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However, the knot in his heart was not so easy to untie, especially the knot.

"Yi Canlan, you really want to help me? After the performance is over, stay away from me and don't remind me of those unpleasant memories. Also, you don't have to feel that you owe me. The one who abandoned me wasn't you. Furthermore, everyone has their own destiny. I am the kind of person who is destined for misfortune. After so many years, I have already passed and I have even lived a very good life. "

"Okay, if you say it like that, then I will do it, but sister, remember, no matter what your fate is, right now, in the future and in the future, you will never be alone. I will accompany you."

After Yi Canlan finished speaking, he grabbed me by the shoulder and hugged me tightly. Then, he gave the taxi that was waiting to the side to me.

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I didn't say anything else, the car drove far away, I turned back, and saw Yi Canlan still waving to me, watching me.

Under the sunlight, he looked lively and youthful. No wonder so many girls liked him. At this moment, he was truly a great child.

His nose turned sour, and tears suddenly began to fall.

Yi Canlan was only eighteen years old and had just reached adulthood. Compared to the arrogant youth from when he was young, he was completely reborn.

No matter what, I never would have thought that he would become like this, and not become the other Qian Yang.

But if a word of apology could erase the scars on one's soul, then there would be many, many less criminals in the world.

I am not the kind of person to be magnanimous. I have a very small mind and am very sensitive. Every time I am injured, I will build a tall and sturdy wall. I will carefully protect myself so that I won't want to do it a second time.

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After parting with Yi Canlan, I took a taxi to the place where the Golden Strawberry Music Festival was held.

The location was chosen very well, by the biggest moat of the Chenchen, this place was considered a tourist attraction during the high season, and at the end of October, it was still overcrowded.

Actually, I didn't dress up too much. I just used my sunglasses and hat to cover my face and smoothly went to the backstage of the program.

Although they were extremely popular online, that didn't mean they were real. I didn't have a representative that I could use, so I didn't have a solid fan base. Especially this kind of famous music festival, my goal for myself was to be a small supporting role.

However, the organizers did not think so.

They actually put my appearance order in the bottom of the countdown for the second match.

I was surprised when I got the program.

I asked Teacher Wang, "Isn't this arrangement unreasonable? Look at this, this person, they are all big brands, and the lanterns that the fans are holding and the support banners, all of it is going to drown out the seats. "

He asked me seriously, "What, you don't have confidence in yourself? "Let me tell you, if you're trying to trick me into inviting you, it would be best for you to give up now. Don't embarrass me when the time comes."

"No, I have a lot of confidence in myself. I just don't understand why the organizers would want to do this. " I had a vague feeling that something was wrong, but I couldn't tell.

"Because you are a singer I recommend, and I believe you can take the top spot. To be honest, I've been with a lot of people in the past two years, but I've never met a young man who's as hardworking and talented as you are. "It's a pity..." Teacher Wang did not say anything else, so I understood.

Teacher Wang's' pity 'is that I refused to leave with him and insisted on staying in the Su Clan.

He didn't want to, so he didn't contact me again for a long time.

Speaking of this matter, the two of us were silent for a while. Afterwards, we jumped over in tacit understanding and started talking about the music festival.

Teacher Wang told me a few details. As I was a mysterious guest, my whereabouts and other things were well protected by them and nothing would leak out. When the time comes, I only need to go on stage and sing a song.

As for the singing program, Teacher Wang said, "You can sing a love song. "Tonight, most of the time is rock and folk music. You have appeared in the early hours of the morning, and most of the audience has entered a state of fatigue and silence. With a simple yet impressive love song, open the windows of their hearts and add flowers to the glory of the music festival."

I agreed, finally chose a Taiwan band to believe in the band "If", with the band rehearsed very well.

Teacher Wang was rather pleased. He said, "Very good. Your feelings are more abundant than before and your skills have improved. I thought you've regressed in the past two years."

I smiled and said nothing.

He does not know, when I sing this song, every word, the heart is bleeding.

If, if, there is no if, only think of the emptiness and pain after if.

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The music festival officially began. I waited backstage, wearing the mask of the Golden Strawberry logo that the program team had prepared for me, and waited alone.

Standing at the lounge's window and looking out, they saw the crazy audience and all sorts of lights. In the distance, the moat was brightly lit. This unreal human scene was unspeakably beautiful.

It has been a long time since I went on stage to sing. At the beginning, Teacher Wang was worried that I would be afraid of the stage, so he did a lot of mental work for me.

After singing the song, he waited for me at the exit of the stage. He gave me a big hug and said emotionally, "Yi Shanshan, he's right.

At that time, I was also very excited and went up on stage once again. Being the center of attention, my blood was about to boil and my emotions were still immersed in the sad mood of the song, so I didn't notice Teacher Wang mentioning another person.

Furthermore, he did not realize that when I was singing on stage, Gao Kan was already watching from below the stage.

It was two years later, when we parted, that he gave me a concert of 100,000 people.

He said, "Wife, two years ago, when I saw you on stage singing that night, a thin little girl, playing a piano in the middle of a pile of musical instruments, wearing a weird mask and singing with such dedication, infected the audience below the stage to the point of tears. I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. I realized that no matter how much you betrayed me in the past, I shouldn't have plundered you. I felt that I had committed a great sin that was even more unforgivable than you betraying me. I wanted to let you go and let us live. "

However, that night, Gao Kan did not do that.

Not only did the two of us not separate and let each other go, we became even more entangled, and the ones that hurt each other were covered in wounds.

What is this, fate?

No one could say.

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