"Han Youya!" I pulled her arm, my knees went weak, and knelt down towards her, "Can I beg you to let Gao Kan go?"
Han Youya was shocked by my actions. She was startled for a moment, and then she shook my hand off, and fiercely said: "Are you crazy! The person who is unwilling to let Gao Kan go is you, not me! "
I really didn't understand what she was thinking, but I felt really bad and asked her, "Gao Kan loves me, and I love him as well. No matter what happened in the past, now, he intends to start over again. Why do you have to be so meddlesome? To make him suffer, is that what you want to see? "
"Without you, he might suffer for a while, but this is better than a lifetime of pain. What shameful things have you done, don't you have any points in your heart? Do you really think that he is so magnanimous, so magnanimous that he would ignore the relationship between you and Su Jiawang? Let me tell you, he was just enduring. With his forgiveness, you'll be happy. You'll be happy. Do you know how much pain he's feeling right now? Do you know how he spent his days alone, drunk to the point of bleeding from the stomach, smoking to the point of coughing, and committing suicide? You don't know, you only care about your own gratification! "
Han Youya bent down and knelt in front of me, and used her slender white fingers to support my arm, and held onto it tightly. Her fingertips trembled, and she looked at me with a gaze that was filled with both pity and hate, "Yi Shanshan, I beg you, don't think that there is no such thing as a unique woman in this world, okay? If I wanted to seize A Kan, I wouldn't have married Lin Zheng Yi back then. I just can't bear to see him once again fall into a quagmire after having led such a good life! Back then, when he had nothing left, I was the one who pulled him out. Now, the person who wants to drag him down from his happiness, is the love that you think you are! "
"Also, I think you should thank me. If I didn't remind you, these photos would have been randomly posted online, and you wouldn't have been able to wash them clean for the rest of your life! Of course, I won't use such a LOW method. As long as you have some face, don't give A Kan any trouble. You Bane of the Bane, you better get as far away from him as you can! "
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After Han Youya finished speaking, she slammed the door and walked out. I was pushed hard by her, my upper body lightened, and I fell backwards, squatting on my heels. Then, I just stupidly knelt there, my mind blank, as I mechanically played the words Han Youya had just said.
She said a lot of things, fiercely, like an incantation, and heavily fell on my heart, every word clearly imprinted.
Han Youya was so sure that other than bringing pain to Gao Kan, there was nothing else about my love for him, because he had also received pictures of him from Su Jiawang, intimate photographs that I don't even know where they came from.
No wonder Gao Kan hated me so much when we reunited in the emerald water. Every single time we met, he would want to strangle my expression to death.
Unknowingly, I also started to suspect and fear. Gao Kan said that he didn't care anymore, and when he said to start over, could he really forgive me?
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"Ding ling ling ~"
A cell phone rang in my pocket, waking me up from my painful reverie.
When I came back to my senses, I realised that I was at a photographic base. I couldn't let anyone find out that I had lost control of my body. I rubbed my swollen and numb legs, stood up, picked up the broken pieces on the ground, tore them into pieces and threw them into the trash can.
"Ding ling ling ~"
"Ding ling ling ~"
The phone is still ringing. I casually took it out and it was actually Gao Kan.
Right now, it should be midnight at his place.
When I saw these two words again, I felt a hundred emotions in my heart. I felt wronged and scared at the same time.
The thumb and fingers trembled for a long time, until it was pinched firmly into the palm of his hand. The pain made his whole body feel uncomfortable, and he didn't know how to slide down the button to tell him anything.
"Ding ling ling ~"
The fourth time, Gao Kan called again.
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The door to the temporary office was pushed open from the outside.
Xiao Wang walked in with a face full of smiles. After shouting "Sister Shan", he probably saw me lose my wits and the smile disappeared from his face.
I casually glanced at him, then my gaze returned to the phone's screen. The two words, Gao Kan, were still ringing.
"... "Sis, your phone …"
"Yes." I randomly answered and muted the phone. I put it in my pocket and said to Xiao Wang, "I have something to do in a while. If Director Gao or Lisa call you to find me, just say that I'm not feeling well and went to sleep."
"... Sis, what happened? Can I help you? "
"Just do as I say."
I rarely spoke to him in this serious tone, and Little Wang didn't dare to ask any more questions. "Three days later, at the Qingqing Festival, after the end of which the first MV of your new album will be filmed, Lisa told me to inform you of these journeys."
he said, handing me a sheet of paper with dense print.
After the carnage, I still have the MV to shoot, the tentative five promotional events for the new album, and if I were to go to school in September, I have less than three months free to deal with them.
I was covered in cold sweat, afraid that I had really gone crazy just now. I actually wanted to find that pervert Su Jiawang for a confrontation, and if he went crazy, I would be alone. If something were to happen to me, then all the effort that everyone had spent on me would have been in vain.
I'm so mad!
Gao Kan told me to ignore everything and leave it to him to settle. I know that it's enough to do what I want to do, why would I let Han Youya's words strike me down?
I never had the beautiful dream of being together with Gao Kan for all eternity, but even if we were to split up, it's not her turn to criticize us!
As this thought settled in my mind, I made up my mind even more. I took out my phone and checked my phone.
"Baby, I just had a nightmare where you cried and cried by yourself. I didn't know what happened, so I woke up and couldn't stop worrying. That's why I called you."
"Give me a message when you see the phone."
"No matter what happens, you have to tell big brother about this. Don't keep it in your heart, understand?"
When I saw Gao Kan's message, the tears that I had struggled to stop almost fell again.
This man loves me, what does Han Youya count as? She has merely accompanied him for five years, she's not his mother, what do I need to do if I'm afraid of her?!
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Xiao Wang walked to the door, turned his head to look at me, and asked worriedly, "Sister Shan, I just saw Han Youya walk out of this room. She didn't do anything to you, did she?"
"What can she do to me?" I asked back, forcing out a smile and told Little Wang, "I suddenly changed my mind. In a while, help me notify everyone that I have nothing to do tonight. I'll invite everyone to go to Golden Beautiful Beams to sing."
"Alright!" Upon hearing my words, Little Wang happily responded. A strange smile suddenly rose from the corner of his mouth, and he even winked at me before he left.
The last time I invited everyone to sing so generously was when Gao Kan and I argued over him.
It's still because of her this time, but I won't choose to get mad at Gao Kan again.
After Xiao Wang left, I called Gao Kan back. After a dozen seconds, the call connected.
"Gao Kan." I whispered his name.
"Well, is everything all right?"
"They're all pretty good, just a little busy."
"Alright, then I'll sleep now. You go home and rest early. If you have nothing to do, then find a few friends to sing and play with, don't be bored …" He spoke to me in a slurred voice, as if he were in a dream.
My heart was in a surge, tears filled my eyes, to that side of the heart to think of me, nagging man, gently said three words: "I love you."
He didn't hesitate for a second to reply. "I love you too."
"Do you love me no matter what happens?"
"Hmm? "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing. It's just that I suddenly got a bit pretentious." I evaded his questions and coaxed him, "You listen to me, go to sleep now. Bye bye ~"
"Well, I'll be home in two days. "When the time comes, love the baby and kiss her goodbye ~"
When Gao Kan said such alluring words of love, I did not doubt that he loved me. At least at this moment, he was as happy and satisfied as a child because of his love.
I replied in satisfaction, "What? Go to sleep? Be a good girl and wait for you to come home."