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I moved my body and pulled my head out of Su Jiawang's arms. My head wasn't as dizzy as before, and I sat up.

After returning to the bathroom, Su Jiawang was still sleeping. The nurse had come to take my temperature, so I asked casually, "When did he come?"

"Last night at around 7 PM, you were sleeping when he arrived, so I didn't call for you." The nurse said enthusiastically, then whispered to me, "Is this your boyfriend? It's so sweet, I haven't slept for almost an entire night, afraid that you might have a high fever again. So I stayed here all night. "

After taking your temperature, the nurse said happily, "Well, basically you've got your fever under control. Don't go out and get cold again. After you finish your breakfast, we'll have to take the infusion. We have arranged for a Chinese medicine to be used to help you heal your body. Take it at noon and try to help you get out of the hospital before New Year's Eve. "

"Okay, thank you."

Just as we were talking about that, Su Jiawang also woke up.

The nurse pushed the cart out.

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Su Jiawang rubbed his sleepy eyes and after recalling his memories, he looked at me a little embarrassed. "Sorry, you kept having nightmares last night. "But I don't know what happened next, so I slept on your bed."

I didn't want to make the atmosphere awkward, so I deliberately joked, "Ha, you didn't just sleep on my bed, you're still hugging me."

"Is there?" Su Jiawang scratched the back of his head, feeling even more embarrassed.

He had just woken up, and his face was filled with ignorance. He looked adorable, innocent, and extremely adorable.

"Alright, you're blushing. You've never been like this before." I walked over and pinched his face like I used to, then continued to tease him. "Tell me honestly, how did you manage to hold yourself in your arms with such a beautiful woman in your arms, huh?"

Su Jiawang grabbed onto my arm, scratching me until I couldn't stop laughing, he raised his hands and laid on the bed, then looked at me seriously and said: "You really don't remember what you dreamed about last night?"

"I don't remember." My heart skipped a beat. It can't be that I took the initiative to throw myself at him, right? That would be awkward.

"You, ah, have a high fever and fainted. You have been crying all this time, crying like the rain. I have never seen you cry like this before." "At that time, I was too preoccupied with feeling sorry for you, how could I have the mood to daydream about you ~"

"Oh ~" I was relieved, but luckily I didn't lose my virtue after getting sick.

After Su Jiawang said those words, no one knew what he was thinking.

I realized that he was thinking about the person he loved, and I almost forgot that I was not the person he loved.

Thinking about how we were both drunk last night and the contents of the call, he shook his arm in a spoiled manner and asked, "Jia Wang, do you really still feel sorry for me?"

Su Jiawang blurted out, "Of course."

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"Then tell me, who is the person you love, male or female, and why do you use it as a pretense?"

Su Jiawang's expression clearly froze for a moment, before he subconsciously denied it. "No, Winky, I do love you."

"Don't you remember what you told me last night when you were drunk?"

Su Jiawang scratched his head and looked at me with a puzzled expression, looking confused and innocent, "I don't remember, I only know that I drank a lot last night. So what did I say? "

Seeing Su Jiawang's expression, it didn't seem like he was lying, but he had indeed lied to me for many years, I don't know if he did it on purpose or if he was trying to trick me, but I want to talk about it. Then, he told Su Jiawang very seriously, "I'm sorry, I fell in love with TA first."

The light smile on the corner of Su Jiawang's mouth disappeared in an instant. Although he had managed to force out a smile in time, the evasive look in his eyes had betrayed his heart.

"I'm going to wash my face. Are you hungry? I'll go buy breakfast. Yesterday, Kanagol called and asked me to take care of you … "

Su Jiawang said incoherently, wanting to escape, but I grabbed onto his arm.

I felt a little sad in my heart, so I gently shook his arm and sincerely said: "Jia Wang, don't be like this, I consider you to be my big brother and my best friend. It's fine if you don't want to say it, and you don't need to explain to me either. I'm not trying to find out who you love and who that person is … I just don't want you to put up with it that hard. You know, I've always been selfish, even my eldest aunt has a stomachache and has to complain to you. I want you to share the pain with me because you said that you're my elder brother and you'll protect me for the rest of my life … … So, if you have any pain in your heart, tell me. I can be your heartiest listener and never betray you. Because I am someone who has no parents. I really don't want to lose you. "

Su Jiawang looked down at me with reddened eyes. After being silent for a long while, he said, "You stayed in my house for five years, and never told me that your parents were actually still alive, and had a younger brother. Did you know, I saw on the news that you were being accused by your brother and that your parents were forcing you to donate a kidney to him. I was really angry at the time, so angry that you didn't tell me the truth, because you had always been living like a carefree orphan.

"It's not like that. It's my own vanity. I don't want others to know that I have a terrible past. Their existence, to me, is a painful reminder. I want to do my best to forget them and live my real life."

"Therefore, we all have our own reasons." Su Jiawang pushed away the hand that I was placing on his arm, and still kept on lowering his head, not looking at me, "Just pretend that you didn't hear what I said last night when you were drunk, and don't take it to heart. "Also, you are still my favorite person, my eternal sister, the girl I still have to protect. That has never changed."

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What can I say but thank you?

The atmosphere was heavy. Su Jiawang got off the bed and went to the bathroom to wash his face.

Looking at his figure that gradually disappeared behind the corner of the wall, I clearly felt that I had lost the Su Jiawang that I used to have. The person that appeared in front of me now was a completely different person, or perhaps the real him.

A long time later, Su Jiawang told me that he had felt the same way that morning, hiding behind the wall and looking at me, who was at a loss while feeling lonely and helpless. He felt that I was very unfamiliar, and he felt that he would lose me because of that.

I thought so too.

Like sand that could not be caught, he could only helplessly watch as the person he was most familiar with turned into a stranger.

This feeling was truly helpless.

If that wish could be fulfilled, who wouldn't want to be a man with a family, who wouldn't want to be alone for the rest of their lives, who wouldn't want to have a companion, who wouldn't want to have a safe haven, who wouldn't want to walk that difficult and calculating road.

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Fortunately, the heavens have treated me well after all. Just as I was feeling dispirited, Shan Liang's appearance had finally awakened Su Jiawang …