Chapter 595

Qi night finally or in accordance with the requirements of the temperature cool, let two black to bathe the ward of the order to walk.Two black ward spent more than an hour did not see Angus come, during this period, Mu four has been looking for all kinds of reasons to drive him out, feeling like two black is a big Mac light bulb.Heixius out of Caroline's room to Qi night returned a phone call, tell him Angus didn't go to Mu Xu trouble.As everyone knows, Angus was really going to find Mu Xu, but there was an accident on the way.He and Si Nuo find Mu Xu's ward. Angus is going to bring Caroline back. Si Nuo doesn't want to go up, so he says he is waiting for him in the downstairs hall.As soon as Angus arrived at the inpatient department, he saw a group of doctors and nurses running towards the elevator in a hurry. The latest news report was broadcast on TV. There was a major traffic accident on the highway near Ninghe hospital.Because it is the nearest to Ninghe hospital, most of the victims of the accident were sent here.Angus suddenly realized that Sinai was still in the hospital hallAll along, Si Yuxiang's death is a knot in Si Nuo's heart. Every time he sees a major traffic accident, Si Nuo will recall the scene of the day when Si Yuxiang had an accident.Angus didn't have time to think about it and ran quickly towards the elevator.The doctor has entered the elevator. The door of the elevator has been closed.Angus eyes deep, turned to push open the door of the safety corridor, three steps and two steps toward the downstairs.From the eighth floor to the first floor, Angus rushed into the hall before he could catch his breath.The injured in the car accident have been sent to the hospital. The downstairs hall is in a mess. People come and go in the hall, crying and reminding pedestrians to give way.Some were in wheelchairs, some were carried in on stretchers, and the blood everywhere was dazzling red."Si Nuo!" Angus pushed aside a little nurse who was standing in front of him and called her name in the crowded hall.More than a dozen ambulances stopped outside the hall, and the ambulance alarm bell covered Angus' roar. As he passed through the crowd, he called the name of Sinai.No one ever answered himHe took out his cell phone and called Si Nuo. The phone rang several times before finally getting through.A soft female voice came from the other end of the phone: "hello?""Where's Si? Where's the owner of the phone? " Angus tone anxious, opposite woman through the phone can clearly feel."I picked up the phone..."Before the woman finished, the phone was hung up.Angus went to the triage table and grabbed one of the little nurses. His peacock blue eyes were as clear as a peacock, with a very cold light: "the man who just sat on that chair, the most handsome one, do you know where he went?"A man with such delicate appearance, how can his temper be like eating gunpowder.The girl thought about it carefully and looked in the direction of Angus's finger. Then she remembered that there was a very handsome man sitting on the chair just now. He looked like a half breed and had a very outstanding temperament. It was hard for her to notice.But now the chair was empty, and she didn't notice where the handsome guy was."This gentleman, there are too many injured people being sent in at the moment. I didn't notice when the gentleman who just sat in that chair left." The girl patted Angus's hand for fear of being strangled.Angus let go: "where is the monitoring room?"The girl was so scared that she quickly pointed out the direction. When Angus ran towards the monitoring room, she quickly took out the phone and called the security room.When the security room received the call, Angus was already at the door."This gentleman, please go out, this place in addition to the staff..." security with walkie talkie, words have not finished, was put down by Angus.As soon as another security guard arrived, Angus dragged the stunned bodyguard and lost him.Angus is like entering a no man's land. Naturally, several security guards are not his opponents. He presses one of the staff members to enter the monitoring code. After fast forward, he finally finds the secretary.Si Nuo was sitting in that chair at that time. He was looking down at his mobile phone until the injured people from the traffic accident were sent in continuouslySi Nuo was staring at the direction of the gate with dull eyes.The eyes seemed to have been infected by blood. He sat motionless on the chair and didn't notice that his mobile phone fell on the ground.Angus couldn't bear to see it again, so he pressed fast forward***On the top floor of the hospital, Si Nuo's legs were hanging outside the building, and he sat on the edge of the top floor.There were more than a dozen ambulances coming and going downstairs, and the sound of the alarm bells was higher and higher.His eyes were empty, and there was no sign of life under his eyes, like a lifeless puppet, sitting there in a rigid posture.When Angus finished watching the surveillance, he climbed all the way to the top floor with the speed of the 100 meter race, and saw such a picture.He grabbed the finger of the edge of the building and began to relax one by oneAngus suddenly realized that he was going to jump from here."Si Nuo!" Angus yelled.The rigid man, trembling for a moment, slowly turned his head, as if to prove something, looked at Angus firmly and said, "no, I'm not him. He's going to die soon. He's going to be free soon. I'm going to help him out."With a cool smile on his lips, he seems to have seen through everything in this world.As if this life in his eyes, but also a grain of dust."Shen Xinglou, come down!" Angus stopped the Sinai who was about to turn around. At the moment when he spoke, Angus knew that this was not his Sinai, but Shen Xinglou, who wanted to help Sinai end his life anytime and anywhere. He always came out when Sinai's willpower was weakest, intending to end everything.Angus stopped Shen Xinglou and took several steps towards him.Shen Xinglou seems to be surprised, surprised why this man will know his name, this... Pretty man.He was nervous about himself. Oh, no, he's nervous!No one has ever been so nervous"Don't come here." Shen Xinglou asked him calmly, "do you love Sinai?""Love Angus answered without hesitation. At this time, he wished he could fly over and pull back the man sitting on the edge of the cliff. He wished he could grow a pair of wingsHearing this word, Shen Xinglou was very excited."No, you lied to me! You can't love him!! No one will love him, no one will love him sincerely! Except for Si Yuxiang, no one, no one Shen Xinglou was "tottering" originally, and his excitement made him look like a leaf hanging on a branch and about to wither.On the day of the swimming pool party, Angus did meet with the attending doctor Qiu Jiayan, but he didn't kidnap Qiu Jiayan, who was invited by him.He told Qiu Jiayan that Sinai was his lover. Even if Sinai didn't know, he must be the one who loved Sinai the most in the world and cherished him more than Sinai himself.That night, he did drink wine and had a good time with Qiu Jiayan.He learned from Qiu Jiayan about the specific condition of Si Nuo. Qiu Jiayan said that the emergence of Li shangjue's personality was probably caused by the trauma of his childhood. It was precisely because he had been abused in his childhood and had no ability to fight back that Li shangjue was more violent and better at venting his anger than Si Nuo. He was a defense mechanism of Si Nuo's physiological function, It's also a dark side in the bottom of Si Nuo's heart. When encountering stimulation or injury, Li shangjue will appear to protect Si Nuo's body.Shen Xinglou is just the opposite. The existence of Shen Xinglou is the softest part in Si Nuo's heart. He replaces all the negative emotions of Si Nuo. He is fragile, soft and suicidal. When Si Nuo can't bear it, the softest part will come out. He wants to die with the kind and positive Si Nuo and the dark and struggling Li shangjue.Qiu Jiayan said that in this case, Sinai needs more company and emotion than the general condition.So, in fact, one night, after listening to Qiu Jiayan's opinions, he would tell Si Nuo that he had hidden his feelings for Si Nuo for so many yearsAt this time, Shen Xinglou didn't believe it. He didn't believe Angus. He didn't believe it at all"I love you more than Si Yuxiang. Come down and give me a chance. I will prove that I love you more than he does." Angus approached Shen Xinglou carefully.Shen Xinglou shook his head in resistance: "don't come here!""Then come down." Angus raised his hands and made a surrender. For fear that Shen Xinglou would be excited, he jumped down.This is the first time in his life that Angus surrendered to a manShen Xinglou didn't want to believe Angus's words and didn't want to believe a punctuation mark.He suddenly supported the edge of the building and stood up, standing on one foot. The other foot had already stretched out. As long as he leaned forward a little, he would surely fall down and dieLooking at his body, he is really determined to die"Let's die together. Shall we die together?" Just as Shen Xinglou was about to lean forward, Angus suddenly yelled at his back.Shen Xinglou falters, and Angus's heart follows him.He looked back and was surprised Angus would say that.Angus saw him turn his head and approached him carefully, saying: "I don't like the Arthur family, nor do I love power and money. I don't like the world, but I love you. I'm still alive because I want to be with you. If you want to die, I'll die with you. You're here, I'm here. If you go to hell, I'll accompany you to hell...""... good."Just when Angus was two steps away from the Shenxing building, the corner of the building's lip suddenly rose, and the shallow radian responded with a "good...".The next second, Shen Xinglou leans forward and jumps down