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He twisted my limbs impatiently, making me into a very uncomfortable position. He said to me, "If Su Jiawang was here, you wouldn't have let him get away, would you?"

I said sulkily, "So what?" But he's such a kind person, he definitely wouldn't take advantage of me. "

"Tsk tsk, your brother called you so intimately. When did you get on his bed? Hm? I let you wait for me for two years, and you're so impatient, aren't you? " Gao Kan's eyes were ignited with blazing flames, his mouth was venomous, each word hurting others.

His bite on my shoulder hurt, but the feeling in my body became stronger and stronger, unable to resist.

I know what messy thoughts were in his mind, but he must have thought that I had slept with Su Jiawang before.

I stuck close to his body in pain, wanting to absorb the coldness from his body to make myself more comfortable. When he was finally willing to let go of my arm that was being twisted painfully, I pulled on his hand and tried to defend myself in a low voice, "I didn't, Gao Kan, I didn't. I don't have any improper relationships with Su Jiawang, I just simply treated him like a big brother …."

"Tsk!" Miss Eyre, just how many good older brothers do you have? " Gao Kan looked at me who had my clothes ripped apart and could no longer resist the effects of the medicine. There was no desire in his eyes, only disdain and hate, "What your father hates the most is your act of pretending to be innocent, you deserve it!"

He despised me and wanted to leave.

But I really hurt so much, so tired, so uncomfortable, I couldn't bear it anymore.

I tried to hold it in, but he was already on fire, and he wanted to leave me and go away.

I was afraid.

I rolled down from the bed and hugged Gao Kan's leg. I stuck to his thick shoulder with my wet body and begged him shamelessly, "Gao Kan, please don't leave, I … "It feels so bad..."

He kicked me away, hating me for not having the strength to scold him. "You deserve it!"

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That night, Gao Kan still did not leave, but he did not let me go either.

Gao Kan threw me into the bath, washed me again and again, like he was cooking a fish, and repeatedly washed me until the effects of the medicine were all gone. Then he carried me to the bed and started to torture me again and again, just like how he did twice.

Every time he did this, it was as if he wanted to kill me. Gao Kan was never tired of it and he would repeat it repeatedly until I almost lost my breath and begged him for mercy.

Perhaps it was because his body felt very uncomfortable, but his heart was somewhat numb.

I thought that if I was hurt by him once more, I wouldn't think about him once more.

Unexpectedly, I woke up later than midnight and wanted to send a message to Big Sister Lisa to meet me at the airport tomorrow, but I found that Gao Kan still hadn't left and was still sleeping by my side.

And I was still lying on his arm, curled up in his arms, and he didn't seem to hate me at all, just as he had long ago, hugging me tightly.

Gao Kan held my legs between his and completely imprisoned me in his embrace in an extremely overbearing manner.

A cold purple light shone onto Gao Kan's face. Upon closer inspection, he saw that there was a shallow scar on his forehead and his long eyelashes cast a quiet arc across the deep sockets of his eyes.

He fell asleep like this, and when he wasn't angry, it was beautiful.

I stiffened, not daring to move. I only dared to use my fingertips to draw his profile in the air. I secretly looked at him, and as I watched, my heart broke.

Unable to hold back his tears, he burst out of the dike.

I really want to wake Gao Kan up and tell him that there's nothing going on between him and me. I accompanied Su Hengwen to those places because he is holding naked photos and videos of Qian Yang in his hands. If I don't listen to him and those photos and videos are exposed, not only will Qian Yang's star path be destroyed, her entire body will be destroyed.

Although Qian Yang had done something that let me down, in the end, if she hadn't snatched away my opportunity to go to the Gao Family, I wouldn't have met Gao Kan either.

She went to Gao Junfeng's family to be his "adopted daughter". It was our mother, Wu Yue, who was an obedient girl at that time.

Who knew that the world would turn out like this? With a human face and a beast heart, Gao Junfeng took a fancy to Qian Yang's young beauty and humiliated her.

However, not only did Wu Yue not bring her home, under Gao Junfeng's heavy promise, she allowed Qian Yang to enter the entertainment circle and became a little lover that he kept in his place.

The God of Fate has always been unfair to me, the only thing he has against me is to let Qian Yang go to the Gao Family in my place.

So when Su Hengwen threatened me with Qian Yang's indecent photos and videos, I really didn't want to see her destroyed again. At that time, she was a rather famous celebrity, and her journey to the capital was smooth sailing.

So, I agreed to Su Hengwen's request.

But it was really just eating with them, singing a song, and nothing else.

But Gao Kan, will you believe me?

I bit my lower lip so I wouldn't cry.

He struggled and hesitated, but eventually gave up.

Between us, cannot go back is unable to go back, how about this, each other as a dead person, start again.

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I love this minute of tenderness, and I wish he would never wake up.

But early in the morning, Gao Kan was still awake. He first moved his body a little, probably because when he opened his eyes and saw me, his arms and legs stiffened.

Maybe it was the same reaction I had when I saw him holding me. He must have wondered why he was holding this dirty, hateful woman.

But he didn't let go of me right away.

I pretended that I didn't know anything and slept shamelessly in his arms.

As I was waiting for Gao Kan to leave, he didn't know why, but he sighed and then, without any warning, placed a kiss on my lips that was as light as a feather.

It was really light. If I hadn't woken up earlier, I definitely wouldn't have noticed it.

Then, carefully, he pushed my head aside, let go of my arms and legs, crept out of bed, and laid the covers over me.

When I heard his footsteps receding, I relaxed my limbs and lay back, letting the tears run freely down my face.

Why would he still kiss me?

Why do you still kiss me!

Can't I give up completely?

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