Chapter 785： Pick up the pieces

Why did Kurt-Cobain choose to commit suicide? No one knows what he really thought, but the tip of the iceberg can be glimpsed from his suicide note.

"This is the voice of a vicissitudes of life idiot, he actually prefers to be a weak and childish complainer... I have not been able to feel irritated by listening to music, writing music, reading and writing for many years. I feel a sense of guilt that is difficult to appeal to words... In fact I cannot deceive you, I cannot deceive any of you... The biggest crime I can think of is to deceive people, pretending to be... I have to be mildly numb to be able to. Regaining the enthusiasm I had when I was a kid... There is kindness in all of us, I just love people so much. Love so much that it makes me feel really too **** melancholy, a slightly melancholic, Sensitive, uncomfortable, Pisces Jesus-like character! Why are you unreasonably enjoying it? I don’t know...I don’t have any passion anymore...instead of staying on the sidelines, it’s better to burn calmly..."

Since the birth of the Nirvana band in 1991 like a sword making history, all the journalists' pursuit and fan enthusiasm have made Kurt feel at a loss. He feels that he is not understood by the world. The world he knows seems to be the real world. Always stagger, which makes Kurt very painful. The long-term pain from the stomach made Kurt unable to himself and lost all control.

Kurt has only two ways to relieve the pain, one is to take narcotic drugs, and the other is to stand on the stage and scream wildly. The former keeps him in the sea. Luo. Because of the sinking in, the physical condition is getting worse and worse; the latter is lost because of his passion, and the connection with the music is also broken. The chaos and confusion of the album "Zi. Gong. Inside" can be seen.

In order to regain his passion for music, Kurt must indulge in poison. In the world of Pinpin, after waking up, he found that the disconnection from the world was more serious, which formed a vicious circle. In the end, he could not find an exit, so he chose to end himself.

All this is just Hugo's own conjecture, he is not Kurt, he will never know the true thoughts in Kurt's heart. In fact, this is also the confusion and confusion of the genius world, which reminds Hugo of Vincent Van Gogh: He once cut off his ears and finally shot himself. Their madness, their trembling, their struggle, their pain are incompatible with this world.

So Kurt was not pleasing to Hugo. He thought that Hugo was insulting music, even playing with music; so Hugo would refute Kurt in this way, poison. Pin became Kurt's safe haven, but completely cut off his connection with the world, and finally let Kurt escape into a dark world, and never wanted to wake up again.

In fact, in addition to anger and absurdity, Hugo also has some anger, not because he wants to be the savior to save Kurt, but because the guitarist Zhang Xiaoye of the previous band passed away in this way. Hugo poison. Pin Shen hated and bitterly. At that moment, what Hugo saw was not Kurt's appearance, but Zhang Xiaoye's pale cheeks, and those black eyes seemed to say, "Hugo, I don't want to die."

Only Hugo understands the pain in my heart. Therefore, Hugo didn't have the usual sense of proportion, and he fought back head-on with Kurt in his anger.

Hugo's counterattack is full, as if a loud slap slapped Kurt's face, which immediately angered Kurt. Although he almost fell because of his soft foot, he couldn't take care of himself at this time. The body was gone, and he rushed up in a desperate posture.

Henry only felt that both Fugin and Hugo were undaunted and wanted to go head-to-head. To make matters worse, Pedro could be seen out of sight. How could he be able to stop so many people alone? It’s an emergency. Henry couldn't take care of that much anymore, and he yelled directly, "Grass! Just **** quiet for me! Shut up! Shut up all!"

Henry's roar instantly silenced the entire classroom. Normally Henry looked like a lazy look, like a kitten who had just woken up, but suddenly Henry became mad, with that roar. Not only was the voice loud, but also the momentum was astonishing, even Kurt who rushed over was stunned.

"What the **** are doing! If you don't like each other, roll to the stage to tell a victory or defeat. A person who can't stand firmly still wants to fight. If you want to die, just say that there is no need to play tricks." Although Henry No surname was named, but the words were like sharp arrows, so that Kurt did not have the strength to fight back. "What's the matter with you? I used to say that dogs bite people. People can never bite dogs. Look at you now. Isn't it funny to be full of dog hair like this?" The next half of the sentence was talking about Hugo, and by the way, he gave Fujin a fierce look.

It's just...Henry's second half of the sentence is not a taste to hear, but the group of people standing opposite can't say anything, saying it is equivalent to admitting.

Kurt, whose head is in a state of chaos, doesn’t care so much, "Who are you talking about!" He shouted directly, but before he could continue to say anything, Ques and Dave had already walked up, two people They framed Kurt together, and then dragged Kurt towards the door.

How could Kurt, who was already weak, could be more than the strength of two people, he could only be dragged out directly. And when Dave left the classroom, he gave Henry, Hugo, and others a vicious look. Although Kurt caused the incident just now, they can say that Kurt’s is not the case, and the others are not. What's more, Nirvana and Glory to Death had all unexplainable competitions.

The fierce Fujin didn't care so much, he glared back without any timidity, and even raised his fist directly and shook it twice. The meaning of the demonstration was too obvious.

Fujin’s action immediately aroused the dissatisfaction of the Nirvana band staff. A few people waved their fists impulsively and prepared to rush forward, but this time the Nirvana band’s agent, assistants and others also calmed down. , Quickly caught the group of people who were about to make trouble, and left the classroom.

Wow, a group of Nirvana band retreats like a tide, but the tight atmosphere on both sides seems to have not dissipated. Everyone who stayed in the classroom did not make a sound and still waited viciously for the classroom door. , If someone shows up at the door in the next second, it is estimated that a thousand arrows will pierce your heart.

This is the narrow encounter that the media reporters expected. The Nirvana band and the glorious to death face-to-face encounter, with a lip-smacking and a melee strangled in the baby. It's just a pity that the reporters didn't capture this scene, and they can only stay in the market forever.

After seeing the people of the Nirvana band leaving, Pedro immediately exploded, "Henry! They are so rude, why do they want to give them face, just roll up their sleeves and fight, even though they are better than us. There are many people, but we are not afraid! We don’t know who suffers when we really fight, I just beat them up with bruises and swollen faces!"

Not only Pedro, but Alfonso couldn't help it this time, "Don't you see how the **** despised us just now? If you don't teach them, you thought we were bullied!"

Fujin did not speak, still clenching his fists, looking at Henry angrily, expressing his dissatisfaction with practical actions.

Hugo was also full of emotions at this time. He had no idea that his encounter with Nirvana would end in this way. If nothing else, this was not only the first time he saw Kurt-Korbain, but also the last time. . This caused the anger in Hugo's chest to slowly extinguish, and he looked at the door of the classroom again, but he was a little bit more sigh.

"It's not the fists, but the music that proves your strength. You are not gangsters or action stars." Henry straightened his clothes and returned to his usual lazy appearance, just like the person who suddenly went crazy just now. It doesn’t exist in general. This face-changing skill is amazing, “It’s very simple to teach them a lesson. Looking at the appearance of Kurt, you know that it is Harry who has sucked too much. It doesn’t take much effort to beat him. You have the skills, Let them look at each other on the stage!"

Nirvana, the most popular band in the world today, is also second to none in live performance. It is certainly not that simple to decide the winner on the stage.

Henry's words made Alfonso's tight shoulders loosen. Indeed, defeating Nirvana with a fist is impossible. Although Fujin still stared at Henry fiercely, his fisted hand slowly slackened, but Pedro was still very awkward, "That guy looks like a mess of shit, and it's best if he can stand still. To the stage."

Hugo looked back and found that Neil, Samora and others were all looking tense. If they really had a fight just now, everyone would have rushed forward. This made Hugo see a different side of the band, especially It's Fuking and Henry.

Henry didn't say anything more. Young people are easy to be impulsive It's normal to get angry. He turned his head and looked at Samora, "Are the instruments ready? There is no problem." Bar?"

Samora is still a little absent-minded. He was originally a fan, and his feelings for Nirvana are naturally different, but the brief meeting just now made him very confused. Of course, Samora is undoubtedly on the side of Glory to Death, but seeing the chaos and decadence of Nirvana, as a fan, he still feels sad.

Hearing Henry's words, Samora took two deep breaths. After waking up, she said, "I'll check again." Then she turned and plunged into the unfinished work.

Henry stood there, but he was thinking about it with his chin. Although the confrontation between Nirvana and Glory to Death just now was short, it lasted only a few minutes, but there are so many people in the school today, and the news is definitely unstoppable. , He must think about how he should respond if the news goes out.

However, Henry didn't expect that he didn't need to worry about it. The overwhelming news a few days later would be enough to divert all eyes. (To be continued to be provided. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Kazakhstan to read and vote for the work. Your support is the biggest motivation for me to continue to create!)

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