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I went out on the veranda and through the bare, snow-covered garden to the garage.

Gao Kan seemed to not have finished speaking as he followed behind me. The cold north wind howled and scattered his words, and when it reached my ears, it had already turned into a gust of fierce wind. I did not hear what he had said clearly, nor did I intend to delve too deeply into it.

In the end, he increased his pace and passed me, using a lot of strength to pull on my wrist. In a calm voice, he said, "I will take care of Zhou Jin's matters, just call him over these few days, don't let him give up on himself. I am the same as you, he has become the same as before."

In the garden, there was a tall lamppost with a bright white light hanging from it. It was like a bright moon, illuminating the pitch-black night sky.

A small light fell over our heads.

I raised my head to look at Gao Kan and exhaled a cloud of white air.

Gao Kan was also very calm, "Are you really planning to marry him?"

"Or what? Do you think that I have a grudge with you on purpose? "

"I didn't mean it. Marriage is something that will happen sooner or later, I just felt that it was a little unexpected, that's why I heard him say that you and Guo Yunyan were dating.

Gao Kan said a lot of things in one breath. A large cluster of white air lingered in front of his face, and I suddenly had an unreal feeling in my heart, as if the next moment, the wind would blow him away, causing me to dream about it.

If it was a dream, I would definitely jump into Gao Kan's embrace and cry, just like how I woke up by myself countless times in the middle of the night. I would cry uncontrollably, telling him that I still loved him, and missed him so much.

But this is a reality we cannot control. We are too young, each with our own reasons and difficulties. In any case, if we miss each other, we miss each other, we shouldn't do this, at least we shouldn't hurt each other like this.

I stopped what I was saying and instead of saying it in a sharp voice, I said to him calmly, "Was it an accident? He has been with me for three years, neither long nor short, but it is enough to make a man indecisive. Besides, aren't you going to get married? "

"En," Gao Kan replied. After being silent for a few seconds, she suddenly looked at me and said, "Then do you love him?"

"Love or not, that's not important. What's important is that it's appropriate. You know better than I do, don't you?"

"Yes." Gao Kan sneezed. He was only wearing a jacket with a white shirt underneath.

He was still wearing the same thin clothes in the winter, but he didn't have the youthful vigor he had at that time. The tip of his nose was red from the cold and his cheeks were also bright red.

In the end, he was still three years older.

I smiled casually and told him, "Go back and sleep. It's very cold, don't catch a cold. Take good care of Zhou Jin."

Gao Kan nodded his head slowly: "Alright, don't worry about him. You drive slower, slide along the road."

I stepped over the lamppost into the darkness.

Behind me, there was the creaking of shoes on the snow. It was very heavy and hesitant, but it wasn't far away. On the contrary, it was getting closer and closer.

My whole body went still. I swallowed the cold air I had just taken in and stopped breathing.

"Glittering, I'm sorry," Gao Kan's voice, that was not really trembling, floated over from above his head. He was immediately blown away by the wind, leaving only the sound of the north wind blowing.

Gao Kan's arms tightened around me as he hugged me tightly.

I finally let out the cold breath I'd been holding in my chest, and my heart wasn't as bad anymore.

Following that, there was a wet liquid flowing down the corner of my eye.

His face was cold and painful from being blown by the wind.

There were a hundred little people shouting at me in my heart, telling me to quickly push Gao Kan away, and it would be best if I could give him another two tight slaps like the day we broke up.

However, she just stood there uncontrollably, allowing him to hold her.

It was only then that I realized how much I missed this man's warmth …

Gao Kan whispered once again on top of my head.

I didn't want to cry, so I lowered my head and fought back the tears.

His unshaven neck was exposed. First, he was assaulted by the cold wind, and then a warm liquid dripped onto his neck.

It was his.

I didn't expect him to cry.

I had long anticipated that there would be someone crying in such a meeting. It was me, but I just didn't expect that he would also cry.

Does this mean that he is actually …

I closed my eyes and stopped trying to be brave, but allowed my tears to flow. After a few seconds of silence, I asked Gao Kan, "What are you sorry for?"

He let out a long breath and said in a muffled voice, "All of them."

"No need to apologize to me. I'm fine. I've been without you for the past few years, and I've been doing really well."

"That's good." As if relieved from a heavy burden, Gao Kan released his hand that was hugging me from behind.

No more below.

My heart was burning from his tears. No matter if it was true love or pretense, I didn't want him to feel too guilty towards me.

He is such a man that can support both heaven and earth. He has his mission and responsibilities, and is destined not to be a woman's peerless hero, much less be troubled by these young girls. After a moment of silence, I took the initiative to open my mouth, "I won't marry Zhou Jin."

After saying this, it seemed as if I was intentionally provoking him. I quickly added, "At least not now, my career is more important to me. My competitive spirit these past two years has been quite strong, and I'm always unwilling to fall behind …"

After saying so much, it seemed that I wanted to cover it up. I abruptly stopped my words.

Replace the words with the following: "In short, you will no longer act as you once did."

"That's good."

"An Xin that woman doesn't have a good reputation, I don't think she's a good wife. If you're in a hurry, don't even think about getting married. Getting married and having children is something that happens throughout one's life. Make up with her and hurt her as much as possible."

Gao Kan said: "She is actually quite a good person, it's just that she is rumoured to be powerful."

He had protected her so quickly.

I felt a stab of pain in my heart, but I turned and looked at him with feigned elegance. "You never make the wrong choice," I said.

Gao Kan stood with his back facing the street lamp, casting a shadow over me. His face was blurry, and I couldn't see his expression clearly, but the slow and calm tone of his voice made me suspect that the warm liquid earlier was just my imagination.

This is good too.

Very good.

At least he wouldn't suffer.

I stomped my foot to clear my heart of the feeling and said to him, "When you get married, don't forget to send me an invitation. In any case, I wish you happiness."

"Guo Yunyan isn't really that great of a person, I heard people say that he is actually gay. If possible, don't get too close with him, I would rather have you be with Zhou Jin."

He just advised me not to marry Zhou Jin and now he says that Guo Yunyan is gay. Could it be that I am that blind to choose men who are inferior to him, Gao Kan?

I thought that we would be able to reconcile, but I was angry after all, so I returned to Gao Kan a little fretfully, "Didn't you say you wouldn't bother with my matters anymore? I am three years old now, I would not have such a poor eye, choosing the wrong person, Guo Yunyan is not a homosexual, he is just someone that was passed down outside. "

Finished, I ignored Gao Kan, and quickly walked towards my parked car.

This time, he didn't follow.

It was just that after driving far away from Zhou Jin's house, when I accidentally looked behind me, I still saw a black shadow standing under the street lamp. In the end, it turned into a blurry black dot that submerged itself in the torrential past, wetting my face.