C26

Chapter 26 - Our Love (2)

I wrote to tell Wu Wen that I told him that my cousin and I were going to break the engagement, but my cousin didn't agree. I even thought of suicide, but I'm afraid of death, I want to wait for the day Wu Wen marries me.

Sometimes I wonder how I ever did it.

The letter that I wrote was sent to Wu Wen, but I didn't reply for a long time. I even thought that he was going to abandon me …

It wasn't until I heard about my cousin being hurt by Wu Wen's blade that I started to get scared. I was afraid that he would be caught by the cell and my cousin, who had always been good to me, would be hurt by my best Friends because of me.

I even thought I was being reckless.

Until yesterday evening, when I received a letter from Wu Wen to me. He asked me to meet him.

I haven't seen him for a long time. He was very haggard and didn't have his usual high-spirited look. Even his eyes were a little blue. There were even marks of abrasion on his wrist.

I looked at him, and he poured himself a glass of wine and me a glass of wine.

He said to me: "Chu, let me apologize to you first. I, Wu, have betrayed Chu's sincerity! " After he finished speaking, he raised his head and gulped down all the wine in his cup. I looked at him in a daze.

When those words were said, I felt a burst of bitterness in my heart. After causing such a huge ruckus, he must have done it for me. Now that he has been expelled from the academy, I felt like he was the troublemaker.

I wanted to tell him that I had actually resisted before, but my strength was too small and I couldn't do too much. Thinking about it made tears flow down my face.

Wu Wen did not care whether I drank wine or not, as he continued to pour wine for himself, and a full bowl of wine was about to spill over. He gave me another toast. "In the future, both Zhao Ming and I will definitely love each other. Wu is the one who is superfluous. Chu no longer needs to worry about me in the future. It's not worth it. "

I watched him drink the glass of wine with his head held high. I felt a little strange, and I asked him in tears, "Why don't I worry about you! I love you! Aren't you and I mutual lovers? "

Wu Wen laughed: "I have never loved you."

When I heard this, my heart went cold. "You lied to me, right? You don't have to do this! "

Wu Wen continued: "I have never loved you, and the person I love has never been you."

I sat down in the seat and looked at the handsome face and asked, "You're talking nonsense. You like me. Right now, you just want me to give up! "

Wu Wen started to write to me: "If I really like you, I would wish to see you at all times, do you remember when I took the initiative to look for you?"

I blurted out, "Didn't you look for me during the juggling?"

"Your brother told me to look for you!"

I thought again of the place where I first met him. " You came to me that day at the Flower Lantern Association, and you smiled so well at me. "

"It was your brother who asked me to look for you."

I thought about it as if he had come to me on his own initiative on only two occasions with me.

But he took my whole heart. I panicked. "Impossible, impossible! You must be lying to me! "

"I'm not lying to you. I treat you well because you're Zhao Ming's little sister. The person I've never liked was you, it was Zhao Ming. "

"It's Zhao Ming."

"These three words struck my ears like a thunderbolt from a clear sky. A wave of coldness spread from the bottom of my feet to the top of my head." What did you say? "

"It's Zhao Ming. I like Zhao Ming. I want to see you as my family. Zhao Ming's family, is my family. I've never had such a desire for you.

When you gave me the brocade bag, I thought you were really giving me the corner material, so I specially bought you a gift. I think over and over again, and I feel that I can't let you feel too much for me, or too much for a girl. If you feel too much for me, that would be the same as harming you, so I sent it back to the brocade sack. " After saying that, Wu Wen poured himself another cup of wine and talked to himself.

Wu Wen continued: "Knowing that I suddenly heard a rumor, it turns out that when you and Zhao Ming were getting married, I started to feel uncomfortable, I even hated you! Why you! I never thought it was you! " Wu Wen looked at me.

In the past, I would always be able to see Wu Wen's bright eyes smiling at everything, and he would even talk about many interesting things. Today, I was talking about something that was hard for me to digest.

"I also took a sip of the wine." Cough cough! " The acrid smell of the wine choked me, and I found it hard to accept it.

Seeing me pour a cup of tea for me, Wu Wen said, "Silly girl, you don't know how to drink?" I looked at the tea he offered me.

I have mixed feelings. I took the glass and drank it.

He asked me, "Do you hate me?"

I thought about it. "Hate, love and hate."

Wu Wen nodded, "I will do the same to Zhao Ming."

I was silent.

He smiled, as if the sun were still shining in his eyes. I looked at him. Wu Wen said: "I am lying when I write to you. As long as you end the engagement, you are silly. Perhaps in the future, you will like someone else? Then, I can still be together with Zhao Ming. Unfortunately, Zhao Ming and I are not accepted by this era, so they will scold us and even the people in the clan will feel that this is a form of humiliation! "

I wiped away the tears in my eyes. "So, that letter you wrote was actually a lie, right? You want me to break off the engagement? Then am I not pitiful? If you don't marry me, won't I be pitiful? "

Wu Wen nodded: "In the world of emotions, there will always be people who are sacrificed, right? "Originally, the one who sacrificed was me, but later it was you. However, someone has to bear this pain, no?"

I didn't know what to say. Maybe I still loved him, maybe I still had hope for him. Even if he told me something like that.

I asked him, "Why did you stab my cousin?"