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When they were young, they had always longed to grow up, and had always envied their parents and uncles who were living next door. Although they were poor, they had never complained or complained about working hard to raise a family of four or five children, shouldering the heavy responsibility of the entire world.

I thought that when I grew up, I would be able to get rid of the fragility of being an abandoned baby and stop crying because I needed a fatherly love, so that I could have many friends who were no longer alone, and I could take care of my grandparents and let them live in their old age. For this reason, I ran with all my might, studied hard, and trained my willpower in a nearly harsh way.

After having Gao Kan as my brother, I finally stopped growing up and started to learn how to slow down my steps, blossoming into the comfortable smile of a thirteen year old girl. In the few years that I had not been apart from him for so long, I gradually realized that maturity was not a verb, but a slow and careless process.

Actually possessing the same wealth and status as Gao Kan, marrying him wasn't as difficult as I had imagined. I had thought that losing the attention and appreciation of others would be a failure to me, and those hassles that I thought I wouldn't be able to pass through, in this twenty-three year old year, after falling in love with Gao Kan, they both became extremely important to me.

I was braver than Gao Kan had imagined, and I proved to him with my actions that I was really no longer the weak little girl in his memories who needed to be protected. I could smile at his bankruptcy, remain silent for the sake of my final remedy, remain silent, and look around for a solution. Other than Tosia, who had earned some money in the past two years and reduced the number of unnecessary activities required for the banquet, I had also remained on set quietly and, since this was probably the last movie that I had filmed, became even more engrossed in it.

Even Zhou Muchen had teased me, the power of love is truly great. Ever since Gao Kan and I came back from the Crescent Spring, I seemed to have become a completely different person, glowing and spirited, even more captivating than when he met Yi Shanshan. It was as if I had opened the Heaven's Eyes.

I calmly accepted their praises, keeping all of their praises at the bottom of my heart. If I quit the entertainment circle because of Gao Kan, these memories might become a beautiful scenery.

Gao Kan has been asking me a question recently, my wife, do you regret it?

He asked over and over again. Every time, I would patiently tell him that I don't regret it. I love him, and only then will he be able to peacefully fall asleep.

Ever since he told me that he had gone bankrupt, he wouldn't start a business for the next few years. We had to leave this circle together, "elope" to another country, and we would have to rely on the trust fund left behind by his mother. After that, Gao Kan seemed to have suddenly lost all of his manly confidence.

My heart aches for this Gao Kan. Other than hugging him tightly, patiently telling him time and time again that I love him and will not leave, I don't know what to say to comfort him.

From the rich young master being thrown by Gao Junfeng to a homeless person in a foreign land, he had to spend a whole five years, with the help of Han Youya and a therapist, to finally be able to adjust himself. But it had only been three or four years, and he failed to start a new business, and once he returned to before liberation, he went through ups and downs, torturing his heart, which had been tempered several times. This is a difficult process, I know that he needs to get through it safely.

Occasionally, I would suspect if Gao Kan was like the Twelfth Young Master of "rouge buttoning". They, who were used to enjoying life since they were young, actually couldn't live a life of poverty. After nine days to five, after solal and Ariane from "Diplomat's Lover" ran away, the final outcome and outcome of the two were cruel.

It's not that I don't have confidence in Gao Kan, but it's just that deep down in their bones, they all have a sense of superiority. Having grown up, no matter what circumstances, whatever they did, they would never think that there would be any difficulties that could not be solved in this world.

However, if he lost this feeling of superiority, where would he go from here?

On the contrary, I was worried that Gao Kan would not be able to adapt to our new lives. I even bought many books to rebuild my self-confidence, in order to help pick up Gao Kan's self-esteem, and even secretly checked the inheritance left to me by the Aunt Yun in the Swiss Bank to see if we could continue to live a life of superiority and prosperity, and if we would be able to afford the medical expenses of having a deformed child.

In the short and long fifteen days I had spent shooting desert scenes, I had imagined all sorts of tragic consequences, and had carefully written down in my notebook the difficult problems I might face, how I would be his right-hand man, how I would be able to hold an umbrella with him, how I would cross this difficult river, how I would reach the other shore of happiness I had been looking forward to. I had reflected on how I would be able to get rid of the hypocrisy he had developed, how I would get rid of the vanity of my love for luxury goods, how I would study cooking and baking, how I would live an exquisite and undisgraceful life, how I would take care of my manly husband's self-esteem.

I want to tell Gao Kan, you see, I am not one bit inferior to Han Youya. In the past, how she took care of you, rebuilt your confidence, dreams, and beliefs, made you believe that the world believes in beauty once again, and I can do the same.

However, I never expected that the hypothetical plans that I had made would be in vain. On the first night we returned to the imperial city, Gao Junfeng sent someone to "invite" me to his mansion to give me a vivid lesson.

Gao Junfeng didn't make things difficult for me, he merely asked the butler to pour me a cup of tea and let me sit down. Then, with a sincere heart, he calmly told me like he was speaking to an elder and a wise man, "Xiao Yi, honestly, I admire you a lot but you are still young and have yet to experience the world. You don't know what you really want to face, and are only blindly optimistic. Let me tell you, the first thing you need to learn is how to face the beautiful lies that your most loved ones weaved for you, and how to continue to live once you discover the truth and maintain the courage of those you love. "