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After eating for over half an hour, his legs were so weak that he couldn't even stand up.

After I finished eating, I wanted to go wash the dishes. held my hand which was about to collect the dishes, and said: "I'll come, go and pack up your luggage. We'll leave later."

"Huh?" I looked at Gao Kan in shock. I thought that we would do what was natural for us.

As if he had guessed what I was thinking, Gao Kan lowered his head and kissed my cheeks that were so red that it was boiling hot before saying in a strange tone, "I really want to do it too, but not now, not here."

In a word, like a basin of cold water, I was thoroughly chilled from head to toe.

"What happened here?" After asking this question, I actually already have an answer in my heart.

"I don't like this room. It's weird, crowded and narrow, and the hotel is more stylish. I've booked all the rooms. "Go, throw away or give away anything you don't want to take with you to your landlady. Don't take anything you shouldn't take with you." Just like an adult trying to please an ignorant child, Gao Kan casually gave me a ridiculous reason. He dumped the leftovers into the trash can, then ignored me and carried the plate and plate to the kitchen.

However, his sinister tone was clearly off.

"Gao Kan, you can't do this." Annoyed, I followed him into the kitchen, turned off the tap, and told him seriously, "I know what's on your mind, what's happened, there was someone in my life, I can't change it, erase the traces of him, can you stop treating me like this, I feel bad."

"What are you talking about?" Gao Kan used his wet fingers and scratched my nose, as if I was making a ruckus, and said in a good mood: "Where's your single bed? It's only 1.8 meters long, it can't hold both of us, and even if you flip over, it can still fall to the ground. You know how picky I am with the bed, I have been busy these past few days, and I didn't sleep properly, and now, after eating my fill, I just want to find a comfortable place to sleep, lie down, hug my wife, and have a good night's sleep."

Moreover, he obviously didn't want to say much to me. Gao Kan continued to wash the dishes, but his movements were extremely casual.

His hands were too slippery. The plate fell to the ground. He didn't even look at it before he kicked it hard. The broken pieces flew to the fridge and made a crisp sound. He continued washing without a care in the world.

Gao Kan was wearing slippers, and I was afraid that I would land at his feet. He bent down and wanted to pick it up, but his tone suddenly raised, and he lost his temper without even turning his head, "Why are you still standing here? You don't want anything else, do you? It's just trash anyway. I'll just throw it all away later! "

"This is my home, what right do you have to call it trash?" "This place is really crowded, it can't compare to your mansion, it can't compare to your high-class hotels, but I've lived here before, and this is my home. Every item here was arranged by me with great care, and the furniture in the room was all chosen by me personally …"

"Pata."

Another plate fell onto the ground and split into two. Gao Kan once again kicked it away and turned back to say: "I didn't mean that.

I picked up that imitation blue and white porcelain square plate with heartache, unable to bear it any longer, shouted at him, "I also bought this one, I really like this pattern. I had to walk around the city for many days to buy it. Gao Kan, are you only satisfied after smashing everything down? "

He didn't even frown as he replied, "You're right, I'll call for someone tomorrow and destroy this place."

"You're being unreasonable, you can't do this!" I was so angry my heart ached.

"Do you know what it's like for me to be in this room?" Gao Kan finally stopped what he was doing and took a towel to wipe his hands. He turned around and pointed to the stove, saying: "He cooked for you here, you two have lived here, he definitely also washed your clothes, and left his traces in your bathroom, in your bedroom, on your bed, there's him in the living room, on the sofa, there's him, and also that supermarket we went to. There are also a lot of places that I haven't been to, every path you walk on, every shop you've ever been to, there are his traces."

"In the past, I really wanted to return to the Jade Water Continent, but because of my mother, this land that I called my homeland, I always gave up. Later, because of you, I wanted to return to this place. But you see, I am not so grand. On the contrary, I am very petty, very narrow-minded, and very jealous. "

"Yi Shanshan, do you know how I felt when I thought of all these? When I heard that you had the same label as that person … You know that, but can you pretend you don't know anything? You weren't like this before. I don't want to argue with you, and I hate being stuck in the middle of it, this unworthy person, as a reason for our quarrel. That's ridiculous, isn't it? "Why did you force me to say all this? I'm very tired and I don't want to argue."

"You like the patterns on this plate, I'll remember that. I'll buy a few later and put them in our new room. "Be obedient, go ahead and pack up. I'll finish here in a moment."

I really want to ask Gao Kan, those few years, was indeed Su Jiawang who grew up with me, because you weren't by my side.

You have also been closely accompanied by Han Youya. Even now, she is still in your life, and is the bottom limit that you cannot harm.

It's not that I don't know how to be jealous. Actually, I'm so jealous that I'm about to go crazy. I just love you more, and I don't want you to lose a friend.

He made me feel very uncomfortable, but I agreed with what he said. I didn't want to argue, so I went back to the bedroom, opened the trunk, packed the things one by one, rearranged the sheets, and threw them in the trash can.

Autumn steps near the blue water, a few cold rain, autumn gradually rose.

A cold wind blew through the window, making my hair stand on end.

Chirp — —

I couldn't help but sneeze, not wanting to catch another cold, so I got up and went to close the window.

The branches that used to flourish and stretch out to grab at the sky began to turn yellow, and their heads drooped down. Under the blood-red light of the setting sun, their beauty could not be seen, but there was a certain bloodlust and gloominess.

The cicadas chirping in summer gradually died down, leaving behind a few struggling ones that emitted a harsh "Yes — yes —" sound.

Inadvertently, tears gushed out of her eyes when she saw the row of scattered plane trees in front of her apartment that had been sawed by the demolition company.

In the past, there was a row of not too tall French Parasol trees, and they were only planted for around ten years. They could be considered to be in the middle of puberty, and were of the same age as Gao Kan. This was also the reason why I moved to this apartment that was very far away from the school.

A very, very long time ago, Gao Kan had inadvertently mentioned to me that when he was young, he was still a kindergarten student, right? Under the guidance of his teacher, in this street, this place called the Soaring Parasol Road had once planted a tree. The tree's name was the French Parasol Tree, and he had even made people carve his own name on it.

When I was 15 or 16 years old, there was a middle second period when I was scolded by Zhao Lizhen. After I felt wronged and especially homesick, I ran over to the Soaring Parasol Road and searched for the French parasol tree Gao Kan had planted in the streets and alleys in order to find traces of his existence. It was as if like that, I felt that I had a sense of belonging to my family.

After Su Jiawang found me, I borrowed money from him and rented this small apartment.

I had never mentioned this to Gao Kan before, but in the afternoon, when the two of us had gotten here, I happily thought about it. When we kissed at the window, I would tell him to point out to him that he had carved a tree with the word KAN, I've found it.

I had watched him meet countless times, imagined the reality of his promises to me, how I had rearranged this small suite between the town and the supermarket in the days we had agreed to meet at Hokkaido.

But now, all of this was meaningless.

Gao Kan doesn't care about how I loved him in the past. What he cares about is that this city is filled with the traces Su Jiawang left for me to accompany me. In his heart, I am not clean.