Chapter 86: Love and Jealousy

After leaving the library, I chose the Club Building as my destination.

I really need to think about which club I will join soon. It's either Haruko's Book Club or Kana's Literature Club. I need to ask which club Nami and her group of main characters joined. They might have created one for themselves, that's much better.

Upon entering the Club building, cultural clubs are still doing their own activity. I'm taking a look at the clubrooms I passed by. The 1st floor has the Art Club at the first door. They're busy painting fruits but I saw a girl painting the boy next to her. Well, potential target but right now I'm trying to restrain my desire so I immediately avert my gaze.

When I reached the stairs, someone from the same class saw and greeted me. I think his name is Hashimoto.

"Onoda? Have you already joined a club?"

"No. I still can't decide which club I should join."

"I see. If you want, you can visit our club."

"Alright, if I have time."

Right. I'm already choosing between Literature Club, Book Club or Nami and her gang's club. If there's something interesting in his club then I'll also try it.

"Now's not a good time?"

"Yes. I have somewhere to go to."

I'm already itching to see Haruko and Aya.

"Okay. I'll tell you a secret though."

"What is it?"

"That girl from Class 3 is in the same club as me."

"Really?"

Is that really a secret? I bet her classmates already knew about which club she joined in.

"Why would I lie?"

"To pull me in your club, of course."

"But it's real."

"Alright. I might take a look tomorrow but even if she's there, I can't say I will join."

I don't even know if I will like her. I only got interested because of the rumor about her. I'm already satisfied with her older sister.

"Okay. Our club's a hobby club so it's laidback."

"What kind of hobby club?"

"Game Club."

Ah. It's really laid back but I don't have that much interest in games.

"I see. I'll try it tomorrow."

"Okay. See you."

After that brief encounter, I continued my way to the Book Club.

After I opened the door, I saw Aya reading and writing at the same place when I first came here. Club activity?

I looked at Haruko's corner and there she was, calmly drinking her tea again.

Her smile upon seeing me is too radiant that the somewhat dark corner where she is has brightened.

"I thought you don't have the time."

"It ended early so I had this urge to see you while waiting for Aya."

If it's Haruko, I already know how I feel about her. No wonder she calls me silly, I already loved her way before but because of my desire and having forgotten that emotion, I decided to cut her off.

When I saw her again here, my desire reignited even before she introduced Himeko and Mina. That was not entirely my desire, it was also my love for this girl that was reignited.

I always misinterpreted what I was feeling but now, I realized it. After Akane, Haruko was the 2nd girl I fell in love with. It was born from that desire but it evolved to this.

No wonder my memories with her keep coming back whenever I talk or think about her.

What led to me falling for her was probably how I was always with her until she graduated. The things we did, the things she did for me and the things I did for her. All of it led to that. But because I was dumb and stupid, I never realized it during that time.

I know I will not be able to become loyal to just one. There's just no cure for this desire. It's unacceptable, yes. However, I will do my best to let them feel loved.

"Hmm? Silly, did something happen?"

"What do you think?"

I sat next to her after moving the chair that was placed in front of her table.

"You're blooming like a girl."

"Eh? Is that how I look?"

She poked my cheek with her finger like a kid.

"Yes. You have that smile you rarely show."

"Really? Maybe it's because I am with someone I love."

Her finger that was poking my cheek froze upon hearing my words.

"Y-you. That word..."

Her eyes looked at me, waiting for my explanation.

"Yes. I finally realized it, Haruko."

"Did Akane finally succeed at teaching you that emotion?"

Her face drew near, scrutinizing every corner of my face.

Is she also doubting I'm not me? These girls…

"It doesn't need to be taught, actually."

"What do you mean?"

I stopped her, cupped her cheeks and planted a kiss on her lips. She immediately reddened like she's not used to it.

"Turns out I only forgot that emotion when this desire manifested. After knowing the reason why it appeared in the first place, I remembered."

"Huh? What happened yesterday after you left?"

"A lot. Do you want to hear it?"

"Yes! If it's about you I want to know."

Right. If it's about me, they even know more than the person himself. These girls are more attentive than me, especially Akane and Haruko.

"Alright but first I have to say this. Haruko, I love you."

I stared at her eyes, these eyes that I got used to seeing before. When my words reached her ears, tears started to form from the corner of her eyes.

I kissed her once more, along with the love I have for her.

"You silly, hearing it from you. You don't know how happy it made me. Wait. Let me relish in it for a few minutes."

Haruko closed her eyes. Her lips bloomed into a beautiful smile while relishing the words I just said.

"You know, you don't have to do that. I will say it again. I'm going to be honest now and realize those things I haven't been able to before."

"You silly, but this is the first time you said those words to me. I want to imprint it in my memory."

"My Haruko can be this lovely, eh?"

"I love you too, silly."

This time she returned my kiss. I looked at the time and there's still a little more than 30 minutes.

I can pour my love for her as well. With the same passion as yesterday.

I picked Haruko up and carried her towards that room behind us.

"Silly guy, I thought you're waiting for Ayase?"

"There's still time. I'm gonna pour my love for you."

"Just say you want me. I won't say no, I'm always craving for you, silly."

"I want you, Haruko."

And just like that, for the third time that I was back at this sound-proofed room, I made love with Haruko. We didn't just do it once, like me, she's also pouring all her love through our connection.

This time with my feelings for her being cleared, we became more passionate than usual.

During it, I told her everything that happened. Miwa-nee being the reason for my desire then me remembering my memories about Akane and my forgotten feelings for her.

Haruko wanted to meet Miwa-nee to express her gratitude. She said that if not for her imprinting this desire to me, we wouldn't have met.

It's true but her saying that at this moment, I punished her or maybe it was a reward for her. I did her harder than usual, she became wild enough that she had me put a blindfold on her and cuffed her hands to the bed. She's keeping these things here in this room.

She let loose her restraint and expressed how she wanted it harder, like how I used to do her before.

In the end, I granted her wish. She cummed 6 times during our first round, she's too sensitive because of the blindfold and 3 more times during the second.

She was so happy that after we got out of that room, she never let go of her hold onto me. She's like a lovestruck girl that wants to be spoiled.

Haruko also has this cute side on her. She's not always the cool and elegant Student Council President who does her best.

"I felt your love, silly guy. I'm satisfied but it's not enough. I want more."

"This girl. I will spoil you again next time."

There will always be next time. For all of them. I won't meet her girls for now.

Well, I don't have time. Even if I want to see Himeko, club activities will soon end.

Aya soon appeared and she was surprised to see me sitting next to Haruko.

I greeted her first to get her out of that state.

"Aya. I've come to pick you up."

"Un…"

Her introverted nature is showing up again, is she jealous of seeing me with Haruko?

"Don't be jealous, Ayase. We're sharing him, right? He came to pick you up but since I'm also his woman, he spent the time with me."

"…You're right, Haru-senpai. I'm sorry."

I stood up and went to Aya. I took her hand and her bag. She was surprised but she didn't say anything.

Aya is still not completely mine. I only accepted her yesterday and we haven't done it yet. I guess her attitude just now was justified but I won't talk about it with her.

If she can't accept how I spend my time with my girls then it's better to let her understand it.

"Well then, Haruko, see you tomorrow."

I reached in to kiss Haruko while still holding Aya's hand.

Haruko understood my intention so she responded to me and kissed me back passionately.

Aya was watching us beside me. I felt her hand tightened her hold.

She watched us have sex yesterday and it overwhelmed her. Maybe she's just feeling insecure now.

I like her and I want her to be mine but I know not everyone will easily accept me with other girls. Just like how Satsuki and Kana don't want to meet Akane yet. They want to think I'm still exclusively for them.

Aya was exposed to that easily since Haruko became our bridge. I just need to show her how I treat them equally.

"Let's go?"

She nodded and bowed to Haruko.

Someone might see us outside so after passing through the Book Club door, I let her hand go.

I looked at her and asked.

"Aya. Do you have somewhere you want to stop by? I'll accompany you."

This way, I will imprint in her mind that my sole focus is on her when I'm with her.

"T-the bookstore."

Looking down, she whispered the place she wanted to go too.

"Alright. Let's go."