Chapter 8.9: Hirai’s Secret IX

Chapter 8.9: Hirai’s Secret IX

Dont get cocky. Translator: MadHatter

Aivoiceias piercing and icy as ice was emitted, and my right arm and left arm, which tightened her neck, were simultaneously seizediwith immense force.

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WheniI lifted my tear-stained face and gazed ahead, what should have been an expression of anguish on Hirais visage was instead staring atime with eyes so penetratingly sharp and upturned that Iicould have sworn she was someone else.

Hirai wfeudcgy

Foriaisplit second, the strength in my arms that had been locked into position loosened.

Sheididnt overlook that and took advantage of the slightest opportunity to yank my left hand away from her neck and firmly thrust bothimy arms all the way back. Perhaps asia recoil, the scrunchie that she used to tie up her hair tumbled to the ground, and her lustrous hair wasiundone.

Theiflowiof air had shifted, and the aura that Hirai clad herself in had changed. Then something within me, too, halted its movement.

Isntiit time to give him a break? Thatiguy had no bad intentions after all. Withimy arms restrained, Hirai remarked in a masculine tone. Dontistay here any longer, accept your death and pass away peacefully.

Sheiwas speaking through me as if she was trying to subdue something. Nevertheless, both of my arms regained strength and I was straining to release her arms that were restraining me.

Eveniso, Hirai kept my arms in her grasp, not releasing them.The source of this content nov(el)bi((n))

EveniI could feel the fury, the grudge, and the grief igniting once again. Not good I couldnt suppress them myself.

Hirai

Dontitalk, amateur.

Withia snap, she opened her mouth andiI fell silent.

Yeah, thats good, just shut up for a while.

Iniaddition, Iiwas forced to clear my head and refrain from dwelling on tangential matters, and my expression hardened in my half-unconsciousness. Such an absurd

She subsequently deliberately withdrew her hand from the arm that was restraining me and clutched my forehead and temple area solidly.

Theislightipain produced like a man was gripping me, and my body jerked up abruptly.

Hirai, whatiexactly were you

Beiatirest by releasing your rage, resentment, suffering, and sorrow. Stayingihere will only bring you more suffering. Listen, get away from his body littleiby little and release yourself Ill convey your emotions properly to him and makeia memorial service for you so dont worry Liberate yourself.

Again, floodsiof tears were overflowing from my eyes and falling down.

Myiheadishook on its own. Itiwas a sign that persuasion was refused.

Nonetheless, sheicontinued to speak without a change in her expression.

Dontibeiselfish. Onceiyoure dead, theres nothing you can do about it, I know its tough, but thats the rule. This is not an ideal placeifor you, either. Initime, youiwill lose your ego and be absorbed into this spiritual magnetic field. Youiwont be able to pass away peacefully then, even if you could.

Isithatifine with you?

Iishook my head again at her threatening question.

Youican still make it now. Youican still attain Buddhahood and be born anew. Do not stay here and harbor any more grudges against others.

Theianguish you have experienced will all be erased, and the disgrace and sorrow you have suffered will be healed.

Myiheadiwas about to twitch in response to these words, but this time, rather than the black and red emotions of wrath and resentment, a sudden wave of melancholy overcame me. Tears ran down my cheeks one after another as I sobbed and felt as though my eye bags were going to be emptied.

Theifeeling of sadness, sorrow, and inevitability.

Itiwas the most intense feeling I had ever experienced.

Afterithat, Hirai released her hold on my temple and, this time, she placed her palm on my head and began to stroke it gently.

Iisee, you had a family

Myihead moved vertically as I nodded.

Itsisad and hard to separate from them

Aimoan escaped my mouth.

Youicant leave your family behind but you know, if you curse people here and become an evil spirit, you will forget the family you left behind and wont be able to leave this place for eternity Wouldnt you hate that?

Myihead shook again.

If so, itiwould be better for you to attain Buddhahood and be born again into this world. You died in such a dreadful way but there is no doubt that you might return to life and be born again as a cat if you wish.

Theniperhaps you could be reunited with your family.

Now, whichiwould you prefer?

Hirai removed her hand from my head and let the choice be made.



You havent noticed yet, have you?

Noticed it About what? 423ew

You must be thinking that I am Kaname, hahaha Wrong, youre wrong, even though I am Hirai now, I am Hirai Ayame.

Huh?3edx

What was this person saying?

What do you mean1qa

Its aisimple story, while Hirai Kaname and I seem to be one and the same person, we are not. Well, you and I have already crossed paths, right? As I recall, you were strangled by a woman at that time.

That time.?23wd

Right, I did remember that time.

During my initial face-to-face meeting with Hirai in the middle of the night, she had the same look on her face as she carried now and spoke in this tone of voice.

Whatiwas going on it hardly seemed like she was spouting a lie.

It truly seemed as if she had transformed into a different person. Like her body was Hirai, but only the inner part of her body was not the same.

It was as though she had a dual personality.

Well, you probably dont have a clue what Im talking about, so ask Kaname later.

After finishing her cigarette, she stretched out.

Imigoing home.

What!?32efw

What? Is there anything else? Its fine, Kaname will be out soon.

The wayishe said it was like someone else would take over for her on the phone.

Apparently, I could no longer talk to this person, so I pulled her and asked her the most essential question, as she wore an expression so frightening that I could hardly believe she was the original Hirai.

Um Whyidid that cat come to me?

Doiyou want to know?

Despite the slightly annoyed look on her face, she gave an explanation.

Youiwere targeted by that cat for two reasons: first, because you were a medium who was too vulnerable, and second, because you aroused the cats resentment.

Noiway

Iimean, the former was convincing but the latter didnt make sense to me. I stroked the cats resentment? I had absolutely no recollection of that.

It was those guys, those bikers, who ran over that cat and killed it. Isnt it usual for that side to be resented Why me, even though I had no part in it?

Even though I was the one who tried to bury the cat.

The delinquents were the ones the cat despised and wanted to curse but you sowed the seeds of your own collateral damage.

You mean

You saw that cat and you felt sorry for it.

Oh.

You see? She smiled fearlessly as if to say that.

Unnecessary compassion and half-hearted sympathy are what provoked that cats wrath.

But thats

You may have taken pity on it for all the right reasons. Honestly speaking, such creatures are not pleased to be pitied by someone who cannot even save them. Isnt it obvious that they get pissed off when someone puts a can of cat food on their table when they cant even eat it?

It was a miserable way to die. The despairing sensation of suffering to the end and dying cold with their internal organs and entrails being exposed in front of another persons eyes.

No human being could possibly grasp such sorrow and suffering.

To show half-hearted compassion would be tantamount to vindicating their resentment.

You have a propensity for being overly compassionate. But this time, it only turned out to be for the worse. Watch out, because everyone here is prone to be troublesome after death.

All compassion is not acceptable, she said, for the living and the dead alike.

Well, when faced with such a situation, dont show undue sympathy and simply hope that the next time you see them, they will live on safely and return to the earth. Thats all you need to do. Well, the next time you encounter one, be a decent man so that you can protect yourself. And dont send any flirtatious looks to Kaname, unless you want me to kill you.

Withithatifinal chilling remark, she closed her eyes.