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Never in my dreams did I expect that Gao Kan would agree to me and even stay.

After we finished bathing and laid on the bed, his phone rang. It was Shan Liang.

On the phone, she cried in grief.

I heard it, and it didn't feel good.

However, Gao Kan didn't love her in the end, and used his fake sweet words to trick her into falling deeper and deeper into her trap.

Gao Kan used his usual sweet words to coax her, then he turned off his phone and threw it down.

I wanted to advise him why not break up with Shan Liang immediately. What meaning did it have to keep tricking little girls, before I could even open my mouth, Gao Kan suddenly reached out and turned off the bedside lamp. In the dark night sky, he took me in his arms and said in a tired voice, "Yi Shanshan, you know I won't forgive you. In the future, when I get tired of it, don't blame me and don't pester me again. "

"Yes." I answered without hesitation.

We were very close, but the night was dark and there was nothing to be seen, only the sense of indifference in his voice, the sense of hesitation.

After pausing for a moment, Gao Kan did not say anything.

"Gao Kan ~" I don't know if he fell asleep or not, but I called out his name softly.

His voice was very soft as he replied, "Yes."

Fortunately, it was very dark, hiding my nervousness and shyness. I touched his arm outside the blanket, and along his firm arm, I touched his hand. I held his hand and whispered, "I want to kiss you, okay?"

Gao Kan didn't say anything and just held my hand.

It meant acquiescence.

I smirked at the air, climbed up, and leaned over, touching his stubbled chin from the throbbing of his Adam's apple to my lips.

When I wanted to kiss him again, Gao Kan used his hand to cover my mouth. His tone was emotionless as he said in a deep voice, "Be more honest.

With a small, frustrated "Mmm," I rolled over to the side, curled up, and began to sleep.

However, he was too agitated and didn't want to sleep.

This time, we were really sleeping together. Gao Kan, on the other hand, wasn't drunk nor was he dreaming, and he didn't want to make me feel bad.

The long-missed heart palpitate, that young girl's mood, climbed up my heart little by little.

Most of the time, looking at the girls around me who are my age, they smile brightly, their hearts are unmoved, and they hold hands with their loved ones as they go shopping, I feel jealousy and hate from the bottom of my heart.

I thought my heart was full of holes. I thought my heart had aged.

I thought I was getting old.

Unexpectedly, Gao Kan has returned, he has returned to my life. Although these past few months have been difficult, more than pain and happiness, I can still hug him again, truly feeling his warmth.

A single kiss from him could heal all the holes in his body.

From the bottom of my heart, I feel alive again.

He was no longer the one who numbly placed his future on his so-called dream, whether it was success or freedom. Compared to Gao Kan, all of these were nothing.

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I was so excited that I couldn't fall asleep. On the other hand, the man beside me was lying down comfortably. Ever since I went to bed, he hadn't moved at all.

After a long time, the air was quiet.

I thought that Gao Kan had fallen asleep, so I crawled up, wanting to turn on the light to look at him, but he suddenly reached out as if he saw me, and pressed down on my arm.

"Come here." Gao Kan's voice was almost half awake, he said vaguely: "I'll buy some equipment in the future."

Does he think I can't sleep because of this?

I embarrassedly replied, "Sure."

Gao Kan said, "Come closer."

"That's enough. I'm afraid that if I get closer, I'll be able to touch the wounds on your body." In fact, I had already rolled to his side.

"Come here." Gao Kan seemed to be impatient, the hand holding my arm tightened.

I had to obey him and lie down in his arms.

Then, when he didn't move, I didn't dare.

He could only feel hot air seeping out from every pore on his body.

It was too hot!

He shouldn't have turned on the heat today!

My mind was in a whirl, dispersing some of his enormous influence on me.

The air was very quiet, and I could hear my own heartbeat.

Does he think I'm too shameless now?

Thinking back to what Gao Kan said to me a few times just now, I decided to be more reserved, be more calm and collected, and never reveal a single bit of my feelings.

I held my breath with a guilty effort and lay on my side in his arms, pretending to breathe evenly.

He tried to suppress the urge to touch him.

Pretend to sleep well.

But Gao Kan seemed to be thinking of something, his tone suddenly had a hint of a smile, and he asked me: "Can't you sleep just like that?"

Crap, he saw through it.

I shook my head guiltily and argued, "No. I, I was actually thinking about filming that scene tomorrow. "

Gao Kan sighed and pressed my head into his embrace. He stroked my hair and said: "Take off your pajamas."

"Huh?"

He leaned over and kissed me on the forehead, his voice tinged with a casual smile, teasing me, "I'm afraid some people can't get enough and won't be able to sleep all night, so my noodles aren't made for nothing."

Hey, big brother, you came down here to feed me for no reason at all. The person who clearly wants to be satisfied is you, right?

I grumbled to myself, but I did it anyway. I took off my pajamas and leaned over to lie face to face with him.

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Gao Kan lifted the blanket that was covering us all.

The air was actually quite cold.

"Turn around." Gao Kan said.

It was the tone of an order.

I turned my back to him and did as I was told.

Gao Kan moved forward a little, and held me in his arms. Just like that, the two of us stuck close together.

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In the silent air, I heard the sound of Gao Kan's throat being pushed away from his throat as he swallowed, but after a long while, he didn't even move, and I didn't dare to.

Besides, he was a little stiff, and his hand, which was resting on my stomach, was drawing circles casually, as if in some kind of mental struggle.

I feel terrible.

In the end, he still didn't believe me. He felt that I had slept with his father before, while Su Jiawang and I had slept with a lot of people. He just felt that I was not clean.

It was only when he needed it that he would demand it from me without any prelude.

Those small details, like the needlepoint of embroidery needle, seemingly carelessly cut through, but in fact left indelible scars in each of our hearts.

I didn't want to force Gao Kan to pretend to be interested in me, so he shouldn't be selfish enough to stay and accompany me tonight.

I was happy, but he wasn't happy.

Unbalanced feelings, I would rather be the unhappy one.

I thought it through and took away the hand Gao Kan placed on my abdomen. I sat up, pretended that nothing had happened, and said to him: "Gao Kan, I'm tired. I need to sleep. Shan Liang is still waiting for you, you should go back first. Don't you guys still need to fly tomorrow morning? "

How could it be that nothing happened? Even I could feel that my tone was extremely sour.

I shouldn't have said that. He must have thought I was trying to capture him.

Why the dialogue did not rehearse, did not give a chance to regret.

I was sorry that I had been so clumsy in front of him.

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Gao Kan also sat up. In the darkness, I could see his shadow, which he was looking at me with. After a moment of silence, he said: "I went to see a doctor a few days ago. But he didn't know, I'm really not sick, I just, just think of you, can't fucking get out. "You don't know that the person I hate the most in my life is someone who is unfaithful to his feelings!"

His voice was breaking, little by little, stabbing me in the heart.

I feel terrible.

Gao Kan felt even worse than I did. He held onto my shoulder and shook me, then shouted at me with a sorrowful and confused tone of voice, "Yi Shanshan, you know that no matter what you do, it's useless. I won't forgive you."

"Why don't we just leave it at that, wait till we're tired, wait until we're completely tired, maybe …" "Perhaps I can truly start anew …"

I didn't think that, for the first time since our reunion, we were talking about breaking up.

And I was able to calmly accept it, hug him, and say, "Well, that's what I think too."

If I can be the cure for him.

I would have given myself to him without reserve.

As long as he needed it.

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Holding each other, we finally managed to say something that was hard to say to other people, and we both felt relieved.

At least I knew what he was thinking.

Gao Kan's hand, which was placed on my waist, was no longer stiff. He tried to touch me a little, and I used my fingers to stroke his shoulder, replying to him.

We lay down again.

Gao Kan said: "Let's try again."

"Yes." I turned around obediently and gave him my best spot.

There was no need to feel guilty about specifying the boundaries.

After overcoming the psychological obstacles, the man's large hand started to caress my waist, then slid down to my buttocks. After vigorously kneading it a few times, his slender fingers suddenly stretched forward. He actually managed to get it straight to me …

Woo ~

Shame spread from the end of his fingers and hit me all over my body. I gasped, instinctively clamping my legs together and moving forward, trying to free myself.

Gao Kan crooked his finger that was placed inside. His voice was tainted with a trace of a low, hoarse voice, and he panted as he ordered in a low voice, "Just like this, listen to me."

The voice he whispered in my ear was too magnetic, too muted, and produced a strong electric current that set off all my reserve.

I tried to relax, but every time he moved, my body would start to shake, and my legs would tighten as I tensed and attacked.

"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you again." Gao Kan used his pleasant voice to coax me. I really like his gentle and gentle voice, so I shamelessly stuck close to him and felt his intense desire.

Then, obediently, he relaxed and let go of his clamped leg. Unexpectedly, he was able to send in an extra finger.

I bit my lips, stuffing my crying voice in my throat. After taking a few long breaths, I touched Gao Kan's arm, and embarrassedly pressed on it, wanting to make him stop. "Gao Kan, it's so uncomfortable. "Just do it, okay?"

Gao Kan stopped and asked, "Did you see a doctor last night?"

"Yes."

"What's wrong?"

"It's fine, it's just that the duration of the leave is not accurate."

Gao Kan said: "Then let's do it this way tonight, we can't take any medicine in the future."

I realized he was saying no.

Just help me settle this...

Relieved of my defenses, I leaned my head back slightly and, by the breath, kissed him on the chin.

Gao Kan didn't resist and even lowered his head to hold onto my lips.

We kissed.

Very strong!

Without a grudge in his heart, this kind of kiss was very easy to forget.

Gao Kan has never had such feelings for me before. As his movements quickened and went deeper, I couldn't help but twist according to his rhythm.

High passion, wave after wave, drowned me.

If the light was on, I thought, I must be red as a monkey. I felt my skin hot and hot and cold at the same time, and I could only cling to the sheet beneath me.

The sweet excitement stimulated all the nerve cells in my body, and every nerve in my body was set ablaze. The heat spread to every corner of my body, and my body sang with sweet bliss.

I want him.

But Gao Kan did not show any signs of stopping.

Please, I prayed in my heart, my fingers tightening around the sheet.

"Stop, Gao Kan, stop quickly." I helplessly shouted out. It was really uncomfortable.

He didn't stop.

My mind went blank and my body went limp, as if I had fallen into a cloud of marshmallows and was in danger of falling from the sky at any moment.

He pushed me all the way up to the sky.

At the last moment, I crumbled in his arms. My whole body trembled and shattered into thousands of pieces.

Only then did Gao Kan stop, and turned my body that was as soft as jelly, and faced him. He leaned over, kissed me deeply, and swallowed my wails.

My God, it's almost indescribable, though I know what the throbbing is, and I feel like the world is spinning around me, like the cycle of dehydration in a washing machine. I don't know how strong my body can be, tensed by pain and liberated by intense ecstasy. I can't describe the pleasure.