Gao Kan's drunken words were said very softly, almost to the point where it couldn't be heard.
It hit me hard in the heart.
The moment he lifted his foot, he immediately stopped.
During that time on the boat, I admitted that my actions were hateful and that I got what I deserved, but I didn't think that Gao Kan would suspect me that much.
He thought I was a woman who had slept with his father.
That's why they hate me so much and treat me coldly?
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Gao Junfeng suddenly gave me such a precious thing tonight, many people were suspecting that I had something to do with him, I didn't think that Gao Kan would think the same.
After so many years, he still doesn't believe me.
I had always thought that I was mature enough, that I was wary of the world and that I had to be careful with every step.
It wasn't until now that I knew what it meant to be stupid and stupid.
That night, I only ate a single meal. In Gao Kan's eyes, it was already equivalent to not only two times, but maybe even more times. He even suspected that his father and I had gone to bed before.
This is a stain that I will never be able to erase in my entire life. After that, it also became the fuse and trigger for countless of quarrels between Gao Kan and I.
No matter how much I swore to him, from the bottom of his heart, he didn't believe me anymore. Before I knew it, the seeds of doubt had already sprouted in his heart.
Furthermore, it could not be eradicated.
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Just twenty minutes ago, I was looking forward to the end of the banquet and wanted to see Gao Kan as soon as possible because he said that he would talk to me.
At this moment, I was discouraged.
What Qian Yang had done to me, had already deepened her bad impression of me.
There was no doubt that I was in his heart.
Actually, it's better to just say it out loud. From the moment I made the foolish decision to accompany Gao Junfeng to eat, I didn't hope that the two of us could still be together.
At that time, I only purely wanted to take revenge on Gao Kan, and ask Gao Kan the truth. Why did he break the contract, and also break the connection with me. Even though knowing this doesn't change the fact that our relationship is over, I just want to know the truth.
If I don't understand the situation between Gao Kan and I, the memory that I have been stubbornly guarding has no meaning at all.
It's just that I never expected that Gao Kan would take the initiative to pester me later on and use a piece of contract to torture me with his revenge while fulfilling the promise he made to me all those years ago.
I was only a little over twenty-one, and my life had just begun. I didn't want to waste my time like this.
And I was terrified.
One day, during the process of Gao Kan torturing me, he will wipe away my only beautiful and warm memories.
I really don't want to be like this. The two of us are destined to have no future, and I still want to have memories to hug tightly for warmth.
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Cold.
When I went upstairs from the banquet hall, I was still wearing my thin Universal Dress. I didn't even have time to put on my jacket when I ran over to Gao Kan's room.
In this unheated room, the cold air scratched at my skin and mingled with the deepest despair in my heart, like a ball of fire or like ice, running up and down my body.
His body felt hot and cold. It was very uncomfortable.
Suffocation!
I want to escape this place quickly and never breathe the same room as Gao Kan again.
However, his legs seemed to be filled with lead, making him unable to move an inch.
I stood still, afraid that if I made any noise it would attract their attention.
The drunk Gao Kan was like a wild beast who had lost control. He could say anything he wanted.
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Only after Gao Kan asked that question for a while, did he finally speak with a serious tone. "No, absolutely not.
Gao Kan sneered and asked, "Really? How come the rumors I heard weren't like this? They all say that she's his little lover, hehe! "
"Maybe I was wrong? You have seen Qian Yang before, how similar she looks to Miss Eyre. If the two of them were to have the same makeup, they would simply be the same person. Perhaps the person who told you this was mistaken. "
Gao Kan looked up at the ceiling and remained silent.
Gao Ziyu lit up a cigarette, cut off half of it, and handed it over to Gao Kan. He then carefully said: "How about you come out and clear this up for Miss Eyre? Even you are suspicious, let alone outsiders. When I wake up tomorrow morning, there will be all sorts of gossip online. No one would misunderstand what the Gao Dong had done. As for you, it's best not to have a direct confrontation with the Gao Dong. Otherwise, the path of the Miss Eyre will be even more difficult in the future.
Gao Kan seemed to have heard his words. His silent brows were deeply furrowed, and he smoked quietly.
Gao Ziyu continued: "And according to the current situation, if you forge a high quality album for the Miss Eyre while it's still hot, once it's released, your status will be consolidated even further. I have heard the songs of the Miss Eyre. To be honest, even I feel good about them. In the end, she was still a little girl in her early twenties. After going through too many things at her age that shouldn't have happened, and even being able to maintain her pure heart, I feel that it really isn't easy. "
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Hearing Gao Ziyu's words, my heart felt a little better. So there was actually someone who understood me.
Why didn't Gao Kan think about it? I'm only fifteen or sixteen, only eighteen or nineteen, what does a girl of this age look like, and what have I experienced?
Even an outsider knows that my life isn't easy. He is my deep and well-informed lover, how can he only suspect that I am scolding him.
I have never hated Gao Kan as much as I do now.
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Gao Ziyu stood up, poured a cup of water and passed it over to Gao Kan, and continued: "Miss Eyre is really not the kind of girl like you think, otherwise she wouldn't have chosen to walk such a arduous path. I remember it was the year before last. I drove the Gao Dong to some music festival to play. In the northernmost city, the weather was so cold that it was outrageous. The Miss Eyre gave a large rock singer some harmonies. Due to the brilliance of her voice during rehearsal, she stole that person's limelight and was temporarily replaced. She came by train alone, because she didn't even have a place to live because of the change. "
"That night, she was wearing an army green down jacket that looked like a dumpling and was half a head shorter. She was carrying a big guitar on her back as she sat outside the gym and sang along the street. Someone listened and gave her money, but she didn't want it. She just said, 'Can you all listen to my singing?' I don't have the money for a concert, but I want to sing too. '"
"Then there were really a lot of people who stopped in their tracks. One, two, ten, eight. In the end, over a hundred people gathered, and they sat next to her on the ground. She just squatted on the ground, sang for a while, stood up, bowed to everyone, and said thank you. She sang for most of the night, her voice hoarse. Gao Dong was afraid that something would happen to her, so she let me stand to the side to watch over her. She even made me ask if she wanted to sign the SMP and if she wouldn't sign, no matter how good the conditions are. "
"It was quite a sensation. In fact, other than the SMP, there were a lot of other companies that wanted to sign her, but she didn't agree. "Say, if she was really that kind of person, how could she have kept such a grand road?"