Chapter 236: Clearing Things Between Us

As the temperature rose in this Gym Storehouse, Rae's voice followed with it. My hand was on top of her breast, groping it tightly. The softness of her filled my palm as I could also feel her slightly hardened nipple poking out. With every squeeze that I did, Rae would let out a soft moan.

In no time at all, her glasses became fogged up and even though I asked her to take it off, she refused for the reason that she wanted to see everything. Without it, she could only see a blurred image of me.

This girl who had just become exposed to this kind of intimacy last week had already turned into this. With her curiosity taking over everything, she wanted to learn more and fill her head with the knowledge of what we're doing.

At least that's how I interpreted her current situation. Compared to Aya who had knowledge about the matters of a man and a woman, this girl had none and her first interaction with one was when I filled her head with curiosity as to why I wanted her.

For sure, if this is the previous me, I would take this as good progress. However, I couldn't say the same right now.

True, I like her and I want her to be mine but probably not like this when I couldn't understand yet why she's too bold right now. Since entering this room, we instantly went down to this atmosphere.

Her curiosity over this subject is way over the top, even way over than the overly curious Otsuka-senpai.

"Rae…"

"Hnn?"

As I called out her name, Rae answered with a moan. She's really too indulged with what I am doing with her.

I know it's my fault but if I stop here, I'm afraid that she would take that as me rejecting her. I have to find the right approach while we're here and while I'm doing this with her.

"Rae… Tell me what's in your mind right now."

I asked her after one long passionate kiss. Our mouths already memorize the taste of each other and neither of us was rejecting it.

"You… you're all I can think of right now, Ruki…"

She answered. After that, she reached for the hem of my shirt and pulled it up as she tried to strip me off it. When she couldn't do it due to her resting her back on the mattress, she instead slipped her hands inside it and ran her hands as she felt my body with her hands.

"Here. You can also touch me directly, Ruki…"

Rae whispered in a seductive voice as possible. She looks so sexy right now that if I really let go of what's running on my head right now, I will ravage this girl in front of me.

"You know I want to. However, Rae…"

"I know what's on your mind Ruki."

She cut my words off before I could finish it. She then pulled her body up by grabbing onto me. When she successfully did that, her hand ran from my neck up to my cheeks and caressed it with her thumb. She then pulled my head down to have me look at her straight in her eyes.

"You're worried about me, aren't you? Worried because of how aggressive I am right now."

Upon hearing that question, I could only nod to her as an honest answer.

"I thought about it and expected that you would really be worried. You even told me for us to take this slowly so that I will not be as confused. But you see, even my knowledge is telling me that this is what I want to do with you."

"You've proven yourself as not just a simple pervert who only wants my body last week. And even with your entanglement with many women, you cared just as much as you wanted us. I saw it with Kana-senpai. That even if you're busy, you will still pass by and see her or us."

"If you understand then why…"

"You opened my eyes about this, Ruki. Ever since last week, I kept in mind what you told me. And in the end, I always ended up thinking up about this. Being alone with you once more and continuing where we left off. I know that this might look a bit excessive coming from me. However, this is me, Ruki. Apparently, I'm a pervert as well who can never forget my time with you. Am I a dirty girl now?"

With a bitter smile on her lips, Rae asked me.

I see. This is really my fault, eh? After that kiss and her continuous curiosity about what she's feeling about me, she arrived at this point. At least her head is full of thoughts about me but what will happen if I reject her?

Haa… No. I told her that I won't take advantage of her confused state. But right now, is she still confused or is this the answer she arrived at after that day?

Since she was also coming to me in the clubroom whenever I got intimate with Kana, I thought that was just her filling up her curiosity about me. But now that I think about it, she wouldn't do that openly if she's still not sure.

"You told me to understand my feelings first. And this is the answer I arrived at. Ruki, I want you. I'm not confusing this on anything else."

Seeing that I was lost in my thoughts, Rae continued. Also, she changed our position and had me sit on the mattress. After that, she climbed on my lap and we ended up in the same position we had last week. With her arms circling around my neck, her lips dropped on mine once again.

Of course, I returned it and it instantly turned into a passionate one wherein our tongues were chasing each other and when it touched, it would just naturally entangle. Only when we finished that one did I manage to reply to what she said.

"I see, is that the same want as I told you back in the infirmary?"

To think that my own words will be thrown back at me. This girl…

"Un. I want you and I want to be yours. Maybe the same as you, this want is just my interpretation of liking you."

She nodded and expounded on that word the same just like I did. This is most likely my influence and since she couldn't find the right word for it, she used mine.

"Alright, I understand now, Rae. I like you and you like me. With this, we're now in the same relationship as I have with Kana and the other girls."

Though I said it simply like that, I wanted her to interpret it however she likes. And from there, I might be able to see some of the things she finds hard to convey to me.

A smile bloomed from her lips upon hearing it however it was flattened almost instantly as she voiced out her thoughts about it.

"Same relationship… But you love them and you only like me."

Just like I intended, Rae managed to say something she normally wouldn't. Since we're still locked in this situation where our bodies are this close together, I felt and saw each and every reaction of hers.

I put my hand on her forehead and wiped away the sweat accumulating there before responding.

"Honestly, when it comes to me, the distinction is too thin. I cared about everyone just the same. And I focus on who's the one in front of me. And this might be what you will not like, even if I have multiple relationships, I want you all to myself. I'm a greedy man, Rae."

"I already know about that and I told you before, you're the only one different."

"Or I am the only one you know that's different. Either way, what I have with them will be the same as I have with you."

"I see, you're right. This must be like my knowledge I was being biased about before. For now, you're the only one different for me but that doesn't mean I will jump to another guy just because I find them different. You worked your way to be this close to me. Keep holding me like this and always remind me. You're the one who knows me best, maybe more than I know myself. "

Rae pulled on my arm for me to tighten my embrace on her at the same time she also pushed herself closer to me. Her words this time are full of her honesty. She's always honest, to begin with, and even now that she's thinking for herself, there's no filter in her words.

Because of that, I'm starting to like her more that the earlier worry I had for her was already gone. She explained it as soon as she noticed that I was kind of hesitating at doing anything to her.

"Alright. I'll remind you that you're mine and keep you close to me like this. Like how I turn to you for knowledge, don't hesitate to ask me anything."

Of course, I wouldn't let her be taken away from me. The thing I was worried about was her curiosity over that subject. It's fine to teach her and do it with her but if her head became full of it, it might grow into addiction. I'll take her to a date sometimes and let her experience that our relationship will not just be fully sexual.

"Un. I will. I am fine with Kana-senpai, Rindou-san and that senpai from the infirmary. Maybe it will not really affect me if I meet your other girls. Just that I want us to continue this agreement. I want to be alone with you like this, Ruki."

"Of course we will continue this agreement, I still have a lot to learn from you. Sorry if I take us out of that mood."

"It doesn't matter, I'm actually glad that you did worry about me overdoing it. My longing for you must have exploded and turned into that after a week. And also, after seeing you stay behind with Kana-senpai this Monday."

"Ah. That. Do you want me to tell you why I stayed?"

"I already asked senpai, pervert Ruki. You said you'll teach me slowly so I will wait until you deem that I'm ready."

Err… She already asked Kana, if it was that girl, she probably detailed it to her. That cute and shy Kana was actually bolder than most, Otsuka-senpai is a witness to that. No wonder Rae's that eager to have me touch her.

"Alright. You're a fast learner, Rae. And that actually got me scared."

Upon hearing that, she giggled cutely before kissing me again. This time it's just a sweet kiss but even so, it conveyed what this girl is feeling right at this moment.

"I have the best teacher here. It's only natural. Rindou-san said you also taught her."

Eh? Even Aya talked to her about it? That girl…

Haa. In any case, with her on my lap like this and with the things between us cleared, it's time to continue from where we left off…