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As soon as Soo Soo ended, I went back to the company with Lisa and Hua Yang. Gao Kan was obviously not in his office, but I found an excuse and went to his office and sat at his desk. The first thing that entered my eyes was a calendar that was plastered with magnetic disks, it was almost half of the wall and the rest of it was incomplete, making it one-third of the room.

I feel that I have already filmed enough lessons, but compared to Gao Kan's, it's just a drop in the bucket.

I looked at them one by one until I squatted on the floor and looked at the last item. The schedule that I couldn't wait for the time to break into two halves ended on December 24th. The blank day behind them marked a red heart.

"Is this how he passes every day?" I wiped my blurry eyes and stood up. I couldn't help but feel guilty for the restlessness of the day.

"Have you thought of something else?"

At some point, Lisa came to my side.

She knew me so well that she didn't need to ask why to know what had happened.

"Sorry, I was distracted today." I nodded lightly and apologized for the day's loss.

"Come here, you've made up your mind. If anyone sees you, they'll laugh at you." Lisa didn't blame me. She took me by the hand and led me to my desk. She helped me wipe the mascara off my eyes with a display-paper and carefully repainted my eye makeup.

Seeing that she was so gentle with me, I blamed myself more and more. "Sister Lisa, are you disappointed in me? I failed to live up to your expectations. "

She sighed and said, "After all, we are just colleagues. I was hired to help you by the boss, how can I let you down? If you want to say yes, it's because you failed yourself. "I remember when I first met you, you said that you had the ambition to do a great job, but who would have thought that you would become a little girl who could easily cry."

"Because in my lofty ambition back then, Gao Kan did not exist. But now, to me, he has occupied all of … "You're hopeless, aren't you?"

"Girls who fall in love are all the same. I've seen too many of them, including when I was young."

"Then tell me, what should I do to make it easier? This kind of life is too unbearable, I don't like it. " I looked eagerly at Lisa, wanting to hear her give me directions.

Lisa shook her head, "No one's experience can be used as a reference. I have to experience how bitter and good love is before I can fully understand it."

"Then do you think I have harmed Gao Kan? He was trying too hard. He was simply overdrawing his own life. Actually, he didn't need to do this, being Gao Junfeng's son, marrying a suitable wife, there was nothing bad about it, right? I always thought I'd done him a disservice. " When these words came out from Chen Kaifeng's mouth, I did not believe it, but now, I had the same feeling myself.

If it wasn't for me, would Gao Kan be able to live a more relaxed life?

"He is so desperate because of the happiness you two will have in the future. There is no blame for this, it is something a man should do, it is impossible to say that you have harmed him. However, if you really want my evaluation, then the timing that you two met is not suitable. "

"What do you mean?"

"We met too early. Before the personality, temperament, and fate was decided, we had already dragged each other into our future plans. It is destined for one side to sacrifice themselves, be wronged themselves, integrate into the other side, be like hemp rope, and follow the other side, in order to tighten and tighten, and to be together forever. "

"Yes." I understand her words. What I'm doing now is to suppress myself and cater to Gao Kan.

Lisa seemed to understand my thoughts. She smiled and shook her head, "You must feel that you have sacrificed a lot, don't you? Let me tell you, after National Day, the Director Gao came to find me. He said that he wanted me to pick out some scripts for you and make plans for next year. But the other day, he told me that he didn't want you to stay in this circle. He even got Old Gao to contact many professional music schools to apply for you. He said that in the past, your favorite thing was to sing. "

"Do you know how chauvinistic that guy is? For him, things like the last time he went to Mr. Dong's house, where he made you reveal yourself to accompany others to socialize, were simply a humiliation. However, in order to take care of your self-esteem, to be willing to compromise to this extent for your sake, I feel that his struggle and sacrifices are no less than yours. "

"That's why I said, the two of you started too early. You haven't even used your power to understand yourself. He doesn't know what the real you look like, and you can only suppress your urge to cooperate with him. Sooner or later, the two of you will be exhausted. "

Lisa said a lot of things, but in conclusion, it was just one sentence. Right now, it was not suitable for us to be in a relationship, if we were to stick together, the result would only become worse, just like Chen Kaifeng's' advice '.

When she saw that I didn't say anything, she thought I minded. "I didn't mean to let you down, so you asked, and I told you the truth. As for your choice, I can't interfere. But there is something I want to tell you. No matter what decision you make, at least leave yourself a path of retreat. Don't sacrifice yourself so thoroughly. "

"You're not the first one to say that to me."

"But you don't agree with that in your heart. You still insist on that choice, don't you?"

"You know me. Since he wants me to study abroad to further my cultivation, then I'll go. This is also considered a skill. Even if I were to be abandoned in the future, I won't return to before liberation, right? But don't tell him that I'm going to surprise him. I'll announce it myself on the night of his birthday. "

"Sigh, you're ruining your own future, do you understand?" Lisa shook her head helplessly and poked my forehead, "You! Do you really think you can hit me with a steel arm? Your stubbornness is exactly the same as when I was young!"

"That's not good. You're living a good life now as well. I heard that there's a little fresh meat chasing you, so it's quite tight. Did you not take responsibility when you slept?"

"Little brat, what kind of fresh meat is that? He's Old Wang's nephew, so he pestered me to find investors for him to finish the movie Old Wang did not finish filming."

"Then it shouldn't be enough to get you to your house, right? I saw it all. The internet says he lives at your place. "

"Doggy likes to talk nonsense, doesn't he?" He only lives in one of the eight rooms in my house, and he doesn't live with me. "

I was going to tease her, but Lisa's face reddened, and she denied that there was any relationship between her and that little piece of fresh meat. It was for a strong woman, but there were rare moments when I got into the mood and made fun of her.

Maybe it was because I had thrown my thoughts away, Lisa put down her usual seriousness and started to laugh with me.

Until Xiao Wang came in and informed us that the Director Gao would like to invite everyone to a dazzling gathering, as it welcomes newbie Hua Yang to join us.

Hearing that Gao Kan was treating us, I immediately asked, "Is he back yet?"

"Director Gao did not say, but only said that he would treat everyone to a meal."

The results were disappointing.

However, after going through Lisa's guidance just now, my mood improved a lot. It was just that I couldn't see Gao Kan after going back to the Capital with great difficulty, and was a little disappointed. However, thinking that it was almost Christmas time, and I could give him a surprise, I started to rub my hands together again in excitement, and discussed the details of the birthday with Lisa, as well as the plans for the various plots.

But who would have thought that Gao Kan would give me a fright after reaching the Golden Jade Splendid.