I really did make a ruckus and wanted to put it out myself. Just when I was racking my brains to coax him to make an appointment with another beauty, the phone suddenly rang.

"Sorry ~ I got a call." After greeting Justin, no matter what his expression was, I slid off the screen and walked away.

-

"Sister Shan ~"

It was Little Wang's voice on the phone, but it sounded a little dejected. However, when she asked him what was wrong, he was unable to explain himself.

I was a little angry, "What happened? What was going on with him not sleeping in the middle of the night? If you have something to say, then say it out loud! "

Little Wang stammered out, "Sis, I … I might have hurt you …" "I'm sorry, but I still feel like I have to tell you, or else I really won't be able to sleep." "… … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … …

Did you harm me?

"Speak, pick up the main point."

"Mr. Gao came back. Uncle Gao told me to go and pick him up, then I told him to say that you were alone in Lan Jiang, but he didn't have any objections and directly returned to Jinyuan. Furthermore, he also said that he didn't want me to tell you about his return. I'm sorry Sister Shan, I didn't intentionally sell out the Mr. Gao, but I think I should still tell you. "

"That's it?"

"Eh, Sister Shan, don't you think that Director Gao's actions are a little strange?"

"... "I don't think so." Instead, I thought Wang was a little weird.

I didn't understand what Xiao Wang meant by killing me. Gao Kan didn't tell me the date of return, he just suddenly came back in the middle of the night, probably because he wanted to surprise me, right?

Plus, we've known each other for so many years, and even though the flame of love has just revived, and we haven't seen each other for two months since the last time we left Fuji, I certainly want to see him. But, his life in Africa is very tiring, so I hope he can go home and sleep in peace.

Xiao Wang continued, "If I continue to speak further, I was afraid that you would beat me to death. At that time, when I went into the film crew's makeup artist, I saw you hug that Su fellow. At that time, I was holding my phone to video chat with the Mr. Gao. "At that time, I forgot about surnamed Su and went straight in. When I saw that he was obscene and forcefully hugged you, I immediately became anxious and forgot about the fact that my phone was still in the video."

"Huh?" He spoke incoherently, incoherently, and I didn't understand much of what he was saying.

"I guessed that Mr. Gao might have seen that scene back then, but I'm not sure if he really minded, so I didn't tell you directly. When we got home, I called Big Sis Lisa and asked her about you and surnamed Su. "That's when I felt bad, so after thinking about it, I still feel like I have to tell you."

This time, he spoke very quickly. I finally heard it clearly. The first thing he wanted to do was to hit him, he wanted to beat him to death in an instant!

Little Wang asked me fearfully, "... Sister Shan, why aren't you saying anything? "Sorry, I know you want to beat me to death, I really didn't do it on purpose …"

Hearing my silence, he vowed to his death, "Tomorrow, when Director Gao wakes up, I will personally explain to him that the person surnamed Su came over by himself. It has nothing to do with you, he was the one who hugged you forcefully! Sister Shan, you can hit me and scold me if you want, but it's my fault, so just don't not say anything, okay? "

I took a few deep breaths and suppressed the raging anger in my heart. I told him in a very gentle tone, "I understand. This matter has nothing to do with you. It's enough for you to do what you should. Go to sleep."

Xiao Wang called out to me worriedly, "Sister Shan, how were you doing at the hotel?"

"No problem, good night." I calmly hung up the phone and walked back to the burning campfire, which reflected the rose-colored night sky. I wanted to talk to someone, even that unscrupulous Justin, to get through the warm, unendurable spring night.

I was afraid that the moment I stopped, I would wonder if Gao Kan had seen the scene of me hugging Su Jiawang. Would he also remember those things that made him feel pain and restlessness?

We clearly said that if there was anything between us, we would be frank with each other. Yet, he chose to hide it.

But no matter what Gao Kan chooses, I can't blame him. The person who has to be loyal to love is me, and the only thing I can do is to spend the entire night happily chatting with strangers, and drink alcohol to numb my anxious thoughts until they crumble, to make myself look as though I really don't know anything, and to enjoy this blissful night that was seduced by his good friend.

It wasn't until dawn, when the morning sun rose from the clouds and we, who had not slept all night, and who knew who was "going to see when the tide comes up," came in twos and threes to the observation deck overlooking the whole of the river and its downstream, wrapped in our only clothes, and for the next hour or two we saw the pink water sloshing from the river to the sea.

"WOW, how beautiful ~"

"Azzing!"

"It's been a long time since I've seen such a beautiful sunset. It's so beautiful!"

Praise, one after another, Justin, who had found another close friend, was busy taking pictures with a camera, as if all the beautiful rivers were nothing more than this.

Weak intermittent rays of sunrise light on the river, accompanied by occasional camera flashes. After half an hour, there was a wave of whispers and everyone looked at the river as if they had changed their minds. A two meter tall wave was surging towards the shore, breaking the river and forming a huge barrier.

The rushing current was unreserved, rushing past our telescopes and rolling away.

When people first saw the high tide, they were always excited to cheer and take pictures, and when the waves repeated themselves later, they were unable to attract the attention of a tired brain that was full of revelry throughout the night.

It was unknown who had a tired voice as he shouted, "Go to bed, see you at night." At first, the spectators swarmed away like a swarm of bees.

I didn't follow them back to my room in the elevator, but stayed out of the way.

He grew up in the interior as a child and then was busy traveling. Even though he had traveled to many places, he had never experienced such a complicated feeling when viewing the scenery alone.

-

There were several times when I couldn't control myself and wanted to take out my phone to call the Jinyuan. I would secretly call the Auntie Li or Gao Ziyu and ask him how Gao Kan was doing, whether he was sleeping well, whether he drank a lot, and whether he smoked a lot of cigarettes in the dark night sky until dawn in the east.

In the end, he had to shut off his phone and cut off his thoughts.

I wanted to hear a negative answer, but I was also afraid that they wouldn't agree to it. Gao Kan actually fell asleep right after he finished his midnight snack and had a bath. He slept very well in the morning and slept lazily until around ten in the morning — —

If what Auntie Li Gao Ziyu told me was the truth as mentioned above, then I would be even more upset. This only proves one thing, that Gao Kan was really like what Su Jiawang said, that he did not care about asking me questions in the past, was actually because he did not care about me, and only wanted to use this opportunity to stabilize my heart. Lisa had discussed with me before, and a few entertainment companies that had offered tens of times the price wanted to sign me, but they would even rather pay me for the breach of contract.

Based on the fact that Gao Kan wanted to defeat Gao Junfeng that much, in order to take revenge for his abandonment of him and his mother's suicide by jumping off a building, anything was possible.

I was afraid that Gao Kan would not be jealous, but at the same time, I was afraid that he would be jealous to the point of torturing himself.

While I was thinking this, a gentle voice kept asking myself, Is the happy day and night he spent with you in Japan not enough for you to understand his heart?

Soon another sharp, questioning voice would reply: What does that mean? After those strange lovers, they might also have an untimely thought about each other due to their momentary infatuation. A momentary joy didn't mean anything. Maybe he did it on impulse, just to make up for his lack of feelings?

Just like many guys and girls who had a one-night stand, the first man who woke up was completely drunk. When he saw the unfamiliar woman beside him, he was so calm that he no longer had any lust.

If he had any sense of conscience, he would probably order a breakfast for the other person, then turn around and walk away from that night's entanglement, while the woman, who had woken up in the middle of the night and pretended to be asleep, longed to remember his face and drive him home the next time he was drunk.

Just like with the checkout line, the first person who packed up the goods, calmly put some change in his wallet, and left with the cart, did not know that the next person waiting for the checkout had fallen in love with him.

Love is a kind of senseless and fated thing.

With this thought in mind, my mood gradually calmed down. It was just that the ending of the tide before me was even more unsettling. All of this made one feel a faint sense of foreboding, as if someone was pressing down on a tiny lever in the universe, and nature and time were being overturned at this very moment.

The meagre love between Gao Kan and I couldn't stand being probed by others and any other high tide. Every time I opened my mouth to speak to him, I would already think about what I wanted to say many times in my mind before carefully speaking it out for him.

He was afraid that he would disturb the peace for a while, but it suddenly caused an uncontrollable upheaval.