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After hanging up Su Jiawang's phone, my heart felt extremely stifled. This kind of feeling was as if I accidentally entered a dark alley that was about to swallow a person whole. I desperately ran, wanting to escape, but no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't see any light in front of me.

I am very familiar with this kind of situation, it's like this every once in a while, you can get sick from eating some medicine, but ever since my Gao Kan came back, he threw away those medicines and said that he was a good medicine to cure the darkness in the depths of my heart.

I got up and drank a lot of wine. I felt a little dizzy. I staggered back to my bed. It still wasn't working.

It was as if there was a trapped beast locked in its chest. It struggled with its fangs and brandished its claws, trying its best to get out. However, I was unable to find an exit, and the tearing pain made my heart ache.

This feeling was simply too unbearable.

In the end, ignoring the possibility that Gao Kan might be working, I opened Facebook and sent him a video request.

Even though it sounded a long time twice, Gao Kan didn't pick it up, but to me, as long as I saw his name, it was already a great comfort. As long as I thought about how sweet it was to be with him, and reminiscing about the layers of clouds that had been pressing down on my heart, all of the gloom and gloom that Su Jiawang had brought was slowly dispersed by the light that was being emitted by Gao Kan.

The third time, two rings, I was just about to hang up when the video suddenly got picked up.

On the other side of the screen, Gao Kan was sitting upright with his gold eyes, his eyebrows were knitted slightly, and his expression was cold.

Seeing this, I knew that this was a meeting.

I stuck my tongue out at him, and the two of us looked at each other in tacit understanding. He gave me a slight wave of his hand, and then his slender fingers slid across the screen, sending me a loving emoji as well as "Big brother is here, wait for me obediently". After sending the message, he put his phone to the side and continued the meeting as if nothing had happened.

At this point, Gao Kan definitely knew that I was making a phone call. I had a nightmare and lost sleep, so this unannounced gentleness made me feel moved and relieved.

I placed the phone beside my pillow and stared at the side of Gao Kan's face on the screen. Listening to his deep, serious and charming voice, my gloomy mood gradually calmed down.

After waiting for eleven minutes, the meeting ended with Gao Kan announcing "We will end it here today, thank you everyone". Everyone around him got up and bid their farewells to him. The conference room was quickly emptied, and the last person who left closed the door and sat upright, Gao Kan then stopped whatever he was doing and stretched his body before standing up to make a cup of coffee and returning.

After Gao Kan drank a bit of coffee and tidied up the documents, he leaned his entire body back into the chair, slanted his head, supported his chin with his hands, and looked at me lazily with a smile. There was an unspeakable tenderness and doting in his eyes.

Just looking at him like this, I felt like my heart was about to melt. The heart mentioned in the book had just bloomed into a flower, probably at this very moment.

We stared at each other like that for dozens of seconds. He couldn't hold it in any longer, so he shook his head and laughed. Are you planning to stay up all night just like this? "

I chuckled and asked him, "Do you want to go to lunch first?" I'm not going to sleep tonight. I just want to look at you like this. "

Gao Kan said, "Let's eat later for lunch. I'll probably be home by tomorrow night and you should take a vacation as well. Shall we go on a date then? Choose a location. "

"A date?"

For a moment, I was lost in thought, and I felt that the word, coming out of his sexy lips naturally, was very attractive.

However, Gao Kan thought that I had objections, and asked: "What, you don't want to go?"

"No, no, I really want to go. It's just that this surprise came too suddenly and I was unable to recollect myself."

Gao Kan disapprovingly said: "It's normal for a couple to be like this, right?"

"How can we be normal?" I couldn't help but mutter.

Not to mention his soulmate who was eyeing him like a tiger, the outside world still doesn't know about our relationship, so we need to sneak around wherever we go.

Just as I was thinking this, Gao Kan caught me by surprise and asked, "I'm serious, how about we wait for you to release your new album first?"

"No!" I immediately refused. "I don't want to feel weird being pointed out by others after school starts."

"Okay, I just want to date you openly, like other couples, hold hands, walk the streets, take you shopping, buy what you like, go to the supermarket and fill up your shopping cart, then I'll cook for you, watch movies, and meet up with friends …" Gao Kan said, as though all of these were difficult things, he shook his head first, sighed, and asked me, "Have you thought about these?"

"Of course." I looked at him plaintively. "I've dreamed of it countless times."

"How about this, I'll get Old Gao to book a plane ticket for you. Tomorrow, you'll come here and we'll go do some ordinary things?" As Gao Kan said this, he became interested. He switched on his computer and started searching for the ticket.

I thought back to last time, he wanted to bring me back to the water, but I suddenly had a fever, and ignored him, saying, "Gao Kan, how about we go to the Blue Water City? I'm rather sorry I didn't manage to get there last time. "

Bi Shui, to both of us, is a heartbreak, a nightmare. I want to go back there and no longer hide.

Gao Kan seemed to be deep in thought as his brows furrowed. After a while, he asked, "Remember how sweet it is to think about it?"

"Oh, okay?"

Gao Kan didn't know why, but he replied in an awkward tone, "I don't really like reminiscing about the past."

I asked him stubbornly, "As a farewell, will you? I don't want to go there anymore. It's a sad place for me, too. I hate it there. "

Gao Kan reluctantly agreed, "Alright, as long as you want to go, I will accompany you."

"You can fly there tomorrow night. Then, we'll meet at the same place in Hokkaido. We'll start with the unfulfilled agreement."

Gao Kan agreed: "You're right, we really need to go to that place and say our goodbyes. That is the place where I was born, but it has become the place I hate the most, and maybe with you accompanying me, I can find some precious memories there. People often say that Ye Luo has returned to the root, but deep in my heart, the only thing I always want to go back to is that there are too many sad things on my mind, and I don't dare to go back."

"Well, that's what I think." I understand Gao Kan's thoughts. Although jade water is not my birthplace, to me, it is still my second homeland. Even though those memories are no longer beautiful because of Su Jiawang, but because that place has Gao Kan, I can't give them up no matter what.

Just when I wanted to tell him to go eat dinner, Gao Kan carefully asked me, "Did something happen? Why aren't you sleeping in the middle of the night? "

"I had some bad dreams."

"And then my eyes turned red from crying? "How about I bring a therapist with me this time? It's not going to work if this goes on." Gao Kan frowned again. With a serious expression and a worried tone, he said: "How about I bring a little dog back for you? I remember you used to like pets, didn't you? Would it be better if I raised a little thing to accompany you? "

"Sure." I readily agreed.

Actually, I really wanted to say to him, "As soon as you come back, I'll be fine." But saying that would be too unreasonable. After all, we are all adults, and we have our own jobs, especially for him.

After chatting for a bit longer, when I said that I was going to sleep, Gao Kan didn't feel at ease at all, and felt that there was something I was hiding from him. But I felt that the conflict with Han Youya had already been resolved, so I said to him: "Gao Kan, you really don't have to worry about me anymore.

"Alright, I believe you." Only then did Gao Kan calm down and remind me, "Let's go to bed early and meet tomorrow night. "What kind of hotel would you like to stay at after you go to Bi Shui? If you have any ideas, then tell Old Gao. Otherwise, he'll just follow my style."

I said, "I'm up to you."

Gao Kan immediately smiled until his eyes became a slit, "A husband's wife?"

He seemed to be particularly interested in the topic of love talk recently, and one or two words would pop up all of a sudden. I blushed and felt like I couldn't hear enough, of course, but when I thought about going to Clear Water tomorrow, I forced myself to hang up the video and close my eyes and go to sleep.