Death Cap - Nine - Walking With Confidence that Fools the Self

Death Cap - Nine - Walking With Confidence that Fools the Self

Death Cap - Nine - Walking With Confidence that Fools the Self

Im heading out, mom, I said.

Mmm, was my moms reply. She was on the bed, knit blankets pulled all the way up to her chin, body curled up into a ball. She reminded me, in these moments so early in the morning before the world truly awakened, a little of a wounded animal.

Sometimes Id see her clutching onto one of Dadas shirts. Shed cry, at night and when she thought I couldnt hear her.

It was hard to get her to eat.

I... didnt know what to do about it. To say that seeing her that way made me feel sad would be far too reductivist. I felt something like a wrenching in my gut, a twist around my heart. It was kindling onto the fire burning inside me.

Some asshole had done this to us. The anger, the sadness, the loss, it was all caused by someones greed.

I bet they didnt cry themselves to sleep.

Not yet.

I slipped out of our house and glanced around. The sun wasnt up yet but it was trying to rise. The slums were a pale blue and wreathed in shadows. In the dawning light of the early morning, a lot of the sins of the slums were masked and hidden away, unseen unless you knew where to look.

I hiked my satchel onto my shoulder until it was nice and snug, then I started my way through the slums.

Today was the day I tackled the Ditz Dungeon. It wouldnt be easy, but I didnt expect it to be all that difficult either. The goal was mostly to scope the place out. I didnt have any delusions that Id be strong enough to waltz in there and conquer the place on my own.

Id go in, and then try to see just what sort of growth I needed.

At the moment, I had two open General Skill slots and about... forty skills I could pick up. Most of them were completely useless. I didnt need [Cooking {Common}] to do my job. Some might be handy. I had acquired [Sneaking {Common}] at some point, and I was tempted to take it.

I could also get rid of some of my other skills. [Knitting {Common}] was still my highest-levelled skill. It was... a bit plebeian, and not exactly helpful for my goals. I mostly kept it because... I dont know. Sentimentality?

[Running {Common}] and [Basic Poison Resistance {Common}] were both acceptable skills. Running was a bit plain, but really I couldnt see it not coming in handy. I wasnt equipped to take on big threats so running away was going to be one of my first options.

I stopped by the husk of that burned down house a block over. It was one of my three extra mushroom-cultivating areas. Places where I could grow things without risking my farm. The house had some plain [Mana-Infused Brown Horse Head]. Those were tasty enough in their raw form, and they provided me with a good boost to my mana. Id need them just to refill my stores once I got past the mana-sucking surroundings of the dungeon.

I climbed out of the sewer, then pulled the manhole shut with a scrape and clang.

That was it. Time to face the dungeon.

The walk across the city was quick and easy. The sun was still rising as I moved towards Ditz, and while I saw plenty of workers heading off to their early shift, it was still too early for most. As I neared the dungeon I heard a faint clamour in the distance, six tolls of a heavy bell.

The Ditz dungeon was pretty busy, despite the early hour. The dungeon itself--which looked something like a stack of rocks sitting in the middle of a wide clearing where buildings had either been razed or never built in the first place--was surrounded by tents and temporary installations.

Delvers were congregating together off to one side, different groups under their own banners.

I counted maybe fifty of them in all, men and some few women in armour. Mostly breastplates and the occasional shin and arm-guard. I didnt see any mages, which I took to be a good sign.

Remembering something Id heard in the before, I walked straight towards the dungeon, neither walking fast nor slow, and keeping my eyes forward. If I looked like I knew what I was doing, and that I definitely belonged here, then no one would stop me.

The plan worked.

There were a few Bullies near the edges of the dungeon compound, but they were enjoying warm tea from a thermos and chattering with each other. Some foremen were standing around near the entrance too, but they were busy yelling at workers or chatting.

I walked right past two men with hard-hats on and they didnt even spare me a glance.

And then I slipped under the huge D above the entrance to the dungeon. Id made it.

The moment I slipped into the dungeon I felt a strange tingle pressing down around me. It was like the opposite of what I felt standing outside, where the dungeon slowly seeped away at my mana. The air felt... alive. Every lungful I took felt right in a way that Id only felt in my farm when everything was in full bloom and Feronies blessing was at its fullest.

I shook the feeling off. It was a distraction.

The dungeons entrance was a great big room with stone walls to the sides and a slightly uneven floor. Planks that looked like theyd been moved a thousand times were on the ground, acting as levels and ramps deeper into the room. Above, the ceiling was bare stone, with only a few roots poking out.

The space was lit by rows of electric bulbs hanging from wires that were held up by movable poles.

Id made it in. Now to see what the fuss was about.

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