Chapter 394 - I Don’t Want To Go

All night long, Xie Yuansheng couldn't sleep because he wanted more. Feng Xinying was sleeping on his arm that was under her head now. He didn't want to move it from under her for fear that she would wake up. Under the blanket, he would caress her body and play with it lightly. It wasn't until the wee hours of the morning that he slept cupping one of her firm breasts. He didn't know when he removed his hand and came down to plunge his face in between her breasts to sleep. After that he didn't want to wake up. He felt at home, he felt satisfied and he wanted to take a long rest until the end of time. 

None of them woke up. It was so relaxing for both of them. They were mentally relaxed after such a long torture. They wanted to be with each other and in each other's arms. This was just the beginning. 

Xie Yuansheng realized one thing while he was lying beside Feng Xinying – wherever he went, whomever he spent his time with, he would always get attracted to only one person in his life and that was Feng Xinying. He had no explanation for it but his life was now entangled with the person whom he tried his best to stay away from. Perhaps it was not in his control to stay away from her. He gazed at her beautiful face all night and traced all the lines and contours. It was as if he was memorizing every feature. He would kiss her often lightly unable to resist the beautiful woman who chose him. 

Feng Xinying was so relaxed after months of trauma that she slept in his arms. His kisses were like rain on a desert. She had been devoid of his love for so long that when he showered it on her, she wanted to drown in it. She wanted to give herself to him in whatever way he wanted her. She didn't stop him at all. In the end she slept beside him feeling that she had gotten one step closer to him. 

Next day they had to meet the psychiatrist. 

Feng Xinying woke up first, in the morning. She saw his face in her breasts and blushed a little. She smiled and started to move. Perhaps he had sensed her movement and so he wrapped his arms around her. "Don't move," came a muffled voice from somewhere. "I want to sleep longer." 

She chuckled and stroked his hair sleepily. "Okay," she replied and once again the two of them slept. It was almost 10AM when Feng Xinying woke up again and that too because of the loud alarm of her phone that she had set long time back to remind her of the doctor's appointment. She rose from her position instantly, throwing the blanket away from her. When she looked at the man beside her, she found him naked. But how could it be? As far as she remembered, he had removed her clothes and he chose to sleep with his clothes on. Then when did this happen?

She stared at him with shock in her eyes. Xie Yuansheng stirred a little. Feeling dissatisfied because he missed her warmth, he turned to look at her slowly. He blinked his eyes a little and said, "Why are you staring at me? What do you expect that a man would do beside a beautiful woman? I was only doing my duty." 

Feng Xinying was speechless. How could removing all his clothes were 'doing his duty'? She just shook her head. 

"Come back to me. I am not satisfied with you," he said as he tugged her hand. 

"Shengu, we have to go to the psychiatrist! Remember?" she said as she tried to remove her hand from his grip. 

He sighed and turned his back to her. "I am so happy. Why should I go? I don't want to remember anything." He was afraid that if he remembered something and he would remember having a family, then he would have to leave Feng Xinying. 

"It is important that you remember Shengu," she replied. "Please get dressed." 

"No! I don't want to go.  Yesterday we both confessed. Let us just stay like this," he said with his face turned away. His heart sank when he thought that he would leave her eventually. 

Feng Xinying moved closer to him and then lied half on his back pressing her breasts against it. She put her hand on his back and shoulders and then kissed him there. "I believe in you Shengu. Even if you remember I have a feeling that everything would be okay. Please, get ready." 

He loved the way she was sleeping on him. Couldn't this continue forever? He shook his head.

It took another five minutes of sweet talk for Feng Xinying to bring him to get ready for the appointment, which was at 11AM sharp. She couldn't afford to miss that appointment. 

"Okay I have a condition," he said, turning his face towards her. 

Feng Xinying sighed and asked, "What is it?" 

"You have to take a shower with me." 

"…"

When she didn't answer and stared at him speechless, he said, "It seems you don't want me to go for the doctor's appointment." He threw that condition because he was sure that she would never. He was just extending his luck, kind of shooting an arrow in the dark. It was highly likely that wouldn't agree and then he won't go. He smiled inside.

"Oof! Okay, I will!" came the reply. 

Excited, shocked and dumbstruck, Xie Yuansheng moved from his position and sat down as Feng Xinying also sat down. He stared at her. He saw her collecting her hair that were on her shoulders and tying them in a top bun. As she did that her breasts came up. He could think of innumerable possibilities of making love with her in the shower. His little brother was up, standing tall between his thighs, greeting her with open arms. 

Feng Xinying got out of the bed. His gaze followed her. She turned and extended her hand to him, "Let's take a bath." 

Slowly, he got out of the bed and to her surprise, he lifted her and carried her to the bathroom. "Yes, let us!" 

"Put me down, Shengu!"