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The first time we kissed was six years ago.

I remember very clearly that day, in the middle of the fall examination, I took the first place in the year. Gao Kan was especially happy when he found out, even happier than if he had gone from the bottom ten to the bottom ten himself.

To celebrate my good grades, he took me to sing with his cronies. In the noisy KTV, they sing, drink and dance, and play very happily. As usual, I do my homework first.

Gao Kan hadn't drunk alcohol for a month, and since I hated him, he quit drinking.

That night, many people advised him to drink. He pointed at me and said, "My Coca Cola hates it when I drink. Don't waste your breath and die.

"Oh, Kanagol, for a little girl, do you have to go so far?" Someone mocked him.

Gao Kan smiled, walked to my side, took my shoulders and said to them: "Besides being young, how would my Coca Cola be young? "My brain is smarter than yours, my IQ is higher than yours, my voice is even louder, and the singing thief is nice to listen to. Un, just that my chest is small."

I was laughing, but I got angry when I heard the last three words.

I was only fourteen at the time, and when I first arrived, I found out about fake things from biology books. I was still a little muddled about the matters between a man and a woman, and Gao Kan had always respected me and protected me, so I had always been as innocent as a child.

As long as I'm here, his friends wouldn't dare to lie.

He suddenly said this to me, and in the midst of all the malicious laughter, I couldn't accept it.

After getting used to Gao Kan treating me well, I didn't give him any face at all as usual, and just threw him off directly. I packed my bag, packed my textbooks, said "I want to go home", and headed out.

Ever since we made up, Gao Kan had never been angry at me, nor did he speak to me loudly. I had often forgotten that he was from a rich second generation with a big temper, who came from a large city.

I annoyed him that time.

As I was walking away with my backpack on my back, he directly grabbed my arm and pushed me onto the sofa. Without saying anything further, he kissed me.

He didn't drink all night, just smoked a cigarette and tasted of green arrow gum and light tobacco in his mouth.

It smelled especially good.

When I realized that I wanted to slap him, Gao Kan grabbed my arm and even pressed down on me, not letting go at all. His eyes were blazing with passion, and it was a kind of unfamiliar feeling that I had never felt before.

It makes my heart beat faster and I can't hate it.

But at the time, I was more afraid and shy.

If I can't push him away, I'll cry, crying until I'm out of breath.

Gao Kan picked my body up from the sofa. He didn't apologize, nor did he try to coax me. He said, "Coca Cola, you'll be mine sooner or later. I don't want another doll sister. What I want is a girlfriend. If you continue to cry, it means that you don't want to be good to me. Go out from here today and don't come back in the future. "

When he finished, I stopped crying.

And from that night on, naturally, I became his girlfriend.

At that time, Gao Kan, was seventeen, and he was in the prime of his life. However, the time between us was only limited to kissing and hugging each other.

He said, "Coca Cola, you don't know how much big brother loves you. In my entire life, besides my mother, I have never treated a second woman so well. You are the only one."

I asked Gao Kan what he loved about me.

"You are a little pet that I grew up with. You don't know how accomplished I am, but the first time I saw you, you were just an ugly and skinny little brat. Then I unearthed all of your talents. I'm not only going to be your first man, I'm going to be the last. "

As Gao Kan said these cordial words, he laughed extremely complacently. He squeezed me into his embrace so hard that he wanted to rub me into his body.

I said coquettishly, "No way, you will leave sooner or later. If we separate in the future and you don't come and see me, I will fall in love with others in the future."

"You won't." He said with confidence.

I asked, "Why?"

Gao Kan said smugly, "Big brother is such an outstanding man, where are you going to find him? Anyone who loves me will not fall for anyone else."

When that young girl first opened her heart, and for some reason didn't know why, and didn't understand how far away the distance between us was, I unreservedly took myself out of my body, and stuffed Gao Kan's entire person into my life.

I thought he would be forever, forever, my Alpha, my Omega, but it was a nightmare.

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… ….

The next day, when we went to Kaiser Media to film the cover of the magazine, our lips were still a little swollen.

Lisa and I will discuss the details of the interview process while Chen Jiaying and I wait in the reception room.

She was probably bored to death and started to tease me. "Sister Shan, you don't even need to put lipstick on your mouth anymore. It's very plump and beautiful, just that your eyes are a little dark.

I pretended to be angry and said, "About last night's matter, I haven't settled the score with you yet. My bonus will be deducted by half this month."

Chen Jiaying said with grievance: "I didn't leave on purpose, I saw that Director Gao went to your car, and was afraid that it would disturb your discussion, so I didn't get on the car."

So she knew that Gao Kan was looking for me, and she purposely avoided him.

"You still feel wronged, don't you? Aren't you afraid that he has ulterior motives towards me? Chen Jiaying, I realize that you cannot stay by my side, you will cause my death sooner or later. "

When Chen Jiaying saw that I was angry, she became a little scared, "Sister Shan, don't be angry, I won't be like this next time. Last night, if he wasn't Director Gao, how could I have leave without worries? Director Gao likes you, why would he harm you? "

"What are you talking about?"

Chen Jiaying pouted and said, "It was originally because of this. If Director Gao doesn't like you, why would he treat you so well? I saw your picture in his wallet. "

"The more you talk, the more outrageous you become! I only know Gao Kan, why would he have my picture? "

"Really, it might be because he has a crush on you. Sister Shan, don't believe me, it's just last year, that day he was drunk, at my brother's house, I found his wallet and curiously looked at it, there was a picture of a girl, I thought it was Qian Yang at first. But after I saw you in person, I realized that it was you. Although your figure is similar to Qian Yang's, your eyes are different. "

Is that so?

He has my picture in his wallet. Is he still worried about me?

I believed it all for a moment, but the next moment, when I thought about what Gao Kan had told me before he left last night, I once again eliminated those unrealistic thoughts from my mind.

Perhaps, he was only mourning for the "Yi Shanshan" who had died in his heart.

Just as I would have kissed him last night, I tried to recover some of my former feelings, but after kissing him, I realized that he had changed, that he was no longer the man I longed for, that I had changed, that I no longer considered him the whole of my life.