It turns out love ...

It's so difficult ...

Cheng Shitong stared blankly at the ceiling, and kept repeating this sentence in his mind.

On August 27, 2014, the day when Gu Ningshu's life ended.

Cheng Shitong sat in the corridor of the hospital for a whole night, and no one would persuade her as if she had not heard it.

It wasn't until Skyrim exposed a hint of fish belly, and until the IPOD screen in her hand gradually dimmed, she woke up from her memories, sighed for a long time, and stood up staggeringly.

Gu Ningshu's parents who sat with her all night, hurried over to try to help her, but she waved her hand and motioned them not to follow her.

As soon as I walked out of the hospital, the warm morning wind in the summer morning slowly blew across my cheeks. In the alley not far away, the hawkers selling breakfast and the pedestrians coming and going added a breath of fireworks to the world.

Cheng Shitong looked up, looking at the dark gray sky, and suddenly remembered the summer two years ago when they came to Beijing to report the scene. At that time, naive blue and cloud really white, when all that happened later, They laughed and discussed their aspirations for university life, as well as the dispute over where they should settle after graduation.

Now ... this has changed ...

Cheng Shitong bowed his head, took out his mobile phone from the jacket pocket, edited a text message and sent it to the rabbit: Gu Ningshu passed away.

Then he put the phone back in his pocket, and went back to the dormitory drowsy, fell directly on the bed, and fell asleep.

In the dream, he still smiled softly at him, and his slender palm rubbed **** her head. He asked her: What would you like to eat at night? ?

She said: I want to eat ravioli! Ma'am! !! It's better to have a lot of meat! !!

In this sleep, she slept for a long time, maybe because this time was too tired, she needed a long sleep to rest, maybe because she was too reluctant to Gu Ningshu in the dream, even later Some of them are awake, but they still force themselves to sleep.

From this morning to late at night, when she finally couldn't sleep, when she woke up, she took a glance at her mobile phone, and there were countless missed calls and text messages from Bunny. The last text message said: I ’m in The hotel outside your school, call me back quickly.

Cheng Shitong sighed for a long time, clicked her name directly, and called out.

The phone only rang, and it was quickly picked up. The rabbit's clear voice came from the microphone with a full anxiety: "Tong Tong !? You finally answered the phone! I found you all God, where are you now !? How are you !? "

"I'm sleeping in the dormitory ... where else can ..." Cheng Shitong pressed his head with a headache, glanced at the night outside the dormitory window, and asked helplessly: "Why are you here in Beijing?"

"I haven't come to Beijing for such a big deal. What do you do alone?" Xiaotu listened to her tone and was relieved. "Is your dormitory closed, I'll go to you now." "

"It shouldn't be closed yet ..." Cheng Shitong glanced at the time with a hint of husky in his voice: "Don't come to me, I'll go out and find you ..."