Am I happy?
Of course I'm happy.
Wasn't she, Han Youya, proud of her position today, to be able to do whatever she wanted to me, to be able to do whatever she wanted, and not get a chance to fight back at all?
Now, with the aid of my biological mother, whom I had never met before, I effortlessly obtained the heart of Gao Kan, who had been secretly in love with her since he was young, and had gone all out to get close to his. For the sake of seeing the smile of the beauty in my memories, Gao Junfeng casually slapped her face.
If the other party didn't want to force me to separate from Gao Kan, not only would I laugh happily, I would even thank him.
But, thinking that Gao Junfeng was only making an example of things, and was only letting me know that he didn't care about anyone who sacrificed themselves, he could use his left hand to turn the rain on his right hand, and this circle was still controlled by him. Don't look at how Gao Kan was playing, but he could never escape the palm of his hand.
Gao Junfeng gave me more than ten seconds of time to lose focus, but after that, he gave me a warm "hint" that he'd win, "Xiao Yi, you still have two more days to think about it. Gao Kan's fate is in your hands, don't do anything that you regret."
"Have you ever regretted it?" I asked him.
"What?"
"You loved my mother so much, but you married her sister for your own good, and you watched her give birth to someone else, and you died for someone else, and all you could do was look for that woman in your old age, through me, in your fading memories. You actually had the whole world in your life, but in the end you were empty and lonely, weren't you?"
"Yes, but I never regret it!" Although he said that he wouldn't regret it, there was a trace of obvious uncertainty in Gao Junfeng's tone, "I'll give you two more days to think about it …"
"I have a condition."
"You want to make a deal with me?"
"Otherwise? "I promised you, but I can't get anything out of you. Losing in the end is simply too pathetic. This doesn't fit with my personality."
Gao Junfeng was interested in my words, "Tell me, and I'll listen."
"One, let Han Youya disappear from the entertainment circle. No matter whether it's at home or abroad, I don't want to see her again. Also, this is not something that you have to listen to, but something that you have to accomplish. "
Gao Junfeng did not answer immediately. I continued, "Second, I want to cancel my contract with E.G., for SMP to bear all the costs of the breach of contract, and also, for this deal, I hope that the voice of the public is coming from your company, and that after I sign the contract with SMP, I will own an independent studio, which will not be under anyone's control. From movie and television to record production, I will be an assistant broker. With just these two conditions, if you can fulfill them within these two days, I will agree to leave Gao Kan and let him return to the path that you set out for him. "
Gao Junfeng was obviously not used to being threatened like that. He was a little angry, "What if I don't agree?"
I took a deep breath and shivered, but still told him calmly, "Then you will destroy Gao Kan! If you completely destroy him, what does it have to do with me? "You're right, young people should be sensible and listen to others' advice. Since you gave up on the person you once loved, I won't regret it even if you don't regret it at this age!"
After saying that, without waiting for Gao Junfeng to reply, I pressed the answer button guiltily, afraid that he would give me the answer immediately.
Like a man who knows nothing about gambling, pushed down the table with a gun to his head, forced out the only chips in front of him, my blood rushed to my head, and for a long time there was no sound in my head but the hum.
After lying on the sofa for a long time, I gradually woke up.
Crazy, we're all crazy!
I muttered to myself, tumbling off the couch and onto the floor.
Previously, he had impulsively said that those two conditions were for the assured profit-seeking Gao Junfeng, who would never agree to my unreasonable request.
But, if Gao Junfeng agrees, then, would I really have to separate from Gao Kan?
I never thought that I would say the words "I will be separated from Gao Kan" so calmly and numbly.
Once upon a time, not too long ago, when I thought of the word "separate," my heart would still ache so much that I would be unable to breathe. However, after knowing that he and Han Youya were together again, it seemed as if some part of my heart had died that early morning.
If Gao Kan had told me honestly, I might have felt sick for a while, but it would be over soon. I would have continued to love him, love every inch of his skin, and the charming voice he made when he was in love with me.
However, he chose to deceive and lie.
I know that the reason why Gao Kan hid the truth from me was simply because he still couldn't let go of Han Youya in his heart. He felt guilty for giving birth to Mary for so many years to her, so he used that kind of method to compensate her.
Gao Kan didn't know that the guilt he had felt for a woman was something he wouldn't be able to buy out his entire life.
If I asked Gao Kan why he was lying to me, he would definitely ask me in a reasonable tone, is it not enough for you to have me? Do you care so much about money and fame? Being a celebrity is so important to you?
he asked. I'll be speechless.
Would you mind if I asked him if I had another man in my heart and a white rose that I couldn't put down?
If I ask, he will be speechless.
If we were to ask each other this, it would only make the other party feel even worse. It would make things difficult for both of us, and it would not solve the problem at all. No one asks.
The truth was a type of wound that could hurt people. There was no cure for it.
"... Glittering, flashing, Miss Eyre? "
Auntie Li squatted in front of me and called for me.
Only then did I realize that I had been lying on the ground for who knows how long, and my arms were numb from the pressure.
"I thought you were asleep, so I didn't call you." Auntie Li pointed to the sofa and said incoherently: "But someone knocked on the door to look for you. He said he was your friend and I didn't dare to let him in."
"Yes, I … I didn't sleep. I was just feeling a bit dizzy. Maybe I didn't recover well." I crawled up, tidied my clothes and hair, and walked to the door to look at the surveillance screen. It was Zhou Jin.
When he saw me coming over, he heard a sharp voice from the other side of the phone, "What the hell are you doing? Your phone is off, you can't find anyone."
"What's the matter?" I asked him weakly.
Zhou Jin asked me, "Where is Kanagol?"
"How would I know?"
"Your husband is about to be slept in by another woman, is that all you care?"
What … "What?" I rubbed my head, unable to react to what he was saying.
"Hey Yi Shanshan, what's going on with you two? A few days ago, it was still sticky and sticky on TV. Why did it suddenly get out of hand? You don't really believe he has anything to do with that big-bellied woman, do you? "
I glanced at him. "What the hell does that have to do with you?"
Zhou Jin was so angry that he rolled his eyes, "Your brain isn't retarded is it? I have good intentions for you. Kanagol is now in his prime, so my ancestors wanted to get him drunk tonight. They wanted to get rid of him.
I couldn't help but sneer. "So be it. Can I control it?"
After being found out by Lisa, I was sent to the hospital. After being hospitalized for four days, he was arrested by Gao Junfeng in a nameless damned place and a big belly woman. With such a huge incident, the media and some of their friends in the industry had trampled the doorstep of the hospital to the point that it seemed like the doorstep of the hospital was about to be crushed. Not only did Gao Kan ignore it, he did not give me any face at all.
Where did he put me?
Did he punish me for this childish action because I did not choose to leave with him?
The one who was in the wrong is him, why does it seem like my fault every time?
To him, Gao Kan, it was just that hard to say the word "I'm sorry"?
His, Gao Kan's, face was his, face, so in his heart, was I, Yi Shanshan, a shameless person?