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Gao Kan brought me directly to the underground parking lot, where Gao Ziyu was already waiting.

After locking the door, Gao Kan instructed him, "Return to the hotel ~"

Because I was worried that Chen Jiaying would be unhappy, I didn't really want to go to the gathering anymore. I said: "Gao Kan, I'm tired.

Gao Kan said indifferently: "Are you tired? There's going to be a good show later. Are you sure you don't want to watch? "

"What do you mean?"

"Can I just stand by and watch while you spend so much time pretending to be pregnant and searching for it?"

I then understood that he was helping me to teach Zhang Wanwan a lesson.

But in the morning, he was clearly indifferent to me. Just now, when he came to the hospital, he was so angry. Now, he suddenly said that he wanted to help me.

I should have been happy, but I wasn't.

The current Gao Kan, to me, is actually no different from a stranger. I am completely unable to grasp his temperament, and any of his casual words or actions can cause my heart to flutter about. This kind of feeling of being completely out of control and having no sense of security really makes me feel troubled.

I would rather he had been cold to me, or at least I knew he hated me.

Now that he's doing this, I'm often stuck in a situation where I have to think about what I shouldn't be thinking about. Like, he still seems to care about me.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but ask, "Why are you doing this?"

Gao Kan's finger was quickly pressing the screen, listening to me ask that, he tilted his head slightly towards the window, thought for a few seconds, then turned to look at me. His eyelids twitched as he said indifferently: "I sent you to the crew, only for show, not for others to bully. "Also, if you had told me earlier, there wouldn't have been so much trouble later on, and there wouldn't have been any problems with your body."

"Speaking of which..." Gao Kan paused for a moment, then said with a more serious tone, as if he was lecturing a child, and scolded me, "Yi Shanshan, remember this one thing. I signed you to the company to earn money for me, not for you to bear the humiliation of being kicked around like a ball by others! If something like that happens again, you have to tell me right away, understand? "

So, he's just nervous. Do I care?

After thinking for a while, I said carefully, "I can take care of it myself. Also, I don't want to trouble you. You're already very busy."

"Do you feel like you're very sensible now?" Gao Kan was suddenly unhappy. He raised his voice and shouted, "You have destroyed your body, and you are giving me the biggest trouble! You are not affecting me, but the progress of the filming crew. If there is a problem, you have to report it to your superior. "Many actors are in a hurry to finish filming this movie so that they can continue filming the rest of the movie. They want to support their families, not everyone is like you …"

The more he said, the more I couldn't take it anymore, so I interrupted him and said, "I'm sorry, I won't cause you any more trouble in the future. I promise this will be my last time."

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Hehe, I thought he was concerned about me, but it turns out that I was being sentimental.

I turned and looked out the window.

His heart ached. He was afraid that he might burst into tears.

In front of Gao Kan, I could not control my emotions. My emotions were very sensitive, even the slightest movement would make me feel uncomfortable.

"What kind of attitude is this!?" Promise me one last time? What kind of promise are you going to give me?! " However, Gao Kan kept on holding onto my shoulder, and turned me towards him, saying, "Yi Shanshan, you have used all of your backbone on me, right? Why are you so shameless when you're begging other men? You're even sitting at my dad's table, what are you pretending to be innocent about? Or do you think I'm inferior to them, that I'm an unreliable man? "

He only smiled helplessly and said: "Gao Kan, when I was at the age where I need your help the most, without you by my side, I have already learned a set of rules for self-protection. The me now, although I am not a pure and kind person, I am not despicable and lowly.

Gao Kan's hand slipped off my shoulder. He "tsked" and said in a bland tone, "You don't have to think too much about it. Miss Eyre, the reason I helped you was only because of your performance on the bed. Also, even if the space beside me is empty for the rest of my life, I've never thought that you would be able to fill it. So, you don't have to worry about whether I'll leave or not … "Because I never intended to get any closer to your heart."

Good, very good, very good!

After finally hearing his truest thoughts, I no longer had to worry and worry about him. I no longer had to worry about him just because of a single word or two.

The truth is that this was originally the case. It was just a moment of confusion for me, causing me to think too much.

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I pursed my lips and smiled, covering the tears at the corners of my eyes. I pretended to be indifferent as I said, "I got it. If you have someone you like, just tell me. I'll leave on my own. I definitely won't shamelessly stay by your side …"

However, my acting skills weren't as good as I thought. As I casually said those words, my mood suddenly collapsed.

Struggling tears betrayed my reason and spilled out of my eyes, and I couldn't go on any longer. Before my voice became choked with sobs, I lowered my head, bent my knees, and buried my head between my legs with all my might.

But the thought of another woman staying with him one day, taking him, doing all the things I had done to him, made me sick.

The ancient saying 'heartache,' is true. It's not the kind of pain that can only last for an instant after being shot in the heart. It's the kind of slight, sharp, never-stopping pain that haunts the heart and causes you to never be able to forget.

I can stay by his side without fear or shame, but I overestimated my ability to accept things. Even though I am already a woman in my early twenties, in my heart, I am still a girl who is at a loss about what to do with her feelings.

The more I thought about it, the more upset I felt. Finally, without any hope, I straightened my body, pulled Gao Kan's arm away and threw him into my embrace.

It was like catching a shark's tail in the middle of a vast ocean. Although he knew it was hopeless, he still had some hope.

Afraid that Gao Kan would despise me, I pushed him away and hugged his neck so tightly that tears flowed down his blue striped tie and his expensive black suit.

Gao Kan did not push me away, but did not pay any attention to me either, and just sat there stiffly, letting me hold him, and cried until I was finally too tired to cry, and loosened my arms around his neck. Only then did he tidy up his messy clothes, and calmly opened his mouth, and said two words: "Weeping enough?"

I pulled the scarf around my neck up over half my face, revealing only my eyes, and said awkwardly, "I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself for the moment."

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The car suddenly came to a halt.

Gao Ziyu who was driving the car stood up, he opened the driver's door and reminded us: "Director Gao, we have arrived at the Golden Eagle Hotel."

He jumped out of the car and closed the door.

The makeup on my face was already in tears, I had no mood to attend any sort of dinner party. Such a miserable state was really shameful, so I looked at Gao Kan and said: "I don't want to go, okay?"

"Whatever." After being disturbed by my crying, Gao Kan's good mood was gone. He lazily lifted his eyelids and looked at me, saying, "Sleep here, Lisa will be back tomorrow. She will bring you back."

"Yes."

I opened the door and stepped on my right leg to get out of the car, but because I was too distracted, I forgot that Gao Ziyu wasn't driving a sports car today, but a SUV. The SUV's body was very tall, and just like before, I thought that I could step on the ground with one stomp.

Although I reacted quickly and used my palms to support the ground in time to prevent myself from getting into danger, due to inertia, my forehead still firmly hit the ground.

Gao Kan probably did not expect me to be this stupid. When I got off the car, he opened the left door and got off as well.

After he walked for a long distance, he looked around but didn't see me. When he turned around, he saw me sitting on the floor, rubbing my ankle.

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Not wanting to add to his burden, I stood up and shook my feet as if nothing had happened. "I'm fine," I said.

That means you can leave.

However, Gao Kan turned back in displeasure, and fiercely said "So clumsy", extended his arm, and forcefully pressed on my forehead that had just been hit.

"Ah — it hurts!" I cried out in pain as I backed away from him. I rolled my eyes at him resentfully. "If you don't touch it, it won't hurt."

Gao Kan stared at me, "Is this considered fine?"

Oh, I forgot. He just taught me not to be brave in front of him.

After getting used to being on guard, I didn't seem to get used to being weak. I supported his arm and whispered, "Actually, my ankle is a little painful. Can you help me up the stairs?"

Gao Kan looked around to see that there was no one around. He undid the buttons on his suit and took it off, then used his clothes to place on top of my head to cover my face.

Then my feet were empty and I was lifted up by a princess.

Hey, how can this be? If there's not a word, the princess will hug you ~

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Gao Kan was taller than me by twenty centimeters. He was bigger and his arms were strong as well.

In the past, he always liked to carry me on his back, saying that I was a White Bone Spirit, and he was Sun Wukong.

I always like his broad back, lay on top of it, and have a special sense of security.

It's been a long time since he's had my back, and he really misses this feeling.