After parting with Gao Ziyu, it was already around 7 PM. The last rays of sunset and the street light shone together, enveloping the tall building, making the air quality pretty good. I walked back to my apartment, and just as I reached the entrance, the night watchman suddenly called for me.

Even though he knew me, he had only ever nodded to me and had never taken the initiative to talk to me.

I stopped.

The gatekeeper handed me a packed cardboard box, "A few days ago, a courier delivered you to me. Since you didn't come back from filming in the crew, I locked you up."

"Thank you very much."

After taking the express delivery home, I threw it into the storage room cabinet as usual. Usually, I didn't shop online, and there wouldn't be any important contracts that would be quickly handed to me, so under normal circumstances, I wouldn't open the express delivery.

But after washing up, I laid on the bed, because my mind was filled with thoughts of Gao Kan and the contract, and I couldn't fall asleep at all. I called him, but the phone was still turned off, so my mood became even more depressed and frustrated, so much so that I rolled around in bed, not sleeping at all until the latter half of the night, getting even more energetic.

In the end, I had no choice but to get up and wipe the floor and the table and the bathroom with a rag. The house was not big, only about fifty square meters.

Looking at the pile of courier boxes in the storage room, I decided to unpack them. I would donate whatever I could and throw away whatever was useless.

At that time, I was so tired that I felt dizzy and my head was swelling up. Actually, I really wanted to sleep, but I will never give up when I decide on something.

Then, he opened the courier letter that he casually threw on top of the box last night. He got something out of it. However, it was not a surprise, but a shock.

I'd been drunk three times in the past twenty years, for the fourth time that morning, and only this time, when the bottle had rolled over the side of the bed and I'd closed my eyes, did I wish I could just fall asleep and die and never wake up and come back to reality.

The ancient saying was that the feeling of grief was greater than the feeling of death in one's heart. So it was actually so real, it would not suddenly knock someone down, instead, it would cause people to die and then come back to life. Instead, there was a slow process, like boiling a frog in warm water, slowly invading every cell of the body while you still didn't know it, like the spread of cancer cells, swallowing up your body and spirit. By the time you realized the truth, it was too late. You were already close to death, and all your struggles were futile. Other than watching on helplessly as the God of Fate seized your happiness and ruthlessly retracted his gift, causing you to return to your original form, there was nothing you could do about it.

From the moment I was born, abandoned by my biological mother, cursed by Yi Shouzhuo, and treated as a tool for revenge, it was destined that the heavens would not treat me with such thickness. He closed my door of happiness, and did not leave a window as others said.

Gao Kan wasn't a gift from the heavens, he was only able to see light after I smashed a hole in the four faceless walls with my bare hands. I had been lucky for a few years, but now, his path has changed and my light is slowly fading away.

"Alcohol poisoning. The patient's bodily functions have been awakened, but his consciousness has not recovered. However, there are no other major problems."

"Then when will she wake up completely?"

"I'm not sure about that. You'd better ask her friend to accompany her more. Communicate with her, she'll wake up earlier."

"Okay, thank you."

As the doctor walked away, Lisa sighed and sat down on the edge of my bed. I opened my eyes.

Actually, I woke up a long time ago. It was just that there were too many people visiting the hospital two days ago. So, it was annoying to chirp about, so I used the excuse of alcohol poisoning to pretend to have fainted.

Lisa, seeing me look at her, cried out, "Ouch! You're awake! I'll call the doctor. "

"Stop screaming, I'm fine." I moved my hand with the IV needle. "I'm hungry and I want to eat."

"Alright, alright. I'll get someone to make the porridge." Lisa took out her cell phone and said, "Alright, Aunt Li, I'll send it over soon."

"Sister Li?"

"Yes, she has been taking care of you ever since you were hospitalized."

"Where's my phone?"

Lisa's eyes flickered for a moment before she pretended to be enlightened and said, "Aiya, two days ago when I went to your house, I found you unconscious on the bed, so I hurriedly sent you to the hospital. Who cares …"

"Gao Kan didn't call, did he? No need to hide it from me, I already know. "

"... Alright, since you've already guessed it, there's nothing left for me to hide from you. Gao Kan has gotten himself into trouble. "

Lisa, who had always been a quick talker, gave up trying to hide her little lie from me after I had exposed it. She rummaged around on her cell phone and handed it to me.

"Explode!" Yi Shanshan's boyfriend in the hospital will not be able to visit you, so why is it that Little City will have such a big belly?! "

"A new girl has arrived. Is Gao Yi in love far from breaking up?"

"Gao Kan accompanied Xin Huan to the seaside for an appointment of three days. The two of them will go to the hospital for labour inspection."

"Gao Kan cheated? "According to the news, Gao Yi and his wife had a huge argument at the company, and the man even pushed the woman to the ground."

They were all photos of Gao Kan and a woman who was around six to seven months pregnant. The two of them were strolling around the beach, playing by the sea, holding hands, while he pointed at her big stomach and pointed at something under her foot. They were sitting next to each other in the cafeteria eating, and Gao Kan was even feeding the girl some fruit juice.

Of course, there were pictures of me falling to the ground when we had a dispute at the company that day.

The photo was taken secretly, the angle was tricky, the picture was blurry, and it was difficult to see the woman's face, but the man must be Gao Kan.

I flipped through two pages and switched the phone to Lisa.

Lisa asked me, "Isn't that great?"

"What did he say?" Of course I wouldn't believe that Gao Kan would have a pregnant woman, but I was curious how he would respond.

Lisa: "He didn't say anything. He just beat up a reporter who was secretly taking photos. Who do you think sent him?"

TC: "Gao Junfeng?"

Lisa was very surprised, "Ya, Xiao Yi, this is not simple, you have already guessed this."

"Casually."

I would lie in bed and look at the white walls.

I knew that at this moment, a scandal about Gao Kan's cheating, which created the sign that the two of us were going to split, would definitely be related to Gao Junfeng, it might even be related to the U disk in the delivery box three days ago. After all, the person who was involved with Gao Kan in the chaos in bed was Han Youya.

It was strange that I thought again of the video on the USB drive, of the images that had been haunting me, of the sounds he had made when he was with me, and that instead of the pain I'd felt that morning, I felt more nausea.

"You promised I'd give little Mary a home. "That apartment in Helium, the one we used to live in, she'll find her way home. I want it."

"Alright." Gao Kan promised her.

That's why he's broke, and even that Harlem suite is mortgaged.

"I want her to leave the entertainment industry. At the very least, I don't want to see her in the same industry as me while I'm here for the past few years."

"Alright." Gao Kan actually agreed to her request.

That's why he went bankrupt and told me to go abroad with him to find a secluded island.

Gao Liao's death has nothing to do with me, if there is someone who wants to threaten you with this, you don't need to care about him.

Without even thinking, he knew that the accident had been restarted almost a year ago. Gao Kan had a hundred ways to settle it and turn the situation into a lie.

Is this still the man I love?

How can this be my man!

Seeing me cry, Lisa said in confusion, "Enough, what are you crying for? It's such a big deal, Gao Kan's trip seven or eight months ago was really packed, how could he have the time to create a villain? You wouldn't be stupid enough to believe such a messy report, right?"

"Who knows," I muttered dejectedly, and put a pillow over my head to cover my eyes.

Falling into the endless darkness, Gao Kan's joyous, angry, sad and joyous face kept changing in front of my eyes. Then, from being familiar with him, he gradually became unfamiliar.

I can't figure out when my beloved Gao Kan started to change. It's like when I accidentally lost one of the most important pieces of the puzzle.

Lisa pulled back her quilt and knocked on my head. "The one surnamed Gao called you. Do you want to pick up?"

"Gao Junfeng?" I reached out.

Lisa looked at me suspiciously. She was surprised I'd guessed twice, but she didn't ask, and I didn't explain.

"I'll go and see if the porridge is ready." Lisa left tactfully.