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The makeup artist quickly gave me some makeup, and the rest of them were politely invited to another dressing room by Xiao Wang ge-ge to let us chat.

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He seemed to have a special ability that made it easy for people to forgive themselves and resent others. In the dressing room, Su Jiawang spoke leisurely about how he had been busy over the past few months preparing for his new company, the artists he had signed a contract with, the TV dramas he planned to shoot, the director he invited, as well as his relationship with Shan Liang progress, etc. Not to mention his mysterious lover, but he had also brought me over to his house because of Su Hengwen.

He still remembered one time when Su Hengwen insisted on taking me to a royal ball. If I didn't go, he would be angry at me and even scold me. Zhao Lizhen chimed in from the side. Scolding me was just a piece of trash, it was useless at all.

At that time, I cried so much that I secretly left the Su Family in the middle of the night. It was Su Jiawang who searched everywhere, brought me back, and then had a huge argument with his parents, telling them, I'm his sister, no one is allowed to bully her and chase her away, or else they were chasing him, and even viciously saying that I'm someone he likes and wants to protect. Whether they agree or not to accept me, he will definitely marry me when he grows up.

He, who had always been a good boy in the Su Family, had quarreled with Su Hengwen many times for me. To protect me, marry me, and love me, these were the three groups of words that were always on his lips.

I had no doubt of it, and thought that warmth, familiarity, was a lie.

They were father and son, an ally, and I, who had been brought home by them from the beginning, was the girl they had raised as a "skinny horse."

Although she didn't hate him, she still felt upset when she found out the truth.

I told Gao Kan before, that the youth memories he gave me were beautiful and precious. The beautiful youth that Su Jiawang gave me before, wasn't it also very precious?

But now, those memories seemed very strange to me. Every time I recalled some of the details, the first thought that appeared in my subconscious was: Was Su Jiawang's words true or false? Did he do it to trick me into staying at his house, or was it for my own good? In those days when we were intimately in bed together, did he really have a pure heart, and did he not do anything he shouldn't have done while I was asleep? I've told him a lot of secrets and secrets. Can he keep it a secret for me as always?

In short, just like this, it was no longer warm and beautiful, but full of suspicion and suspicion.

This is also the biggest difference between Gao Kan and him. Although Gao Kan and I had our suspicions and sloppiness, every memory he gave me was real, and every word he said was loud and forceful. He didn't need to doubt a single word to be able to make me completely trust him.

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"... "What are you thinking?"

Su Jiawang's voice suddenly came from afar, and I shook my head absent-mindedly. "I suddenly remember that I recorded a song yesterday, and the lyrics can't be recalled no matter how hard I try. "Sorry ~"

"I'm fine." Su Jiawang did not mind, and sensibly waved his hand, "Busy people! I think we should be able to rest for a while now, right? "Well, I almost forgot, there's still an album to do, right?"

"Yes, it's almost a slaughter here. It's going to be released soon. The next few performances will be …"

Rest for a while?

I really didn't have time to think about it, but when I was chatting with Zhou Zhou a few days ago, I suddenly felt that I should return to school and continue to finish my studies.

Thinking this way, I told him the truth: "Then I have to go back to school and finish my last year of school."

Su Jiawang was very happy: "Amazing, I really envy you. You can do whatever you want, that kind of feeling is too great, isn't it?"

I said, "Yeah, didn't you do the same thing before?"

"Before?" As if it was something that happened a long time ago, Su Jiawang smiled bitterly and kept quiet for a few dozen seconds before saying: "There's still something I want to tell you."

"Hmm?"

"Do you still remember how I went to find Kanagol a year ago? I told him everything about that night and your email was stolen, but he said he didn't want to talk about the past. He also told me not to tell anyone else that you had met, or else you would settle the score with me. He, he said … "

Su Jiawang's hesitation aroused my suspicions and curiosity, but I suppressed my curiosity and did not ask him what Gao Kan had said. Instead, I looked at my watch, stood up and said: "It's almost time, I have something more important to do, if you have nothing else to say, I will be leaving first."

Su Jiawang also anxiously stood up, and stopped talking. He spoke quickly: "Glittering, Kanagol said that you are now the pillar of the company, he hopes that you are doing well … This is also what I hope for, and also, if you can persuade him not to fight with Gao Dong anymore, it would be beneficial for both of you. "

"Gao Dong?" In the end, I couldn't hold it in anymore and mockingly said to Su Jiawang, "Do you also intend to follow your father's example and be loyal to Gao Junfeng?"

I remember that in the past, he hated Gao Junfeng the most, and when I mentioned him, I couldn't wait to kill him. I remember that in the past, he despised Gao Junfeng the most, and when I mentioned him, I just wanted to kill him.

Thinking about this, I felt especially sad.

Could this be the price of growing up and becoming mature?

"No, Gleaming, you misunderstand …" I, I am a newcomer to this circle after all, not fawning on you in any way, just a normal interpersonal relationship. You have always been so smart that you will definitely understand why I did that, right? I have my own difficulties too. "

If I didn't understand the truth of the past, I would have definitely sympathized with his sorrowful eyes. But now, other than feeling sad for him, I don't want to say anything else.

"Supervisor Su, this name is pretty good, much more pleasing to the ear than some genius pianist. I wish you all the best in the future. In the event that I am abandoned by E.G. in the future, you must remember to leave a spot for me."

"Glittering, can you not look at me like that …" Su Jiawang grabbed my arm, laughed, but it was even uglier than crying. He said: "Our relationship can't go back to how it was before, there's no need to be so unfamiliar with me right? If Kanagol can do it, I can do it too. I admit, I can't compare to him in everything, but in terms of relationship, I won't lose to him in any way. "

When Su Jiawang said the word "feelings", for some reason, I felt very angry, and even a little disgusted. I couldn't help but to push his hand away, and without even a trace of politeness, I said to him in a slightly cold tone. "Su Jiawang, can we not say such things?"

He grabbed my hand again and bellowed emotionally, "Are you angry? What was he angry about? Are you angry that I raised myself to the same words as Gao Kan? You don't think I'm worthy? Do you think that I can never compare to him? "