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I pulled open the door to the floating window and subconsciously looked at Gao Kan's figure inside the window.

He was holding the chopsticks and holding the noodles to his lips. His lips were slightly parted, but he did not eat. His posture was frozen in place.

When I walked down the wooden steps and couldn't help looking back, he was still in a daze.

I couldn't help but mutter in my heart. Coincidentally, I met Gao Ziyu walking in this direction, and called out to him as if nothing had happened.

"Uncle Gao, happy new year ~!"

"Xiao Yi, happy new year ~ ~!" Gao Ziyu replied happily, he even fished out a red packet from his suit pocket and passed it to me, "Uncle sealed this red packet for you, please take it."

"Thank you, Uncle Gao!" He took the red packet and placed it in his bag. Coincidentally, there was a waiter carrying a plate towards here, so I called him over and brought down two cups of wine, passing one to Gao Ziyu, "Uncle Gao, I haven't seen you personally since the end of the year. This cup of wine that I thank you for, although it was given a little late, but you understand my intentions."

"Oh, okay, thank you little girl." Gao Ziyu took a sip of the wine, and on his similarly thin face, a faint smile appeared. He looked towards the floating window, and asked softly, "Have you seen Director Gao yet?"

"Well, you two. What was going on? "After the Spring Festival, when they disappeared, they lost a lot of weight."

Gao Ziyu said simply two words, "Busy."

"Uncle Gao" I showed a bitter face and acted like a spoiled child, "Can you tell me the truth? Did something happen to Gao Kan's body? I could see that his heart ached, but he didn't say anything to me. Instead, he refused to let me leave even though he was thousands of miles away. It's been a long time. "

Gao Ziyu rubbed his fingers, laughed dryly, and did not say a word.

He wouldn't tell me the truth, so I asked, "Or. Is it Gao Kan who has another girl he likes? "

I suddenly thought of the matter of Gao Kan accompanying Long Xiaohong around. Didn't the TV dramas often say that "I have a niece and a niece that likes you, if you marry her I will invest for you", could it be that this kind of story would fall on Gao Kan?

If he was threatened by Long Xiaohong again, he would definitely be trapped. Otherwise, he would have no way out.

"Uncle Gao, you can tell me. If that is the case, then I will stay far away from him. You also know that I am not smart, and am stubborn … … I don't want Gao Kan to think that I'm pestering him or delaying his future. "

Gao Ziyu no longer evaded with his words, as if he was considering it carefully, and advised: "Xiao Yi, where are you thinking? Director Gao has been busy with company matters for the past half month, how could he have the time to look for other girls. He just happened to encounter some things that he found hard to accept.

"What is it?" I was surprised. Could it be that he discovered the evidence of me 'betraying' him?

On that day in San Ya, he protected me so much, so logically speaking, our relationship should get closer and closer.

"I'm not sure about that, but there's something wrong with his body. I just went to the hospital to get a bunch of pills." If you have nothing else to do, why don't you accompany him? Tomorrow morning, we will be flying to Africa. We might not be able to return for two to three months. "

Two or three months, that long!

I actually wanted to accompany Gao Kan, but I couldn't hold it in and throw him off by myself. I didn't feel like going back.

Regret and contradiction.

As we were talking, Gao Kan suddenly walked over to us.

His footsteps were unhurried and he seemed to be deep in thought. When someone greeted him, he would wave his hand in a perfunctory manner. When that person saw that he didn't want to speak, he tactfully walked away.

When we reached me, we looked at each other, and then, with great tacit understanding, looked away.

Gao Kan said in a depressing voice, "Old Gao, let's go back to the Jinyuan. I need something."

"Alright …" Gao Ziyu replied habitually, then immediately changed his words: "Aiya, I just remembered, I drank quite a bit just now. I can't drive."

It just so happened that Little Wang came over. He waved at him and called out, "Little Wang, you didn't drink, right?"

Little Wang hurriedly said, "No, I promise not to touch any of it."

Gao Ziyu asked me, "Xiao Yi, do you mind sending us off your driver?"

"Mm, alright." I faintly feel that this is Gao Ziyu giving us two a chance. He just took a sip of his wine a moment ago.

Gao Kan suddenly asked me: "Didn't you have something to do? Just let Old Gao call the driver. "

My face didn't even turn red as I lied, "It's done."

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As the car drove off, Xiao Wang was not very familiar with the roads of the Jinyuan, so Gao Ziyu sat in the front seat and adjusted the route of the GPRS with him.

Gao Kan and Yue Yang sat in the back row. He was still silent and didn't seem to be in high spirits, as if he was very tired. After getting on the car, he leaned back in his seat and closed his eyes.

Jinyuan isn't too far from here, I vaguely heard Old Wang say that he would be there in half an hour, but Gao Kan didn't have any intention to talk to me, and I couldn't find any topics to talk to either. In the end, I lost my cool and stopped thinking about the topic, turning my face to the other side, and looked at the lights flying by outside the window.

The world was a blur of flowing light and overflowing color. The fireworks on the fifteenth day of the first month bloomed more and more flourishing as the night deepened.

At first, I only looked out the window to divert my attention. But gradually, I was attracted by the increasingly beautiful and diverse fireworks, so I leaned over the window to look carefully. I took a few pictures with my cell phone and uploaded them to Weibo.

I originally wanted to send it to the official Weibo account, so I clicked on "I", preparing to switch accounts. Then, I saw in the message board the two unread messages from "Floating Dream" that I had received, so I opened it to take a look.

"Only now do I know how much pain a person who doesn't receive a response to love, a person who has always paid the price, is feeling."

"The more I think about it, the more I can't forgive myself. She has experienced so many lonely and painful days and nights, yet I sit by and enjoy myself, being loved by her for nothing … It was unfair to her. When I think about it, I can't say those three words without guilt in my heart. "

Just by looking at these words, I could feel the pain in my "Floating Dream". He must have been in pain then, right?

I flipped through the microblog page of "Floating Dreams". There was an update. The picture showed a glass filled with a little red wine.

Maybe he was drunk and asleep by now.

I have experienced that when a person is in pain, they will choose to use alcohol to numb themselves. Although doing this is useless, it can at least help them forget their pain for a while. For example, at this moment, I really want to get drunk.

He could even use the alcohol to pretend that he was crazy, grabbing Gao Kan's collar and asking him what was wrong with him. If he had anything painful to say, please tell me, tell me, I want to share some of it with him. I wanted to kiss the bitterness from the corner of his mouth, to make him happy.

But the sober me, very cowardly, don't have the guts.

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"Heh, perhaps things aren't as bad as you think. I have also loved a person deeply before, and those sacrifices were all voluntary. Regardless of happiness or pain, to me, they are all love. If you don't take the time to confess to her, maybe she will really lose her patience and throw herself into someone else's arms. By then, it will be too late for regret. "

"We girls are actually very stingy. When we love, we will feel that the whole world can resist, but once we stop loving at a certain moment, we will never be able to recover. Do you know eyes? It can hold the world, but not a single grain of sand. "

I typed the message on the screen to "Floating Dreams." I hoped he would wake up tomorrow morning and see that he had the courage to confess to his beloved girl instead of suffering alone.

Maybe the girl, like me, was suffering from the vagaries of a pendulum.

I didn't expect that after this was said, my mind cleared up quite a bit.

Since there were hidden words in his heart, why couldn't he say them out loud?

Maybe, Gao Kan was waiting for me to ask, do you want to stay tonight?

Men are not good at words.

The person he loved first, he couldn't care less about the gains and losses, or else he might lose the one in ten thousand chance of being loved.

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"Little Wang!"

In the silence of the carriage, I suddenly let out a shout. Little Wang hurriedly turned around and asked me what was wrong.

Afraid that I would regret it, I recited what I had thought of in a rush.

"Can you find a place to buy fireworks?" I want to buy some. "

Before Xiao Wang could react, Gao Ziyu answered for him, "Okay, I know a place to sell it."

I sat in the middle and touched Gao Kan's arm to wake him up.

He really had fallen asleep.

When I opened my eyes, I rubbed my eyes and looked around in a daze before fixing my gaze on me.

He looked so sleepy, so cute.

However, I still wanted to gamble with myself. I mustered my courage and said to him, "I want to release fireworks, but my district forbids it, so can your Jinyuan do it?"

Can you do it?

If he didn't understand any more, he would …

I was just thinking about it, but did not expect Gao Kan to blurt out, "No."

Like a balloon with a hole in it, the gathered courage fell to the sidewalk.

They were run over by the wheels.

He had obviously anticipated the outcome, but his heart was in pain.

I was lost for more than ten seconds, forcing a smile and an "Oh."

Suddenly, Gao Kan opened the window and pointed outside, saying to Gao Ziyu: "How about we stop here?"