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When Gao Kan came to the hospital, it was already dark. I was extremely hungry, and no one had brought food here either. In the entire afternoon, not even a single nurse came to see me.

The anger in my heart was about to explode.

I was standing on the balcony, looking up into the night sky. It was a cold winter in the capital, and the branches of the trees had long since become bare.

"You want to die?" Gao Kan, who had appeared behind me somehow, pulled half of my body back from the balcony window.

I was wearing only my hospital gown, and I was shivering from the sharp north wind. My body was cold, the same temperature as my heart.

"Not a coat, either." Gao Kan pulled me, whose body was stiff and trembling, into the sickroom and placed me under the bed.

I sneezed without a care in the world.

Snot and spittle ran.

"Damn it!" What if he caught a cold this day? Didn't the doctor tell you last year to be careful and not catch cold again? " Gao Kan nagged as he took a tissue to wipe my nose, then he reached out to touch my forehead.

I hit his hand off. "On your cell phone, did you remove my fingerprint?"

"What?"

I took the cell phone, which I had smashed into a pulp, out of the drawer and threw it at his feet. "What do you mean?"

"Oh, I don't want you to see that mess."

"Why is the door locked from the inside?"

"There's a reporter outside."

"I'm not a three or two-year-old child. Don't try to coax me like this, Gao Kan!" I called out his name, and after sulking for the whole afternoon, my anger started pouring out, "In the past two months, what have you done? You know very well that even though I didn't say anything, it doesn't mean that I didn't mind. But you didn't even give me a fart to explain yourself, and you even deleted the password that was typed by me! What are you planning in your heart? "

After I shouted, Gao Kan walked far away and picked up two plastic bags with disposable bowls on them and placed them on the table, "Are you hungry? I brought food. "

Smelling the food, my stomach growled in frustration, but before I could finish, I continued, "No wonder you want to get me out of the country so you can have a better time with that coquettish bitch, can't you? Don't deny it, you are a man too. Compared to Zhou Jin, you are all the same kind of trash.

"I've been bored for an entire afternoon. Knowing that you're in a bad mood, I guess I can just say a few words. Don't be too excessive." Gao Kan opened the plastic lid and took out boxes after boxes of fresh and hot dishes and rice. As he opened the box, the fragrance immediately spread everywhere.

I was so hungry that my stomach hurt. Dozens of hands reached out and grabbed my throat for something to eat.

But, I swallowed my saliva and before I could finish speaking, I wanted to say something that I didn't dare to say, so I asked loudly, "You clearly know that Zhou Jin is a bastard, human scum, madman, but you still allowed him to get close to me, allowing him to come close to me freely. What exactly do you mean by that?"

After saying that, I took a few steps back and stood straight, staring fixedly at Gao Kan.

Not afraid of him getting angry.

These words made my heart ache.

I just want to ask Gao Kan why he allowed that bastard Zhou Jin to approach me and not do anything about it, even though he would eat Xiao Wang's vinegar.

If Zhou Jin was the one to sow discord between the two of them, I hope Gao Kan can give me a negative answer, so that I can feel at ease and not let my imagination run wild.

Because of his recent behavior, I felt insecure.

Gao Kan placed the chopsticks on the bowl and passed a bowl of rice to me, and said casually, "To confirm something that I cannot tell you, however, that is already the past. I hope that in the future, you will forget about this matter."

My brain isn't a memory card, so I can remember the settings clearly at any time.

It was unreasonable of him to ask me to do so.

I raised my head and looked at Gao Kan provocatively, "What can't you tell me? Isn't using Zhou Jin to test if I'm loyal to you, and whether or not I can withstand temptation? "

These are Zhou Jin's words, ever since he said them, they have been engraved in my heart.

Gao Kan ate a mouthful of tomato scrambled eggs. After hearing what I said, he heavily threw his chopsticks on the table and ordered with a heavy tone, "Eat!"

"Explain yourself to me."

"Did Zhou Jin tell you this? Did he also tell you that since you often visit the Mr. Dong, I have been ignoring you for the past two months and have not even touched you? "

"..."

"I know what you went to his house for. There's a crazy woman locked in the pavilion by the Mr. Dong, she said you look like her daughter, and he told you to call her mother and keep it a secret, you can't tell anyone, right?"

I sat down on the bed in shock. "How, how did you know?"

Gao Kan said calmly: "As long as I know something, no one can hide it from me. Otherwise, do you think I would be so generous as to allow you to remain unmoved despite just entering the Mr. Dong? "

"..." I kept silent and looked at Gao Kan with wide eyes, wanting to see those calm and emotionless eyes of his. I did not know what mystical powers were hidden within them.

How could he know everything about my life?

But I know nothing about him.

"Enough, don't be angry. I already said that he is speaking nonsense. "In the future, if you were to ask me such questions earlier and keep it in your heart, why would you be sulking all by yourself?" Gao Kan was like a teacher, teaching me a lesson as usual before waving at me, "Come eat here, Lao Gao will come to fetch us later."

He ate his food at a leisurely pace, confident that I would stop being angry and listen to him. — In fact, I did.

I felt aggrieved, but I had nothing to refute, so I had to listen to him and walk over.

Gao Kan was very satisfied with this, he laughed like a reward and placed the food into my bowl, "Come, these are all things that you like to eat."

He left me with nothing to say, but I only took it by mouth, and I was annoyed.

I was so hungry that as soon as I sat down, I started wolfing down my food.

"Eat slowly, don't hold on," Gao Kan said as he placed the soup in front of me.

"I gained five pounds." I gulped it down.

"It's good that you're fat. You used to be too thin."

"Yes, I still need to eat to the fullest. Isn't it popular for people to get a little fat right now? Besides, it feels good to be fat, doesn't it? "

"Yes, you can do whatever you want." His tone was that of a perfunctory primary school student making a fuss out of nothing.

"That's right, do whatever you want. Anyway, you don't want me to be an actor anymore. You won't reject me anyway, so why should I feel wronged?" I said sulkily, trying to stuff food into my mouth, but when it comes to fat, I spit it out.

He knew that I was in a bad mood, but the two of us had only argued for a short while, and with just a few sentences, he had already settled me down. Other than a cold that kept running down my nose, I didn't get anything else.

In the past, I always thought that I had a sharp tongue, a stubborn personality, and would never admit defeat. However, these characteristics, in front of Gao Kan, are almost gone.

At this moment, I suddenly remembered something Chen Kaifeng had said before. I had indeed lost myself.

It turned out that he was a spectator. At that time, I was still refuting him.

In fact, Gao Kan's strength was always able to bring the topic to his advantage, and was always able to make me speechless. It deeply attracted me, dominated me, and at the same time, poured anxiety and unease into my heart.

After that, I gradually learnt my lesson. When I encounter something that I don't like, I will no longer argue with Gao Kan, and instead observe by myself to confirm the truth. This is because I finally understood that I will never gain anything from arguing with Gao Kan.

Gao Kan is reliable, unrestrained, emotional, and cynical. His contradictory personality attitude confused me, is there another personality inside him that is the complete opposite of mine?

Whenever I saw him standing alone at a formal dinner party, or standing with someone who would be pleased to see him, I felt a great pride — in the intensity of his charming demeanor, in his fatherly, brotherly intelligence, and in the fact that he was the only one who loved me.

But when I think of him drunk in his golden splendor, kissed and touched by two women, his impeccable grace turns into a strange face that makes me uneasy. In that bright red and green world, he had a noble VIP card that only the accumulation of alcohol and beauties could make, that was what Zhou Jin called "their world". To me, who was still a full seven days old and still had turned 22, from the bottom of my heart, he was very conflicted and felt quite disgusted with me.