Chapter 1276： Difficult avatar monster

The biggest change that happened to this Christian is the advent of that disaster.

When the huge nuclear explosion rang in front of his eyes, he swore that his entire world was dim. This darkness is not because of his fear of the danger he faces, but because of his despair about himself and the future of his own children.

As a missionary, Christians can be said to be rare intellectuals in this country. Although he was born poor, but under the education of his mentor, he can be regarded as the elite of this country. This is why he can raise so many orphans by a broken church. His ability can make him pay a high salary in this society, although doing so often means that he has to suffer from discrimination and censure of the high caste, but he does not care about it with his own ideals and beliefs.

There is only the weight of the children in his life, and everything else is irrelevant to him. As long as you can watch the children live happily and happily, anything else can be tolerated. Whether it is the suppression of the same kind or the harshness of society, he can bear it. He thought that he was fearless, but when the whole world suddenly became the appearance of today, he found that this fearlessness is so ridiculous, so worthless.

It is not just a city that destroys a nuclear bomb. A country that destroys the order inherent in this land. Under the horror of this horror, the power that existed in human society in the past has suddenly collapsed. If human beings want to live, they will have to return to the most primitive jungle law. And this is the most terrible test for Christians who protect this group of children.

He is not strong and will not use any intrigues. He can only rely on kindness and his own honesty. And this is nothing worthwhile in the chaotic world after this nuclear bomb. It can be said that if he can still support himself and the dozen or so lovely children by his own efforts before the nuclear explosion, now he wants to make himself alive is a problem.

This is a terrible test, a belief in him and a belief in him. He didn't know what he should do to continue raising the child as he did before. But he is very clear that he must do everything he can to continue to raise them.

He did not think about giving up and never thought about it. Even if a terrible disaster has come, even if the world has gradually become confusing, the people around him have become more like beasts than people, and he still has not had such an idea. That is all in his life, and even if he abandons everything, he can never abandon it.

However, this is not something that can be done with determination. The gap between the spiritual world and the real world is already doomed, and there is a huge gap between the two. Although he once felt that he was rich in the soul and almost owned the whole world, in this cruel real world, he still has no way to change all that he faces.

This is a very sad thing, sadly almost desperate. But Christians are not desperate. He has long been desperate, so at this time, he simply does not intend to continue to despair.

He is working hard and working in vain. Collect food on the ruins and find water in the wilderness. Exhausting all his abilities, he is trying to protect those weak lives. It is a pity that the effect he can do in this way is very weak. The dispute of human beings for survival almost inevitably spread to him, and when he was in this kind of dispute, his meager power made him unable to protect his own income.

How many times, he was bruised and bruised for a piece of food. How many times, he was bullied for a bottle of clean water and did not even have the strength to stand. The huge effort makes him often only get a very meager return, and this kind of return is not to feed so many children, even if he continues to struggle, it is difficult.

One month, just one month after the nuclear explosion, he has already lost a child. The great pain that I have experienced before, has made his whole heart on the verge of collapse. He is going crazy, or he is crazy. Because when he hugged the child’s body and buried him in the soil little by little, he began to swear in his heart, even if he exhausted his own, even if he gave everything, he would not let This tragedy is repeated again.

This is his determination, he is gambling on his soul and life will never be willing to see again. It was also at this time that a special opportunity was sent to him.

A special group of people came from his town. They claimed that they had the means to help everyone through this difficult situation and help them gain the ability to survive on this land. They don't have to pay anything, they just have to make a choice. A tough choice is also the only choice.

They only need to choose not to accept them. If they don't accept it, they will still look like this. They struggle with the threat of death and struggle to survive in this land. And accept, they can get rid of this pain and get rid of the fate that can die at any time. Of course, this is a dangerous price that requires a little price.

When they succeed, they will transform into another form, but in essence they retain the qualities of human beings. When they fail, they can only become monsters completely, until even the essence of human beings is gradually lost. The odds are uncertain because everyone's physical fitness is different. Strong people will have a higher chance of success, and weaker people will have a lower chance. This is common sense, but it is not absolute.

In the face of such a special choice, most people choose to accept it in order to survive. Naturally, Christians are no exception. He accepted the transformation like those people, but he did not let his children follow it. Because his wisdom told him, it might lead to an irreparable scourge. As the father of those children, he can't make such things happen to them anyway. So he chose to sacrifice himself, he only let himself accept it.

For the first time, the results were amazing. Although he was not physically strong, he persisted in the test and became a member of the less than half of the winners. However, this does not change the experience he is in. Because the world is getting worse.

To be a reformer does not mean that he has the ability to guard his own, because he is also a reformer around, and these guys who are reformers, there is no advantage at all. The failed rogues everywhere in the wilderness make him dangerous in the process of going out to find food.

Not only did his situation not get better, but it became even worse. In this case, a more severe test followed in front of him.

Because of the effects of radiation, and the lack of nutrition for a long time. One of his children fell ill in bed. The high fever and the reaction of dysentery made him urgently need the help of food and medicine. But now it is impossible for Christians to find food and drugs.

How precious food is now, that is what most people can't imagine. After the initial turmoil, almost all the food on the market was collected by organized forces. It is hard for ordinary people to get a food that fills their stomachs. Even a lot of women began to sell their flesh in order to fill their stomachs. And the food is still the same, and the more rare drugs are naturally more valuable.

Christians know that hospitals in their towns have a certain amount of drugs. But the hospital has long been smashed by some big forces. They are crowded and powerful. Ordinary people want to get medicine from them, and they don't have to be bitten by them.

It is simply impossible for a person like a Christian to have a medicine to save lives from them. His only end is that they are thrown out, and even if it is serious, he may leave his own life there.

Christians are not afraid of death, but he fears that after they die, the children become helpless and can only die. That is something he can't accept, and he has already vowed that he will never let any child leave himself. Yes, he can't let that happen, so at this time, he made a very special decision. Sacrifice himself!

This sacrifice is not to say who he wants to sell himself to. In fact, a guy like him, even if he wants to sell, can't sell a price. There are not many people in India, there are many people. In this land where human life is not as good as a dog, his value is simply worthless.

His so-called sacrifice is a gamble. And this kind of gambling is the group of people who claim to be human gods have repeatedly warned them, and strictly forbidden.

That kind of medicine, that kind of special modified medicine. It is a very special existence, and the ordinary dose is enough to make a huge change for one person. And if the dose is too large, then the human body can not afford the powerful drug. The human **** teaches that it is very clear that it will almost completely turn you into a monster. And it is precisely because of this clear explanation that everyone has not made an idea on this thing. Now, Christians have put their own ideas on these drugs because he knows that if he doesn't become a monster, then he can't protect his children at all.

For them, he is willing to make sacrifices. And for them, he has that consciousness to become a monster. This is his choice, his practice of his vows. And for this special reason, he turned into a monster, a special monster.