In the end, my heart softened. I stretched out my hand and held Zhou Jin's.

I pushed Zhou Jin twice, and the hand that was holding onto my shoulder trembled. He begged me somewhat helplessly, "Yi Shanshan, I beg you, let me hug you for a while, I feel really bad, really very bad, I didn't think she would really jump off a building, if she could reverse the flow of time for three hours, even if I had been tied up by her for the rest of my life, I would still go to the hotel, I didn't think she would die, really, believe me, I really didn't think she would die, I didn't think I could harm anyone …"

"I believe you, don't be upset, it's not all your fault. You don't have to turn yourself in. You didn't push her down. The police and time will prove it. " I patted Zhou Jin's back to comfort him.

"No, if I do this, my conscience will be better. I am not so bad that my conscience will vanish. She really did die because of me." Zhou Jin released his arms around my shoulders, and then shook my hand, and released me, and gently said: "Go back to your room, don't come out, if you're hungry you can wait, I'll get the Kanagol to come and fetch you, he should be here very soon." Then turned and walked down the stairs.

There were three police cars outside, with a dozen or so policemen surrounding the gate. It looked like they were arresting a fugitive.

To someone like Zhou Jin who lived a life of luxury, this kind of situation was indeed a little cruel.

At this moment, Zhou Jin no longer had his usual arrogance and arrogance. He was the same as Gao Kan, they were both spoiled children, and would not have to pay the price for everything they did wrong in the past, but they did not continue to be so fortunate. Gao Kan had received a lesson, and Zhou Jin had also received corresponding retribution.

I believe he was really scared, really aware that he was wrong, and he really wanted to start over.

But Gao Kan? Did he know he was wrong?

In fact, Gao Kan did not do it, it was getting more and more outrageous.

As Zhou Jin was walking hesitantly towards the stairs to welcome the police, I received a call from Wang Dongcheng.

He was now promoted to editor of the magazine, rarely went out to work, and spent most of his time in the office editing the typesetting magazine. Normally, we didn't have much contact with each other if there wasn't anything important, but he was still my fan, and he still tried to leave me the best pages.

After the call connected, Wang Dongcheng went straight to the point: "Glittering, I just received an exclusive contact report, it's related to Gao Kan. We have received the notification from Gao Junfeng, we are not allowed to publish anything related to Han Youya, but I feel that it's necessary to tell you about it."

"What does Gao Junfeng mean by not allowing us to publish anything related to Han Youya?" I'm not interested in the exclusive report about Gao Kan, I just want to know about this.

"The meaning is, she was completely banned, we do not know the reason, the people in the circle guessed that it was probably because she seduced Gao Kan. You should know as well. In these two months, Han Youya had always been high-profile and went in and out of the house with Gao Junfeng, yet she ended up being together with Gao Dong's son. Also, Lin Yingdi had personally exposed that Han Youya had always had an illegitimate daughter outside, but the reason for their divorce was that the people she had loved these past few years were all Gao Kan … I won't say anymore, I'll send you the picture. Take a look at it yourself, it's about last night. "

Wang Dongcheng hung up and sent a message over via WeChat. The first thing he said was: Glittering, I didn't think well of you two from the start, don't be too sad, in short, this is a good thing for you. If a man's heart can't let go of another woman, you basically won't be happy for your entire life.

Then I saw the photos, each of which was a watermark of time, and the stealthily taken was still fairly clear. The first one was when Gao Kan got out of a taxi and parked outside Han Youya's house. At that time, he would have to leave the police station for an hour.

On the second window, the light in Han Youya's room lit up, and the shadows of Gao Kan and Yue Yang could be seen on the curtain.

The third one appeared after thirty minutes.

drove Han Youya's car and left sher house. From the front window, he could see that Han Youya was leaning on Gao Kan's shoulder, while driving, he was holding onto her shoulder. The picture was blurry, but he could still see it clearly.

The last one was that Gao Kan sent Han Youya to the airport at around 6 o'clock this morning. It was no longer a secret that he had taken this photo.

"Lin Ying Emperor personally made a report saying that Han Youya has an illegitimate daughter outside."

With all the evidence placed here, there was no need for Gao Kan to admit it clearly.

It is no wonder that he refused to answer my question directly last night. He probably knows that he couldn't hide it from me, so he simply used this method to reply me.

As for me, I no longer have the courage to ask about the so-called truth.

Perhaps it was because there was Hua Yang's death ahead of us, but when I saw the photos that Wang Dongcheng sent over, I actually didn't feel too sad to the point of tears flowing out, I only felt a kind of huge emptiness sweeping over from all directions and tightly surrounding me. It was the kind of emptiness that made me want to cry, but I couldn't find any reason to do so.

For the sake of Gao Junfeng's selfishness, the lives of us were turned upside down overnight. All of the young people's hopes and complacency in planning were destroyed.

Rather than say we hate Gao Junfeng, it would be better to say that everything we originally had was just a barren land without any roots. When a gust of wind blew past, it turned into nothing, and was easily blown away.

Ding dong. Another new message sounded.

I squatted down to the side of the bed and numbly closed my WeChat message. I opened the text message, which was sent by an unfamiliar number, but the text of MMS started with "I am Hua Yang" and the attached two pictures of my phone.

After all, you were the one who saved my life. If you didn't appear that time, believe me, Zhou Jin would have definitely killed me. That day, because of my sister, he was almost completely mad, wasn't he? By the time you see this letter, you've probably heard that I'm not in this world. I hope it doesn't scare you. It's not worth crying for me because I'm so self-reliant. Don't cry.

At this moment, the police should be investigating Zhou Jin who is a suspect. I really want to think that there would be a soul alive after my death, I really want to see him pale in fright after hearing the news of my death. Or are they happy that I have finally died. I wonder if he will regret a little because of my death, will repent a little because of that little bit of love for me?

You'd think I was stupid, I know myself, I was stupid, but I couldn't help it, and up to this last moment I still stubbornly believed I loved him, but he never believed me, he always thought I was trying to get revenge on him, and when he slept with me, I was afraid I'd kill him, even had nightmares, and dreamed I'd kill him.

I really failed and met him in the wrong way. I didn't know how to convince him that I loved him. Perhaps my death was the only way to prove myself.

Please tell him that ever since he was brought back by my sister for me to call him "Jinjiang", I, who was twelve years old, had fallen deeply in love with him. At that time, he was young, handsome, and had a resplendent and resounding smile.

After my sister betrayed him, he was hit hard, you know? After my sister died, he came to our old house and heard from others that he dug out my sister's grave while crying. He said that he didn't believe her death, and stubbornly thought that my sister had ran away out of guilt, but in reality, my sister had really died, and committed suicide right in front of me. She told me to swear that I would take revenge for her, and that Zhou Jin had killed her.

Afterwards, I went to college and met Gao Kan when I participated in《 The Innate Singer》. Only then did I find out that it was my elder sister betraying Zhou Jin, and I had always thought that he was protecting her reputation, saying that his mother had separated the two of them, and from that moment on, I no longer hated him, but continued to love him. I wanted to make up for the sins that my elder sister committed, and let him feel my love, and let him know that all the curses were fake.

When I called him for the last time, I asked him if he loved me, and the answer was no. Honestly, the moment I hung up the phone, I hated him so much I wanted to jump off the phone and make him pay, but I still loved him.

I wanted him to be condemned to death. (Believe me, this is a perfect murder scene, and I've spent months setting it up. He's not going to get away with it easily.) But when I think about it, I feel he's dead, and that's a bargain, and I want him to spend the rest of his life in penitence, and maybe one day he'll understand my feelings and admit that he loves me.

That was why I used my last bit of reason and wrote this letter before the drugs started. When Zhou Jin was suspected by the police and feared by them for two hours, I thought that this message would be able to reach you. The reason why it was sent to you was because I wanted you to know the truth.

Apart from the fact that he didn't love me, I don't blame him in the least, and I hope you don't hate him any more.