might be able to get a chance to crack it.” 

“…… got it.”

Darn, I’ve come this far, I’m just going to have to finish the job. Or, I mean, considering the circumstances, this was the only way for me to go.

Determined, I loosely brushed my fingers over my penis as Gazelle guided me.

“……Nn……” 

I thought I might not be able to get an erection with two people watching me, but contrary to my expectations, the place reared its head after a few light rubs.

Come to think of it, I haven’t engaged in a proper sexual act like this since the last time I was with Gazelle and Felix. We were camped out until we arrived in the royal capital, and the troop quarters were shared, so it wasn’t very possible to do it……

“……-, fhu, u.”

I bit my lip and fought desperately to keep my voice from leaking out at the first stimulation I’ve had in a long time. 

It was already stiff, and even the tip was oozing pre-cum.

“You’re fast, Takumi. Does it have something to do with your constitution?”

“-! Felix, stop touching, my waist……”

“Hey, Takumi. Focus on what you’re doing.” 

“Hiu!”

Felix’s hands around my waist caress my sides and thighs, titillating me, and Gazelle blows on my erect tip with a puff of his breath. That was enough to make my penis completely aroused. The clear juice begins to flow out of the tip without any end.

“Hmmm……I don’t see any magic circles or formulas being triggered. Could this mean that they were adjusted so that they don’t trigger until after a battle, after all?”

“-…… Felix, Gazelle. If you figured it out, can we, stop now……?” 

“Come on, this is just the beginning. And Takumi, you haven’t fiddled with it enough, have you? Don’t just stroke it, but also rub the underside, or wherever feels right to you.”

“…….”

Gazelle seemed to know that I was avoiding the weak spots.

His golden eyes, shining sharply like a predator’s, commanded me to “touch it properly”. 

I glanced at Felix for help, who turned his troubled, yet passionate, amethyst eyes on me. He pressed his lips to my ear and said quietly, “Now, Takumi. You have to touch it properly.”

“Nn-……a, Ah.”

At Gazelle and Felix’s urging, I rub the underside with the fingertips of my hand.

Instantly, I feel a rush of pleasure like an electric current in my lower abdomen. Next to me, I heard the sound of Felix gulping down his saliva. Gazelle still seemed unsatisfied with just this and stared at me. 

“Takumi, try doing it with both hands instead of just one.”

“…… Gazelle…… but this is……-, too embarrassing……”

“-……Takumi. Under the current situation, making that face and saying those words can backfire on you.”

“What……?” 

I looked at him rapidly, not understanding the meaning of Gazelle’s words, and Felix softly pulled my face back toward his.

“Takumi, don’t worry about that. Besides, didn’t Commander Gazelle tell you earlier? For Takumi’s future, we need to make sure everything is okay. It may be embarrassing, but we are the only ones here, so please try to do it right until the end.”

“Uu…….”

It appears that neither Gazelle nor Felix were willing to back down. 

But frankly, I’m having a hard time settling down my thing in this state, too. I hesitated for a bit, but then, in accordance with their instructions, I put my other hand on my penis as well and began rubbing the slit at the tip.

“……Takumi likes to tease that part, I see.”

“-ah……Felix, d, don’t, say that……Nnh-!

“Indeed, it looks like you haven’t touched it for a while. Look at all that pre-cum.” 

“Nnah, fhu…… Gazelle, I said, don’t, say that, please……-aAh!”

“Is it almost time?”

“His hips have been swaying for a while now, too. Damn…… what an erotic sight.”

“Hah, nn-………nn- Aah-!” 

Admittedly, before I knew it, I was subconsciously rocking my hips in sync with the movements of my hands.

Now, I couldn’t even articulate any words. All that came out of my mouth was moaning.

Stars flickered on and off before my eyes from pleasure and shame, making it difficult to see the expressions on the faces of Gazelle in front of me, and Felix next to me.

“Now, rub the part of your slit that’s twitching. You like it there too, don’t you?” 

“You’re so cute, Takumi. Look, you love having your tip played with, don’t you?”

“Nhu-………Ah-, nn-, aAah!”

The penis glans trembles and quivers. When I rubbed it with my fingertips as I was told, my entire body jerked. Felix, who was sitting next to me, supported me as I was about to fall down.

But– I still couldn’t come. 

As I thought, it seems that when I am watched by others, my body becomes so tense that I can’t come.

I was at the very edge where I couldn’t endure any more pleasure, but even so, it seems like a mental brake was imposed.

“-, Gazelle……, Felix…….”

“Nn?” 

“What’s wrong, Takumi?”

“……my bad. It seems like……um, I couldn’t come on my own after all.”

“……pfft, was it that embarrassing?”

“You did wonderful, Takumi.” 

With a faint voice, I looked at them both as if to plea for help. Gazelle and Felix responded to me with gentle voices. Then, without a pause, Gazelle’s hand touched my pulsating penis.

The sensation of a rugged hand, different from my own, caused my hips to arch on their own.

“Nn-, ah-, Gazelle-………ah, sorry, you had to do this……hya-!”

“Don’t apologize. After all, I’m the one who made up an excuse to make this situation happen.” 

“Ah, there, don’t…… too much, ah, Aah, Nnuh-!”

Gazelle gripped my penis and stroked it up and down.

The tip of my penis was so wet and slippery with a clear, unceasing flow of cum, that even had air bubbles mixed in.

“Takumi, look. Since a while now, this part has also been pointing up as if it wants to be touched very much.” 

“Hiu-”

Felix’s right hand, which was next to me, slid through my right side and began to play with my nipple, which was tinted at its peak, with his fingertips. Then, the nipple on my left chest was played with in the same way.

“Ah, Felix-…… right now, it’s too much, right there…….-”

But your body looks happy. Look, your thing is already spilling nectar.” 

Felix leans his face to my ear and whispers as if he were breathing on me. In the meantime, his hands continue to knead my nipples and push them around with his nails. Likewise, Gazelle continues to stroke on my penis without a break.

“Come on, Takumi. Cum.”

“Ah, Aah! -, hiu…….-”

Gazelle increases the force of his groping hand. Felix, who was next to him, also quickened the movement of his fingers, which rubbed the red, pointed nipples on my chest. 

“Takumi…… fufu, you really are very cute when you’re shy.”

“-, ah, nNha, Aah!”

A numbing sensation rushes up my spine all at once.

–Then, a stream of white fluid was released into the air. 

Because I had rarely did this kind of thing recently, it was stickier than usual and soaked my lower abdomen and Gazelle’s palm.

The pleasure that welled up in me was tremendous. Although I had had physical contact with both of them before, this was a different kind of pleasure from the one I had experienced during that time. My mind was a jumble of embarrassment and pleasure, and yet the sound of their voices and their hands were gentle — it confused me all the more…….

Furthermore, this was the first time I had ever done anything sexually with someone in a completely raw state, without the disadvantageous effects of the cursed sword. That’s probably why I felt much more shame.

“Pant……pant-, ……Gazelle, sorry…… about your hand.” 

“Don’t worry about it. If anything, it’s a treat for me.”

After saying this, Gazelle gently wiped my soiled lower abdomen with a dry cloth from his bedside table.

Felix, who was next to me, softly patted me and let me lean against his body as I regulated my rough breathing.

“Felix……thank you too.” 

“Don’t mention it. Takumi has worked hard.”

Felix smiled softly at my words.

……By the way. Uh, I was just wondering about something.

“……Hey, Gazelle.” 

“Nn? What is it?”

Having somehow recovered to the point of being able to speak normally, I slowly moved my body away from Felix and turned to face Gazelle in front of me.

“……didn’t you say something about an ‘excuse’ earlier?”

“Ahh……so you heard me.” 

In response to my question, Gazelle looked away uncomfortably.

Of course I heard you! At this distance!

But, I see. There was a possibility that I had misheard him, but he did in fact say that after all.

However……um, by ‘excuse’…..  it meant that Gazelle and Felix had an ulterior motive for wanting to do this with me, doesn’t it? 

Gazelle wanted to do this with me, so he took advantage of my constitution and brought me to his room to masturbate.

Gazelle looked at me anxiously as I pondered over this intently.

“Takumi, are you mad at me?”

“……No, of course not.” 

Well, it was my own fault to begin with, and it wasn’t a situation where I could refuse…… It was my own lack of foresight, or perhaps it was my negligence in not having prepared a proper explanation and only revealing to them rough parts of the situation.

“Takumi. If you’re blaming Commander Gazelle for this time, I am just as guilty. However……er, it may sound like an excuse, but it’s also true that I wanted to confirm the magic formula that caused your abnormal condition, you know? There is a possibility that the magic formula may cause sequelae or side effects to your body in some way.”

Hash: Ho-Ren-So ホウレンソウ is a mnemonic acronym and one of the fundamental business concepts for Japanese people working in a company, it’s also a pun on ほうれん草 “spinach”. 

報告　ほう（こく）

連絡　れん（らく）

相談　そう（だん）

The sound from the first character was taken and combined. There are many articles on it if you Google it. 

This time the chapter was posted a bit later, sorry about that. Thanks for waiting~