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"Let's go together later." Gao Kan pulled my arm from the back, then handed the tablet computer over to Xiao Yun, "Since it's like this, I won't say much. You guys go ahead and deal with it, don't let anyone die here, there's a total of 1.2.3 people."

Xiao Yun smiled and said: "Ok, small height total, take care."

-

Because so many people were watching, I had to walk very slowly. When I met the people who greeted me just now, I even bid them farewell with a smile on my face. It wasn't until I left the garden and walked to a corner where no one was around that I stopped and released my tears, which I had endured until they started to ache.

Su Jiawang can love anyone, but how can he lie to me like that?

Lies, lies, all lies.

I thought that he was the purest youth, the one I trusted the most. His friends and family have already become very unfamiliar with him, but I didn't expect him to have an even bigger lie.

This really refreshed my worldview and my knowledge.

What did a man go through to make his life into a pathetic lie?

It's no wonder he's drunk and said such unpleasant words to me. I'm afraid he had already wanted to take revenge for Qian Yang right?

I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. It was too unpleasant, like I was in a nightmare and couldn't wake up.

-

Gao Kan, who had been silently following behind me, did not come close to me. He stood not far away for a long time, finished smoking a cigarette, and then walked over. He squatted down, put his arm around my shoulders, and placed his chin on my forehead, then warmly asked, "Is it difficult?"

"... "Right." My legs buckled and I fell to my knees.

Somewhere in the bottom of my heart, it felt like there was a hole. I didn't know what was slipping away, leaving me little by little, but I couldn't catch it.

"Big brother is here. Be good and don't be sad." Gao Kan hugged me tightly in his embrace, as if he was coaxing a child, he patted my back and said, "I will never leave you again. That kind of thing will never happen again."

"Woo woo …" Tears, following Gao Kan's extremely gentle words, finally burst out. I was too uncomfortable, but I didn't dare cry too loudly, so I bit his tie and sobbed.

Gao Kan sighed, wiping my tears, and asked: "Why do you love him so much?"

"... "No, I did not, I never loved him!" I quickly shook my head and explained everything to Gao Kan.

"Stupid." Gao Kan smiled happily, he pushed the hair on my face back to the end and asked, "Come, then tell Big Brother, what are you feeling sad about?"

I shook my head. For a moment, I didn't know why, but I felt uncomfortable.

Gao Kan kissed my eyes and patiently guided me: "Tell me, Big Brother is listening, you can tell me anything you want to say. Believe me, don't keep it in your heart alone, hm?"

"Hmm …" I stopped sobbing and leaned on his shoulder. I stayed silent for a while, before I gradually calmed down and said, "I don't know why Su Jiawang lied to me like this. How many are still lying to me? When he thought of how he had once lived in a lie, that feeling was like his faith had collapsed and the last straw was crushed … Gao Kan, Big Brother, I only have you now, from now on, no matter what happens, don't lie to me, don't tell me you're lying. "

"Alright," Gao Kan promised, "I will never leave you."

"No, don't say that to me." I covered Gao Kan's lips and said softly, "We are still too young and there are too many variables in the future. I don't need to make any promises to tie you up.

Gao Kan scratched my nose in dissatisfaction: "Hey, do you have so little confidence in me? Do you think that I can't give you a future, or what?"

"No, I... I'm sorry, my mind is in a mess. "

"Alright, I won't tease you anymore. For something like a sense of security, I'll give it to you bit by bit. You have more confidence in me, huh?"

"Yes."

"Let's go, it's the middle of the night. It's not good for people to see us here." Gao Kan pulled me up.

Only after hearing his reminder, I realized that it was already 12: 30 in the morning on my alloy watch. I hurriedly said to Gao Kan, "Aren't you going to go back to the capital to see Long Xiaohong? Hurry up and go, don't delay your business, I'll go back and sleep. "

Gao Kan embraced me, patted my butt, and said: "I'll sleep with you, so that you won't have nightmares."

"No need."

"Be good." Gao Kan placed his hand on my chest, "Do you feel that there's a big hole here that Big Brother can comfort you with, fill it up, huh?"

Tears that had just stopped flowed out from the moist bottom of his heart once again.

-

After that, Gao Kan did not leave in a hurry. He called Gao Ziyu and arranged for him to first bring Long Xiaohong to the hotel to rest. During breakfast, he would rush back.

It was only 120 minutes, but it was precious to both of us. Choosing this profession is fated to bring us together more and more. Currently, he is in the start-up phase and I am in the upgrades. I can't let go of my job either.

After washing up, I returned to my bed. Gao Kan accompanied me and chatted about the matters of the day, and asked, "What nightmares did you have back then? Tell me about it. "

I honestly said, "When I dreamed that Yi Shouzhuo died, he pinched my neck, telling me to call him daddy. If I didn't agree, he would strangle me to death."

Gao Kan said, "Actually, I still really want to have that kind of love in my heart, but I just can't forgive it, right?"

"Well, what about you?"

Gao Kan was silent for a moment, then said: "Me too, unforgivable, he used Qian Yang to force my mother to death, did you know that? I drove home that day and bought a new car. I was so happy, so happy, listening to the music, and boasting with my new classmates about the date of the next party. Just before I got out of the car, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world, that I was still young and happy, that I would always be so lucky. "

This is the first time Gao Kan has mentioned his mother to me. Even though his voice is very calm, the posture of hugging me tightly.

I knew he was lost in memory.

He gradually let go of my slightly aching arm and continued, "When I was downstairs, I smelled the fragrance of the dishes coming from the kitchen. Suddenly, just like when I occasionally met my mother at home when I was young, I called her mother happily, but she didn't answer me. After that, I called her a second time, and her body fell right in front of me …"

I really don't dare to imagine what kind of attack the Gao Kan of that time had suffered when he witnessed the death of the person he loved the most in this world!