Chapter 15.8: Me and Her VIII

Chapter 15.8: Me and Her VIII

The eardrum-numbing scream likely pierced all the way to the ground.

This was the only time ever that I had ever caught sight of such a look on Hyugas face. Her glasses were out of alignment and her breath was erratic. Even I had been yelling a lot, but not as much as Hyuga.

I was struck speechless this time, and Hyuga grabbed my arm and seized it frantically with a frustrated expression. The force was so intense that I didnt think it was coming from a girl, and her slender fingers dug into my skin.

I cant put it into words well but this isnt a lie!!

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I can see it, senior!!

That hurts, you!

Whether you believe me or not is fine, but senior is

Before she could say anything else, I jerked Hyugas arm away from me. In recoil, Hyuga staggered away from me. Her red-rimmed glasses fell off with a light clink.

And then, I let loose one of the worst words I could ever say to Hyuga.

I dont understand

I couldnt help but wish that I had held my tongue.

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Dont make me go along with your nauseating fantasies!!

Those were the worst words I could have said in a moment of excessive bloodlust. Words could not be taken back. Once spoken, that was the end of it. To Hyuga, those words may have been a crippling blow, irrespective of how much I may have lost my mind in anger or how heartless the words were.

She was motionless as if she had been struck by a bullet, not picking up her glasses, only looking at me with her eyes and remaining silent for a while.

At the same time as I said it, I felt as if I had been liberated from something and finally caught on to the harshness of the words I had uttered a few seconds before, and held my breath.

Sor

I opened my mouth again to say something, but Hyuga picked up her glasses, took a step away from me, and declared with a broad smile, I hate you, senior. You are a piece of crap.

Hyugas parting shot was accompanied by a small teardrop on her cheek.

Hah, is that so What a coincidenceI share the same feeling toward you.

With a blank expression on my face, I walked past Hyuga. This was the end. I realized at this point that there was nothing more I could say. So I left the rooftop with those words.

I paused momentarily at the bottom of the stairs as Hyugas muffled sobs lingered on the rooftop after I descended but I did not go back.

It wasnt that I lacked the courage to apologize. I ran away out of disgust with my irredeemable self, who had ruined everything in a moment of emotional distress. This was the last time I shared a conversation with Hyuga.

A couple of days lateron a rainy day after the summer break, Hyuga jumped off the rooftop where we had parted in a fight.

She died.

Hah Ugh!

Waking up, I sobbed violently as I lay there, overcome by the sensation of my gastric juices regurgitating. Right away, Takenaka poured a glass of Pocari, handed it to me, and patted my back.

Do you want to go to the bathroom?

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Sweat dripped from my bangs as I shook my head feebly.

Hah

Memories that had been sealed deep within flooded back and became clear again what kind of a person Hyuga was, and how I regarded her.

Hah hah hah

One more thing became clear. I became certain of it. So much so that there was no denial, I could say that this was already conclusive.

After all, I killed her huh

You may inevitably feel guilty about her but please dont be too hard on yourself. Rather than blaming yourself, you need to recover first. Please eat something nourishing, not just somen noodles, and get well soon.

I gratefully accepted Takenakas words of advice despite his lack of a smile.

And.

And?

For three days from Friday, I am going back to my parents house.

I was momentarily taken aback by what he was referring to but soon realized what he meant.

Oh, its Obon time, isnt it?

Takenaka announced softly, Yes, so Ive asked the manager to change my shift a little so he can fill in for me. So, if anything happens while Im gone, please contact me, then got up and turned to walk to the front door.

Um

He was ready to depart when I suddenly recalled something and I interrupted him with a brief remark as he gripped the rusted doorknob.

I have one, no, two questions.

What is it?

Hyuga is there any way to make her rest in peace

Even if you could get in touch with her I think it would be fairly difficult in her current state even if there is a way to do it. Thats exactly what being prepared to die is all about.

I see

Whats the other question?

Prompted, I revealed something that had been bugging me all this time.

Why are you always helping me out?

His eyes briefly widened before instantly narrowing. He cast his gaze diagonally downward and fell silent.

Was that gesture a sign that he didnt want to disclose it?

You would probably feel turned off by if I told you.

That made me want to ask even more if he mentioned like that. I mean, what reason would there be to worry about getting turned off by?

No, I would still be happy to hear it.

Takenaka looked highly reluctant to tell me, and after the long hand of the clock moved one more time, he told me, Its for my own sake.

I thought in my heart that I wanted him to offer a few more words but perhaps it showed on my face.

To tell you the truth, everything Ive been doing up until now Ive been doing it all for myself, not for you.

I must be a jerk, right? His eyes were loaded with forlornness as if to say that.

Why did he make that kind of face?

Given his integrity, Takenakas answer could not have been a falsehood. For some reason, I was not convinced. Or rather, it didnt feel satisfying.

But Takenaka didnt seem to be willing to elaborate any further.

Well then Ill be going now.

As if to escape, he turned the doorknob, bid farewell, and left. I may have touched on a subject I wasnt supposed to hear.

Feeling slightly apologetic, I closed my eyes as I listened to the sound of footsteps going down the stairs.

The silence that ensued after Takenakas departure gripped me with dread. Even though nobody else was in the room apart from me, I was sensitive to the faint creaking of the floor in my ears and the occasional sound of water dripping from the bathroom.

My chest fidgeted and I felt restless. While my body felt sluggish and wanted to bury itself under the futon, my heart thumped anxiously in the darkness cast by my closed eyelids.

When did I become so timid? I shut my eyes tightly in disbelief. Many times I persistently tried to go back to sleep, thinking about irrelevant things in my head and attempting to do so as fast as possible but I couldnt

From then on, it was difficult to fall asleep.

I felt as if there was a blood-soaked Hyuga standing by my bedside.