As a matter of fact, since her debut 10 years ago, Taiyan has experienced a long period of time because the "Black Sea" was attacked by cyber violence and resisted by black powder.
Therefore, during the darkest time, Taiyan was tossing and turning in bed, unable to sleep in any case, and eventually developed into a very serious insomnia.
Today, 10 years later, insomnia has gradually become a habit.
Taiyan also knows that the pressure itself needs to be borne by herself, which is the price that must be paid to become an artist.
Generally, it would be much better to find familiar relatives to talk to each other in this situation, at least what things will not be held in mind.
But she doesn't need it.
In other words, Taiyan is a person who is not willing to disclose her heart to others.
This is the case from a very young age. Girls in other families always act like coquetry to their parents for what they can't get, or because of the grievances in their hearts, so as to get what they want or get more attention.
But Taiyan has never been like this. She doesn't like to be coquettish to others. She doesn't like to tell her parents about her grievances and troubles. She likes to bury her unhappiness and worries in a corner of her heart.
Of course, this does not mean that Taiyan is withdrawn and introverted. In fact, she is extremely lively in real life and even gives people a sense of jumping off.
However, she is too sensible, sensible people heartache, Taiyan does not want to bring unnecessary burden and pressure to others because of her own affairs.
Therefore, compared with the narrator, she prefers to be a listener. She always likes to bury all her troubles and pressures in her innermost heart and be careful not to be found by others.
It is also because of such a character, Taiyan can become a shoulder to resist the responsibility of confrontation.
From the beginning of his career at the age of 18, he has begun to shoulder the heavy burden that those middle-aged people in their 30s may not be able to withstand.
This looks weak, thin and childish girl, but has a very different appearance and her perseverance.
Clearly is so heartbreaking, but she will all this to cover up very well, never let outsiders aware of their vulnerability.
Taiyan is used to the negative emotions, such as insomnia, anxiety and so on.
As Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche said in "Ecce Homo"
, what does not kill me, make smestronger.
Anything that doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Taiyan is constantly growing in this adversity, step by step, to today's peak position.
However, today, I don't know what's going on. However, Taiyan's heart is filled with an inexplicable sense of irritability.
Taiyan turned over in bed, took her mobile phone out from under her pillow and lit up the screen. It was 3:45 a.m.
After opening the address book and seeing the first note of Zhang PD's mobile phone number in the address book, Taiyan's heart felt a burst of inexplicable stability.
Anyway, she couldn't sleep. Taiyan began to play games, but after playing for a while, she felt that it was really boring.
Then, Taiyan opens the phone memo and quickly taps her fingers on the keyboard.
This is Taiyan's usual way of decompressing herself, that is, writing memos.
However, Taiyan's memo is different from everyone else....
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