ONE HUNDRED THREE: Artonan Conversations

ONE HUNDRED THREE: Artonan Conversations

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Alden was constantly reminding himself to be careful of cultural differences and, more importantly, personality differences when he spoke to the son of the Primary. For exampleif, when you were sleepy and focused on not biting your own tongue, you said, We can talk all day tomorrow, Stu of House Arth did not hear, We can talk lots.

He heard, Call me at the crack of dawn and stay on the line with me until one of us needs sleep.

Alden was in his boxers, kneeling on his learning cushion and getting in some practice time with his auriad when the call came in. Startled, he threw the iridescent indigo loop over his head, leaped to his feet and ran to the closet.

Thirty seconds later, he was dressed in the first things hed laid his hands onjeans and one of the moisture-wicking black turtlenecks LeafSong had sent him in the replacement human necessities package.

I didnt intend to wear one of these unless I got really lazy about the laundry, he thought as he accepted the call.

They were comfortable, but they were turtlenecks and the material was faintly shiny, like silk. He was on the fence about whether it was a tolerable amount of shiny or not.

Good morning, Human Alden, said Evul-arth.

She was outside leaning against the mirrored wall of the house, waving at him with fingers covered in thick rings. It almost looked like she was wearing hand armor. My brother wants to

Thank you, Evul! Stuart snatched the tablet.

Hey, you actually managed to take it from her, said Alden as the Artonan boy scurried down one of the outdoor paths.

She let me. Shes busy right now. Good morning! Im very happy you want to talk all day. I was afraid our opportunities for conversation would be limited by your schooling.

Thats right. I did say

Stuart would understand if Alden explained that hed been exaggerating. But he looked excited. It was rare for him to show excitement, so he might actually have been very excited.

Theyd spoken for hours at a time on most of their previous phone calls. There was a lot of ground to cover when you lived on different planets, didnt know that much about each other, and only got one chance to talk every two-ish weeks.

It isnt really that weird for him to think all day means all day.

Yes. I cant actually talk to you when Im in class, but you canum observe and comment. I can text you, too, if that works? Your sisters paying for it, so

Technically she isnt, said Stu-arth. Evul may use common System resources like this as much as she pleases.

It would be kind of hard to argue that she shouldnt be able to.

All right.

You have a learning cushion!

Oh, were zoomed out so he can see stuff around me.

Thank goodness hed been practicing from memory and not with his spell books this morning. It was only because yanking them from System storage was too expensive to bother with for just a few minutes. He usually waited until he was settling down for at least an hour or so at a time.

I do. Alden looked down at the faux-leather cushion. There were some at the lab with Kibby. I liked them. Youll get to see some of them in one of my classes today, too. But I cant really find any as nice here on Earth. They all seem to be more cheaply made.

Thats > said Stuart with a frown. Does your new school not have proper respect for the > of your education?

Wow

Alden had temporarily forgotten his plan to send Kibby videos of his classes so that she could rant about late teachers and people who ate chips during the sacred hours of knowledge acquisition.

Its fine. Human school is lessits not always less serious. If youd been watching my talent development class last nightthe magic and physical education I wanted to attend this program foryoud have seen it can be very serious. But my daily classes arent as formal as an Artonan school.

Worli Ro-den is unusually informal for an instructor, Stuart said.

Yeah, I cant imagine most teachers threaten their students that much.

It is barely forgivable in his case because he manages to present it as a consequence of eccentrically high passion for his field and exacting standards.

Youre saying he gets away with being mean-mean because hes so gifted everyone else really does come across as inferior when hes around, said Alden.

Thats not perfectly accurate, but its close.

People are probably just afraid to complain after theyve sat through a class.

Hes pushing the boundaries of student tolerance farther than he should lately, said Stuart. His assignments are becoming more > than educational. The dissections

Alden gasped. Are you criticizing an instructor?

Stuart turned his nose up. I am merely saying that when a couple of my classmates lose their composure and seek vengeance, I may not be able to condemn them for it.

******

Alden was sure roommate code dictated you not spring a sentence like, I have this very important Artonan friend, and hes watching us all through the System, on innocent people before 6:15 AM.

The guys deserved to wake up without being observed by the curious wizard in Aldens head. And Stuart was curious about everything.

Who is that? he asked, as Alden stepped out of his room with his messenger bag slung over his shoulder and encountered Lute coming from the opposite one.

What is that animal on the wall? Oh, another boy! Whats his name? How many people do you live with now?

Instead of responding to the question stream right away, he jogged through the kitchen and out into the corridor. When he was safely out of the room, he answered, Im living with three other boys. The one with the pale hair is Lute.

He took the stairs down to the first floor. The animal on the wall was a polar bear. Not a real one. The boy with the dark hair is Haoyu. Lutes a Chainer, well see him in a few hours. Haoyu is a Stamina Brute whos planning to pick up some spell and skill overlaps with the Strength subclass.

Why?

I think its mostly because thats what his mom and dad both do, said Alden. But I havent asked. Were just getting to know each other. They call it a Dura Brute build. He wants to have some more offensive abilities without losing the advantages of his class.

I see. What are those plants?

After a brief tour of the garden and a trip across campus, Alden ended up drinking coffee and eating vegan sausage rolls in the student area on the roof of the Forthright building. He was the only one up there. The early hour and the gloomy weather were probably keeping everyone else indoors.

I just remembered something I wanted to ask you, said Alden, when Stuarts questions finally stopped for a moment. Theres a food they served us when we were working on campus at LeafSong. I think they sell it at one of the restaurants nearby, too. Its this short, thick tube. Its crunchy. Its cooked in hot oil maybe? And inside, its full of some kind of vegetable. And the vegetable tastes like meat. To me. Earth meat. I really want to know what it is, so I can try to import it.

Stuart was in the woods right now, preparing a hunting game for his ryeh-bt. He had a small basket full of creatures he was calling bugs for her to find. They did look like beetles, if beetles were rat-sized.

Was it coated in a substance similar to > blood? Stuart asked.

I was thinking of it as a delicious sauce, but now that you mention ityes?

The tubes are krethkan. The majority of the > to Artona III were from a culture in which it is popular. The vegetable you like is native to III, and > its called meat petal. So Im sure thats what you mean.

Meat petal, said Alden reverently.

Stuart gave him an odd look.

Hey, youve got giant bugs crawling up your arm! Im not the strange one. Meat petal is a great name for a plant.

They dont bite, said Stuart, knocking the two escapee beetles back into the basket. Meat petal does, though. The jungles of three are known for their carnivorous plant life.

It bites?

The > snap shut when something touches them.

Alien venus flytrap. Lets eat it.

He was soon distracted from his plans to import alien plant life, though. Stuart had stopped walking. He set down his bugs, shook his arm slightly, and a soft loop of string slithered out from under the loose sleeve of the coat he was wearing and fell into his hand.

His auriad.

For a second, Alden wondered if it was a new one. Then he realized it wasnt quite unbonded white. It was just a very pale shade of purple. Like his fathers hair was. Or like his sister Sinas had been.

Alden felt an unexpected urge to compliment him on it. Then he realized he had no idea how to do that or if it was even appropriate, so he just watched in silence while Stuart cast a spell.

Something was different about the way he used it. Alden couldnt quite put his finger on what it was, and the spell was over too quickly.

A scoop of soil was taken from the ground as if by an invisible trowel. Stuart dropped a beetle into the hole and kicked the dirt and leaves back over it with a booted toe.

Theyll just sit there, he explained. Alden > on visually tracking her prey. She needs to practice using her sense of smell, too.

Human Alden was too busy watching the young wizards hands as he cast again to answer.

Stuart was elegant and precise. Alden had seen him make wevvi before, so that wasnt a surprise. And he wasnt faster with his hands than Alden was, but the string was moving through the patterns

It moves more for him than for me.

It was almost like Stuart had a couple of additional fingers to use.

Alden touched a hand to the base of his neck. His own auriad had been getting more and more helpful. He could make it tighten or cling just by wanting it to. So maybe one day, theyd be at that level, too.

Youre quiet suddenly, said Stuart. Are you sad the bugs will be eaten? You dont have to observe if you dont want to.

Its not that. I was just really enjoying watching you work. I hope Other Alden has fun with her hunt.

Stuart paused with a beetle held in his hand over the fifth hole, then he dropped it in and covered it up. He looked away from his task to examine Alden. Then he held up his right hand. The loops of string draping his fingers shone.

This is my auriad, he said. Its a casting tool. A more personal type of one. Ive had it since I was small. It aids me in shaping my authority for more complex spells. It gives me focal points. Let me think how to

He trailed off.

Hes trying to think of how to explain it to me, Alden thought as he took in the look of concentration on Stuarts face.

its like a helpful hand that works alongside my intentions to perform magic, Stuart said finally. There was a note of annoyance in his voice at the inadequate description. Its part of me. A piece of my power. I dont know if that will sound reasonable to you. I cant quite imagine how to say it otherwise.

Thank you, Stuart, Alden said. I understand what you mean.

Do you?

Alden wanted to say yes, I really do. He tried to think of how to do it without revealing personal experience.

You looktheres an English saying, comfortable in your own skin. You look like that when you use it.

He waited.

Stuart blinked a few times, then he smiled. Thats a pleasing thing to hear.

Theres a bug on your shoulder, said Alden, brushing the last crumbs of his sausage roll off his hands. Better start digging."

******

Stuarts presence was a major distraction during the science lecture.

It wasnt his fault. He was minding his own business out in his forest with his ryeh-bt. But a video feed of a small red dinodragon hunting buried beetles was much more entertaining than organic chemistry.

Other Alden was a capable but lazy bug finder. She would dig one up with her large hind claws, eat some favored squishy part out of its interior, then flap back to Stuart to cling to his shoulders or his legs and make begging sounds.

I am not going to dig up the next one for you, he said every time. Go hunt.

Go hunt was obviously a phrase the ryeh-bt knew, since she would always head off to hunt when he said it. But she had a habit of running right back to him and begging more whenever it took her longer than thirty seconds to sniff out her prey.

I dont have a future as an animal trainer, thought Alden, watching Stuart shoo her again. If the ryeh-bt had made that sad little gurgling noise at him, he would have delivered her beetles to her on a platter.

[Do you ever take her with you to school?] he asked.

He couldnt text in logograms yet, so Stuart would just have to rely on System translation.

He looked up in surprise. I will when shes fully trained. The jungle campus will be good for her, but she needs to learn that not all creatures wish to play with her. Are you able to focus on your class and speak to me at the same time?

[Not really. But youre educational, too, right?]

Stuart lifted a brow. Do you want me to talk to you about >? Ive been listening to your instructor. I dont think I can improve on her lecture.

[Not a chemistry expert?]

I have basic knowledge. If she were lecturing you on how spells and elementally aligned ingredients can be used to transmogrify various materials, I would have much more to say.

[You mean spells that turn one thing into another. Do you like that kind of magic?]

I do, said Stuart. But I like most kinds of magic. The boy in front of you is trying to get your attention. I believe he wants his beverage now.

Turning his thoughts away from the forest back toward the classroom was a jarring experience. The theater-style lecture hall full of creaking seats, clicking keyboards, and sighing students surrounded him. Finlay kept glancing hopefully over his shoulder.

Sorry, man, Alden whispered. I zoned out. You couldve texted.

Finlay was an extreme fan of caffeination, and hed brought two drinks to class again. So Alden had been holding onto a hot tea for him with one hand. He dropped his skill, and the smell of Earl Grey hit his nose. He passed it forward, and Finlay grinned at him.

It was so convenient not to have to move around to preserve things anymore.

Do youdoes your skill improve your life? Stuart asked.

What a loaded question, thought Alden.

Doubly so, considering who was asking, and the future he had planned for himself.

[Its an amazing skill,] Alden replied. [It helped me save someone I care about, and I enjoy it in a lot of ways. I was excited to be selected as an Avowed, but if I never had been, I would definitely have been safer. And possibly happier in the long run. Or maybe Id just be different. Its hard to know for sure.]

You really answered, said Stuart, an unreadable look on his face.

Alden leaned back until his seat creaked. [Thats a fraction of an answer for that question. I dont think I even know the complete one yet. You should ask me again sometime when were face to face if youre still curious.]

Youll still be my guest?

[Sure. If you pick a good date for both]

December fifteenth, Stuart said promptly. It is your weekend. And I will not be in school either. I will persuade Evul to send you an invitation.

Alden stared. So Stuart had totally already picked out the date andyeahthat was soon. So soon.

Dont get freaked out. Hes not summoning you to do anything dangerous. He wants to serve you beverages out of the pink quartz pitcher. And dowhatever it is Artonan knights-in-waiting do when they have friends over.

[The fifteenth is good for me. But if you wanted to wait another week, Ill actually be out of school for eleven days starting on the twenty-third.]

It needs to be sooner, said Stuart quickly. That is to sayIll be busy with something during that time. And I hope to see you before then. If you dont mind. You dont have to come if

[December 15th,] Alden texted. [Perfect date. Im putting your name on my calendar.]

Truly? Stuart smiled.

Yes, truly. He couldnt put things like parkour club meet-up in Parc des Batteurs on the calendar and leave off go to another planet.

******

Stuart usually got more relaxed the longer they talked, but even when he was relaxed there was a distance between them that no amount of forced casualness on Aldens part would bridge. There were things the Artonan boy hinted at but never explainedthe exact nature of his unhappiness with his schoolmates, why he was frustrated with his family, what was up with his many eccentricities

Hed finally gotten the foot fully healed. He mentioned it to Alden in the middle of showing off his ryeh-bts claws.

It was like, You can stop worrying about me now. My contemplations on the nature of my ignorance and failures are complete, so I told a healer to fix the burning pains Ive been enduring for more than eight months.

No big revelations about what those contemplations were, and his tone didnt invite questions.

Things like that made it so damn hard to get to know him.

If he were anyone else, if I were anyone else, I dont think Id be able to connect with him at all.

But what Alden did know about Stu-arth was so significant that it largely made up for the gaps in his understanding. And it was obvious that the Primarys son was trying hard all the time. Even when Alden couldnt fathom what the other boy was thinking, he could see the vast amounts of effort he was putting in.

It was hard not to like someone when you could see them struggling to get it right. The initial posting of this chapter occurred via N0v3l.B11n.

But Stuart, dude, I wish youd put just a little less effort into this, Alden thought as he sat in Engaging with the Unexpected and listened to the Artonans slightly too-shrill sounds of offense.

Alden! Your classmates clearly need guidance. Look at them! Just look! They are biting at each others throatsand not in an enjoyable mannerand you are just sitting there quietly.

[Im not suggesting that Instructor Marion change the course format no matter how often you ask.]

They are too young to engage in this type of debate. They are merely arguing with each other for fun at this point, not >

Alden spent lunchtime eating cafeteria food out of a to-go container in the dorm. All of his roommates were out, so there was no need for warnings or three-way conversational confusion.

Hey, what should I wear when I come to your house? Alden asked, propping his feet up on the ottoman.

Stuart was still enchanting his metal block. Either the task wasnt going well with all the distractions, or it just took forever. Something cleaner than last time.

Are you being funny?

Maybe.

Alden smiled. Well, I was being serious. If Im showing up at your house as your guest, I dont want to make you look bad or make your family uncomfortable. If there are rules or customs I should follow, you need to tell me so I can get it right.

The more he thought about it, the more he hoped Stuart would send him a manual for how to get along with people in the Knights private forest. Maybe how to get along with the plant life, too, for that matter. A bunch of roots had responded to his request for freedom last time he was there, and his leaf bookmark still seemed to be alive, so yeah. He didnt want to offend the trees.

Alden, Ive been wondering for a while, but weve never talked about itwhat do you actually know about my family?

Alden thought of bodies falling in the snow.

The first time I ever heard of a Knight of the Mother Planet was when you were declaring your intention to become one by the pond, he said. The one with the mishnen in it.

Stuart sighed. I knew which pond you meant.

I had no idea what you were talking about. But Joe said you probably had enhanced bones and youd been modified so that you couldnt fall unconscious unless you wanted to, so I figured a Knight was someone who fought something. By the way, the word doesnt translate all that well into my language. It seems to have a lot of subtle shades of meaning that arent captured, and Earth actually translates it differently than Artona I and III did.

The list of alternate translations hed requested after waking up in Knight Rapport 1 had given the impression that the word was more like Honored Oathbound Guardservant. So he guessed the word knight was just doing its best.

Superior Professor Ro-den shouldnt say things about me when he doesnt know, Stuart said.

He sounds peeved.

Alden was surprised. Was he wrong?

Stuart frowned. Even though my body has been enhanced, its still rude of him to guess at it and tell people. And I dont have any unnatural methods of preventing a loss of consciousness. I was bending nearly my whole mind toward not panicking or fainting. It was effort, not magical modification.

It was an impressive effort, Alden said. I was very confused by you. But undeniably impressed.

I bet Ro-den has tricks and toys to adjust his consciousness.

And now Joes been downgraded all the way to Ro-den. He probably does.

The Primarys son still looked miffed.

Anyway said Alden. I guessed then that Knights did some kind of battle. And then your aunt was there de-corrupting Moon Thegund by throwing around all the dirt

Its much more complicated than that.

So naturally I am aware that Knights are the wizards who are at the forefront of the fight against chaos. And Ive caught on to the clothing difference

Stuart looked startled. Isnt that common knowledge?

Not common enough to filter down to a regular teenager on Earth. Some Avowed are obviously more up to date.

Neha had called them extra special warriors against chaos, and she at least suspected they had talents like Avowed in addition to their wizardry. Which was actually a piece of knowledge Kibby didnt possess even with Joes tendency to share important top secret Knight news with the assistants.

For some reason, the wizard class didnt make a lot of noise about how knighthood worked for even the nonwizard Artonans to pick up on.

I caught onto the shorter sleeves and the metal decorations, so I can find knights in a crowd. Because of that, I realize your family seems to have a mix of knights and wizards. Obviously I see Evul-arths title when she calls, so I know shes one.

And he hesitated. Im sure having a position like that involves a lot of difficulty and sacrifice.

That was all he felt like saying over the phone.

It does, Stuart said softly. Then he cleared his throat. All right. You understand well enough. Our household can be formal on certain dates and occasions, but Im not inviting you to visit on one of those. The only custom you need to follow on a normal day is addressing all of the knights by their title when you first meet them. Theyll immediately give you permission to stop because my family doesnt use titles at home except to acknowledge important life events.

Straight to business then. I can do that.

You can wear whatever human clothes you want, or if you want to be > I can send you images of what is currently popular for nonprofessional clothing here on the Mother Planet.

I kind of want to see what that looks like regardless of whether I wear it or not.

If you do not mindits my personal opinion that you should not wear clothing with writing on it unless the writing is meaningful to you.

Alden sat up in surprise. Writing?

Stuart let his hands snap up briefly in the same gesture Kibby had usually used for a shrug. Artonans did shoulder shrugs, too. Alden was going to have to check and see which one was more shruggy.

I do understand that dress customs are not the same on Earth. But were used to reading the markings on clothing to learn important information about the wearer. Humans in images are often wearing words that I think mean nothing to them. Or the names of other people? Or cultural references that are hard to grasp even if I research. And its difficult to determine whether a human wants me to care about the meaning of the words or if theyre just decorating themselves with the shapes

Oh! said Alden. It reminds you of the symbols on knight and wizard outfits, so it feels like you have to pay attention to it. Its usually just advertisingbut its not always advertising. Sometimes its a saying the person likes or a uniform for their workplace. I see how that could be confusing.

Yes, said Stuart. It will be overlooked as a species preference if you like to adorn yourself in that way, but you asked about making people comfortable. Most would find it > for you to wear your commendation alongside something meaningless.

Alden tried to picture himself having the special symbol that went with Alis-arths commendation embroidered on a t-shirt for a pizza joint.

I wouldnt do that anyway. Umam I supposed to wear the commendation?

Do you not want to?

Alden wished Stuart would be a little more expressive right now. He couldnt tell from the Artonan boys face if he cared about the answer or not.

I want to do whatevers respectful and appropriate, Alden said carefully. I dont understand the etiquette.

Thats not good. Theres a lot of etiquette.

Alden grimaced. Coming from someone hed once seen count out the individual grains of a particular spice before he dropped them in the wevvi kettle, that didnt bode well.

Its really a lot, said Stuart.

******

They spent the whole afternoon together, except for a few breaks when Stuart left the tablet behind for a couple of minutes.

During Intro to Other Worlds, Alden received a lesson on the etiquette of when and how he should wear the embroidery when he was on the Triplanets. He wished he could have remained blissfully ignorant. It was so complicated there was no way he was going to get through without embarrassing himself at some point. And that might be the same as embarrassing the Quaternary?

Actually Stuart kept using the English words tarnish and honor which he had learned especially for that long-ago apology hed delivered in front of all the other teens at LeafSong.

Alden still wasnt sure exactly how theyd both gotten tarnished back then.

He didnt want to freak out his roommatesanymore than he already had. So he spent the late afternoon and early evening away from campus. Stuart wanted to see things you find beautiful about your world. It was a tall order. The temperature had dropped, and the rain had turned into a real storm.

It was forty degrees Fahrenheit and howling outside.

They rode a lot of public transportation and did some people watching. Alden had gotten a woman on the bus to entrust him with one of his own plastic ponchos, so when he did step out into the weather it was surprisingly tolerable.

After a couple of tries hed mastered the poncho shield. The ideal thing was to ignore the sleeve holes and stick his arms inside. Then he could either jump to make the whole oversized covering balloon out prior to preserving it, or he could flap around inside it until hed gotten a similar shape.

Roominess between his body and the shielded plastic made walking around possible, and bonushe now looked even cooler than people normally did while wearing what was effectively a garbage bag with a hood.

This is the traditional garb of my people, he told Stuart as he walked through the open air market where hed met Dave Banyu, the Longsight, for a chat about B-rank superheroing. We all dress like this when Artonans arent looking.

Do you? Stuart said in an amused voice.

He was sitting on the floor beside his bednook, and Other Alden was using him as a climbing frame.

Yes. This is true human beauty.

Most of the places in the market were still open. Anesidorans werent strangers to bad weather, and wind shielding and deeply recessed stalls made shopping manageable. But not far from the end of the market, down by the water, was an area without any roofing or shields. There, the waves were crashing into the seawall and sending up clouds of spray.

Alden went to watch it. His shoes were soaked and his feet were freezing, but hed had the sense to roll up his pants at least. The shielded poncho was keeping the rest of him warm enough, and there were some other positives he hadnt realized would be so nice. The wind that whipped his ankles and stung his face when he turned his head in the wrong direction wasnt touching the rest of him except as an occasional swirl of air that found its way in from the bottom. And the raindrops that should have been loud against the plastic were soundless.

He could still hear sounds coming in from the open front of the hood, but the muffling was nice.

The constant pressure on his skill from the wind and rain was an interesting feeling, too. He couldnt pick out the impact of individual raindropsit was far too many little things hitting him all at once. But it occurred to him that if he wanted to refine his sensitivity in that area, standing out in the rain wasnt a bad plan.

Or under a shower, but that didnt have the same drama.

A large wave burst against magic and concrete, and Alden stood in the spray, licking salt off his lips.

Do you like that spot? Stuart asked.

I think I really do.

He was very nearly alone out here. Godspeed to any drone smaller than a helicopter trying to fly in this weather. And good luck to anyone not packing magic that would protect them from a gale. Probably there were other oddballs having fun somewhere else. He could definitely imagine Vandy trying to Sky Shape in this; hes seen her outside the girls dorm this morning trying to trust fall into a cushion of her own breeze.

Shed hit the ground. Apparently she hadnt gotten the hang of shaping while she was falling backwards.

But here, now, this little patch of Earth felt like Aldens own.

Thegund fucking sucked! he told Stuart and the storm. Even before the Contract failed, it sucked. It was still all the time. No wind. And there was almost no sound. That place felt like death even before it turned into death.

Would you like me to have Aunt Alis dig an ocean there?

YES!

Stuart rubbed his ryeh-bts scaled snout. You do know that was a joke?

As far as Im concerned, it was a promise.

Another wave smashed itself against the island. Alden spun around and let the back of the poncho take it.

Alden, Stuart said hesitantly, I have a question that I dont mean in an offensive way, but I am curious

He turned back around. Just ask.

You are attending your school because you wish to challenge yourself and busy yourself to overcome your fears.

I did tell him about that weeks ago. And afterward, he told me he wished I could go to LeafSong with him.

This was the point where they connected, despite all the distance both of them created with their secrets, half-truths, and misunderstandings. On Aldens part the link was made mostly of respect, for what Stuart had been through and what he planned to go through in the future. On Stuarts

Alden wasnt sure, but he hoped it was a similar emotion.

Stuart took things so seriously. It was a quality that caused a lot of headaches, but it shone when it was actually time to discuss serious matters.

The graduates of your school become superheroes.

That word sounds weird coming out of his mouth.

Im still trying to fully understand the idea, said Stuart.

Ive been told its a very human idea.

Yes. It must be. It is battle against those who would harm others and it is also battle for the sake of entertainment?

Battle theater, Max called it. Alden wondered why hed bothered arguing if even Stuart got that impression.

It is. A lot of the time. There are superheroes who dont entertain people at all, though. I have an instructor who only helps with disasters. And the Anesidora battlegroups have entertaining heroes on them, but they dont do entertainment when theyre called in as a team to deal with real problems.

Its also the job of superheroes to capture other Avowed and force them to live on Anesidora with you, said Stuart. Even ones who dont do harm?

Alden could tell from his tone that this was the thing he worried was potentially offensive.

I understand its illegal on your world for Avowed to live among average humans.

It is, said Alden. And, yes, thats part of the job for many superheroes. Most, I assume. Though I guess whether its something ugly and dramatic like that case we were talking about in class today or something more reasonable must depend on the people issuing orders to the Avowed.what exactly did you want to know?

Will you do that one day? Stuart asked.

I wont.

He hadnt thought about it when he was youngersuperheroes picking up completely harmless unregistereds. Everyone knew they were criminals, too. And hed taken it for granted that a criminal Avowed was dangerous and probably should be caught, before Gorgon and Boe both pointed out that not registering was just a lifestyle many people preferred and not necessarily step one on the path to supervillainy.

Thoughtless of me. Childish. At least there are some parts of the old Alden Im glad to have left behind.

Icy water spattered around his feet again.

I wont do it, he repeated. Maybe Im just as bad as those idiots in Engaging with the Unexpected who are always trying to make the law for Avowed be whatever they want it to be. But Im not ever going to use my magic that way. The thought of overpowering a frightened person and dragging them away from their home because it would make the rest of humanity feel better completely disgusts me.

I see, said Stuart.

Alden had no idea what he thought.

What do you intend to use your magic for then? Stuart asked. What will you do with it?

Are you asking me what my purpose is?

Yes.

As if that was just a thing people regularly asked each other.

You know, the last person who asked me that was your father.

The Artonan boy looked away from the tablet. Was it?

We were holding hands.

Stuarts lips pursed and then, unexpectedly, he started to giggle. He couldnt do it without holding your hands? If anyone knew

Your aunt was there. It was her idea.

She doesnt count. They shared a womb.

Theyre twins?

No. Two of a triplet set. Their third is no longer with them. He regained his composure and looked back at Alden expectantly.

Is asking people their purpose the family question or something?

I fear it might be, said Stuart, giving a smile that didnt quite reach his eyes. I thought it was a universal quest, but I have been disappointed to find it otherwise over the past several months.

Well, that explained at least some of his problem connecting to the other people his age at LeafSong. If he expected them to be questing after life purposes instead of getting wasted and shoving gum in human pockets to see what happened

Hey, I worry too much about this kind of thing as well, said Alden. My friend yelled at me for it recently.

I do not believe I worry about it too much at all. How could it be possible to do that?

You want to be perfectly noble and honorable and self-sacrificing all the time, right? And you torture yourself when youre not living up to it. Im pretty sure its a character flaw.

Its not.

Dont be embarrassed. Its both of us. We need to work on that.

What in the name of the Mother are you talking about?

Stuart looked delightfully flummoxed.

Alden smiled into the next wave. I want to use my magic to protect myself and stay alive. And I want it to be a life thats worth living. How does that sound?

What does worth living mean? Stuart asked solemnly.

Not endlessly shitty and full of horror, said Alden. Joyful. A lot of the time. I really need it to be that, or Im not going to be strong enough to do anything at all.

Thunder growled over the water.

And when I die, he added, I want to do it feeling sure that other people are better off because I lived.

He didnt have to be perfect. He didnt have to give every single part of himself away if he didnt want to. And the more okay he felt about that, the more he felt like he could actually breathe again and act again.

Yeah, I think thats my purpose, he said. Its kind of simple. Its not like I have a detailed plan anymore. And its a little more selfish than the old me would have wanted. But he didnt know himself as well as he thought.

After hed finished speaking, Stuart watched him for a long time without saying anything at all.

When Alden started to shiver, he turned away from the water.

Come on, he said. Lets go find someplace dry. Before you leave, Im going to show you how to fold a paper airplane.

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