Gao Kan picked it up, and after looking at the screen, the gentleness in his eyes momentarily disappeared.
He raised his eyebrows as a hint of viciousness flashed in his eyes. Then, he threw his phone to the side.
Then he turned me over, lay down on the seat, and re-entered from the back.
Every deeper he went, the pain got worse and worse.
His cell phone was still ringing.
Gao Kan used even more strength.
Until I couldn't stand it anymore and begged him to stop.
Gasping for breath, he lay on his side, holding me in his arms. He pulled my face in front of him and asked, "Apart from me, how many men have you done this with?"
My body and mind suddenly cooled down.
When he felt my body stiffen, he held me and stabbed me with even more force. He repeated, "Other than me, how many men have you done this with?"
So, this was what made his thoughts uncomfortable.
He had won.
It was worse than a knife cutting my heart. It was a mess, not completely numb.
I didn't speak.
Gao Kan used all his strength to rush in recklessly, causing me to feel extremely painful.
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I had no other choice, so I panted and shouted at him, "Director Li, Director Huo Dong or something like that, there are ten or eight of them, and there are some that cannot be called. Are you satisfied? Are you satisfied? "
He stopped and picked up my cell phone, which was still ringing. He placed it in front of me and asked, "Where is he?"
On the screen, Su Jiawang's name was jumping around.
I shook my head. "There's nothing between Su Jiawang and me."
"Nothing?" Having lived in his house for four to five years, I'm afraid that I've already had enough of you! " he snarled, and pressed the answer button on my cell phone.
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"Glittering, why did you only pick up the phone?" Su Jiawang's worried voice came out from the other side of the phone.
"I …" After just saying a single word, Gao Kan who was behind me deliberately used all her strength to resist, causing me to nearly scream out in pain.
Su Jiawang said: "Sorry to wake you up! I guess you must be very tired today. Seeing your schedule, you made an advertisement all day, right? But I have good news for you. Heh heh, I'm back home and just got off the plane. I can't wait to see you. I miss you so much. "
Every time Su Jiawang said this, he would spank me.
All I could do was say "We'll talk about it tomorrow." Then I hung up, turned off the phone, and threw it aside.
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Right now, I hate Gao Kan.
"F * ck off!" I couldn't stand it any longer. The pain I'd been suppressing in my heart finally broke out, and I began to kick him like hell. He scratched at me and bit me, and I cried like a madman, "Get lost, get lost, get lost, get lost, get lost. "Scram..."
I yelled, crying until I was completely out of breath, until my throat was hoarse, unable to shout out, only barely able to mutter to myself, "Gao Kan, have you played enough? Aren't I playing enough? Do you want me to die? "
"You know you're in pain, right? I also feel terrible! "Why do you have to be so despicable? You made laozi live all these years, how can you still lick your face and make me forgive you?"
Gao Kan seemed to have gone mad, he played with me, shouted at the same time, and when the last moment arrived, he covered me completely in white.
Only then did he stop and leave me.
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After being tormented by him, my body was so weak that I didn't even have the strength to breathe. My breathing didn't move at all. Like a fish that was stranded on the shore, I was on the verge of death.
Only a bit of consciousness remained.
Gao Kan opened the window and let the wind in.
Cold to the point that I shivered. Instinctively, I wanted to curl up my body. After I moved my body, I was in so much pain that I didn't dare to move.
Gao Kan draped his jacket over me and got off the car.
Only after a while did he come up.
He smelled of cigarettes.
"Achoo!"
He seemed to catch a cold, too, sneezed, came back to me, lay down, held me curled up in my arms, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry."
His heart had already become numb.
Tears came out of instinct.
"I'm sorry." Gao Kan used his sleeves to wipe my tears away, then pressed my head into his embrace and said, "Why don't you give him a call?
My eyelids are very heavy.
There are hundreds of thousands of hands in my heart, pulling Gao Kan out from the insides of my heart, and I want to cut him into a thousand pieces.
If I could move, I would have slapped him hard.
As far away as it would take him to die.
But I was useless, lying in his arms.
Gao Kan whispered into my ear as if he was sleep-talking, "Little Su is not bad, she is very suitable for you and she loves you a lot. You are right. I... "I'm sorry..."
Then, not knowing what else he said, I fell into a deep slumber.
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When he woke up again, it was dawn.
The morning glow of early winter was very thin, shrouded by dark, lifeless clouds.
A haze factor floated in the air, causing one to feel suffocated just by looking at it.
The car was parked in a desolate mountain range. There was not a trace of life on the bare mountain top.
Despair and gloom, like me at this moment.
In front of the car, someone was talking.
"Director Gao, I've brought the things. There's also a box of antipyretic drugs, you should drink a little too."
It was Gao Ziyu's voice.
"Yes." Gao Kan replied.
He also had a cold.
The voice was thick and nasal.
After a while, he threw a bag on me and said, "Put your clothes on."
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After I changed my clothes, he brought me a cup of tea and some pills. "Eat some, you're still a little feverish."
I extended my hand out to catch it, but my arm was so heavy that I couldn't move it. Gao Kan frowned, then retracted his hand and unscrewed the lid of the cup. He placed the pill on the corner of his mouth, "Do you really want to let the entire world know that you beat me up and make me suffer for the rest of my life?"
I was stunned.
So it was a contraceptive pill.
I raised my head with difficulty, drank from the glass, and swallowed the pill.
Gao Kan reached out his hands again and buckled up his seat belt, saying: "I've already informed the advertisers, go back in two days and recuperate."
I didn't say anything.
Gao Kan continued to drive.
We drove all the way to our apartment building.
Gao Kan called Lisa and told her to come down and pick me up. He pretended that nothing had happened and calmly sat down next to me and even fastened the buttons on my neck, blocking the traces he left behind last night.
I didn't move, like a rag doll, and let him do it.
"< Qingcheng era > will start on Christmas. It's your birthday. When I give you your birthday present, take a good rest during this period." As Gao Kan said this, he untied the seat belt on my waist. There was a trace of gentleness in his eyes, but there was even more of blankness and indifference.
I weakly replied, "Oh."
He sat up straight and tugged at his lower body. The sensitive nerves transmitted the pain all the way to his limbs and bones.
He did not know that the pain had stimulated his lacrimal gland.
Gao Kan passed a tissue to me and pushed the messy hair on my face to my ear.
"Gao Kan." I called to him. Although my voice was still choked with sobs, my mood was much calmer. "I wish you happiness," I said.
Gao Kan was silent. A moment later, when I was about to get off the carriage, he suddenly hugged me tightly from behind.
He whispered in my ear, "Last night I thought about it. I really want to start over."