Gu Ningshu looked into her eyes, remained silent for a long time, and then said to her in a low voice: "Do you know ... I am now ... an HIV carrier?"

At the end of this sentence, his voice was extremely low and extremely low, and the three letters of HIV were like a sharp knife stuck in his heart.

"..."

"..."

Cheng Shitong froze for a moment, maybe he did not expect that he would tell this thing so directly. At that moment, she looked at him and didn't know what to say.

She thought he hadn't said it, so she pretended not to know.

But he did not expect that in his heart, she was more important than him.

After Gu Ningshu said that sentence, she kept staring closely at Cheng Shitong, trying to see from her expression that she knew what kind of reaction she would have after this incident.

However, Cheng Shitong just looked at him indifferently, for a long time, a long time, she nodded gently, "Now I know."

"So ... after knowing ..." Gu Ningshu asked her with a trembling voice, "Are you still with me ... with you ..."

"Um." Cheng Shitong nodded forcefully.

"Don't make a joke ..." Gu Ningshu turned his head and looked at the sky outside the window, his voice whispered: "This disease is terminally ill, and not as infectious as other terminally ill gastric cancer, lung cancer or tumors. Is it contagious, are you not afraid of contracting HIV after you have contacted me? "

"I'm afraid." Cheng Shitong looked at him calmly and said.

Gu Ningshu turned his head, and those pretty eyes looked straight at her, saying, "Would you like to stay with me?"

"Correct."

"why??"

"..."

Cheng Shitong was silent for a moment, then gently put the lunch box in his hand on the bedside table next to his bed, and turned to hold his hand: "Everyone is afraid of death, I am no exception, but I am more afraid of losing you, I know the fear in your heart and the sadness in your heart, but you said that you would marry me in the future and stay with me all my life ... "

"If we get married, the witness will definitely ask me, 'Whether he will be rich or poor, healthy, or sick, will you stay with him forever?' My answer is 'yes', so Gu Ning Book, even if we are n’t married now, even if we have n’t had a wedding yet, if you ask me the same, I will still answer 'yes'. "

Cheng Shitong looked into his eyes and asked seriously: "If the person lying in the bed today is me and the sick person is me, Gu Ningshu, will you leave me?"

"... I won't." Gu Ningshu looked at her with a trembling voice and replied, "But I hope you can live healthily and safely."

"Okay ..." Cheng Shitong only felt that his eyes were sore. She quickly blinked and clenched Gu Ningshu's hand. "Normal contact with you will not infect the HIV virus. You forgot our high school. Did you learn anything in biology textbooks? "

"Um ..." Gu Ningshu said a low voice, his eyes drooped slightly, watching her small white hand holding her hand tightly, her palms were still warm and soft as always.

"Hey ... I now regret one thing ..."