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When Gao Kan was bathing, I went through all the corners of the drawer in the bedroom. Since I couldn't find the TT, I changed into a set of long-sleeved pajamas and turned on the heat.

Looking at her name again, I had a very complicated feeling. I used to be very resistant, but today, I feel inexplicably guilty because of Gao Kan's actions.

As usual, I let the phone ring for a few dozen seconds. After calming my mind, I pressed the answer button, pretending nothing had happened as I called out to the person on the other end of the line, "Sister Ya."

In that car, no one made a sound. After more than ten seconds, Han Youya's indistinct muttering could be heard, followed by the rustling and sounds of soft and heavy footsteps. She must have drank too much, her footsteps were unsteady, and then there was a violent vomiting sound.

"Sister Ya?" I raised my voice and called to her again.

After that, the other end of the line went silent for over 10 seconds. Just when I thought that Han Youya was making a mistake and was about to hang up, she spoke out with her clear and clear, nasal voice: "Xiao Yi, I, I'll talk to you, don't tell A Kan, okay?"

"Sister Ya, are you alright?" I was afraid that she was vomiting too much and that no one would take care of her at home.

"I, I, uh, I'm fine. You don't have to worry that I'm just talking to get drunk. I'm very sober right now, more sober than I've ever been." Han Youya s tongue moved as he spoke those firm words, and then he drank some more water and continued speaking.

"On the day of the Spring Lantern Festival, A Kan came to my house, don't misunderstand, we didn't drink, we didn't do anything out of line, he only encountered a difficult problem that he couldn't solve, and he wanted to hear my opinion — — In the past, we would often be like this. I don't suppose you'd mind, would you? Alright, let's get down to business. It turns out that Li Ao looked very similar to his father's illegitimate son, or perhaps the first time he saw him, he could tell that they were the same person. Perhaps it was because his mind was not clear that night, but that feeling went straight to the bottom of his heart, and was unable to be shaken off. "

I interrupted her, "That was a misunderstanding, Li Ao really had nothing to do with him. Maybe the two of them are just similar in appearance."

"Whether Li Ao is it or not isn't important. The most important thing is that his existence has made A Kan relive his nightmares from time to time …" Han Youya spoke very slowly and his voice became soft, as if he was sleep talking, and continued to mutter. "Can you understand that feeling? When A Kan was young, Gao Junfeng often left them to spend the night at Gao Liao's mother's place, and then, the aunt often left A Kan with the nanny. In the heart of the teenager who was ignored all night, she treated Gao Liao and his mother as her biggest enemies, the main culprit causing their entire family to fall apart … "

"He really hated the two of them. During the year that aunty sent him to your home, A Kan had done something too extreme, and during a fight that many boys participated in, he purposely stabbed Gao Liao, and then when Aunt went to beg Gao Liao's mother, they did not sue him, but A Kan still sent him to your place to hide for a year before he was taken back to Bi Shui. But, following that, in the autumn of his mother's death, did you know? He bumped into Gao Liao again. "

"Zhou Jin told me the truth later on, but that time, A Kan really didn't mean to, when they went to race car that day, Gao Liao took the initiative to drive to provoke A Kan, and intentionally used his mother's death to anger him. At that time, they planned to lure A Kan to the race course with a trap, but A Kan was unable to control her emotions. Afterwards, Gao Liao became a nightmare that he could not let go of. Even though he usually had a bad temper and a bad temper, he was actually a good child deep in his heart. You know him, he is a person worthy of love. "

Do you remember what I told you before? The reason why I brought A Kan, who was living on the streets, home and escaped several times, was not because he liked the freedom, but because he could not forgive himself for the mistakes he made, because Gao Liao had always wanted to return to the Gao Family in broad daylight, but A Kan was afraid that he and his mother would rob him of the assets he would inherit in the future. At that time, he was only seventeen or eighteen years old, and the way he saw things was still very immature. It was not his fault that he did not know that he would also be able to achieve greater success in the future. "

"The traffic accident that happened on top of the racing car had long been settled and turned into the past, but at the time of the car accident, not only Gao Liao, but the other two car drivers died, one of the boy's father had already been born two years ago, and he was recruiting people to restart the incident that was concealed at that time, if we continue to investigate like this, it would be like touching onto Gu Mino's card. At that time, when A Kan bumped into Gao Liao in broad daylight, sooner or later, it would be exposed, do you know what that means? He will be a murderer. "

"A Kan said, he's not afraid of being exposed, people will always be responsible for their crimes, but his identity is completely different now, he's not alone anymore. He's Yi Shanshan's boyfriend, he can't let you bear the responsibility of carrying out the murder of your wife. He said you dreamed of becoming a big star, and he couldn't be a burden to you. He thought about breaking up with you when the case was reshuffled in October last year.

"Xiao Yi, you should know that he's not very good at expressing himself, but you might not know how afraid he is of losing you, and — he's afraid that you'll leave him because you know about his past, afraid of affecting your future," Yun Che said. "Xiao Yi, you should know that he's not very good at expressing yourself, and you might not be able to understand how he's afraid of losing you, because — he's afraid that you'll leave him because you know about his past, and that'll affect your future.

"A Kan said that every time you appeared together with Li Ao, he would feel that it was a nightmare and he would lose you. I don't know what you've done to make him so insecure, but I really want to beg you — see that I love him as much as you do, and ask you to stop acting so willfully in the future, and take care of him, and think about how he feels … Don't just look at him, who's a good friend like Brother Yun and Fingerprint, he seems to be able to do anything. "

"Ever since he had your soft spot, he's never been able to show off as much as he used to."

"Don't let A Kan know about what I told you just now. He is a man who is very masculine, and doesn't want others to see the weakness deep within his heart. From now on, in order to avoid you mistaking me as an obstacle to your relationship, I will completely cut off all connections with him. Perhaps in this world, other than his therapist, no one else would be able to understand and approach him. I am not saying these things to show how important I am to him. I just want to give you everything I know about him to you.

"Thank you for your magnanimity, for not caring about the past. After listening to me chatter on for so long, why do I feel like I've lived a lifetime?"