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I don't remember what I did when I was drunk. All I knew was that Lisa was sitting at the hospital when I opened my eyes.

"Did I send this to you?" I looked at Gao Kan in confusion. His expression was dull, his voice was incomparably heavy and bitter, "After sending all these messages, you blacklisted my WeChat mailbox."

"So, that's why you didn't come to see me after I was hospitalized."

"... "Right."

"Are you stupid?" I punched him hard in the chest. During those few days, I endured through all that pain, but when I thought about it today, I still felt it clearly. Yet Gao Kan refused to come see me because I was angry because I might just be drunk for a moment, the more I thought about it, the angrier I got. I was drunk at the time. Did I say that to you before? Don't you believe my feelings for you? Do you know how hard it was for me to be left alone in this cold hospital for the sake of all this nonsense? If Lisa hadn't been by my side, I wouldn't even know how many times I died! "

After so many years, I finally hid that feeling of grievance and resentment in my heart and vented it out. I still felt my heart ache and my memory was still fresh.

Gao Kan drooped his head and did not look at me, allowing me to beat him up while scolding him. He only opened his eyes slightly after I stopped talking, looked at me, and said a few words: "I have no face to explain myself to you."

"So, you and her really."

Those two words, I couldn't say them out loud.

Countless times, I would think that no matter what Gao Kan says, as long as he says it, I will believe him.

But in reality, it was not like this at all.

I'm not as generous as I thought.

Gao Kan scratched his head, feeling troubled, even more at a loss. After I asked him if he really had a relationship with Han Youya, he said: "I don't know."

"Don't know?" What does that mean? Did she drug you? " Just like I did that night, drugged and then you can do whatever you want?

"Probably."

I think it's like that, she must have a reason for luring Gao Kan to Macau to see her.

Gao Kan originally felt guilty towards me, but that small news destroyed his last hope. Compared to my forgiveness, the one who couldn't forgive him even more was him.

"So after that, because of this, you decided to completely separate from me? When I asked you if Mary was the daughter of you and her, you didn't explain and even went to her house to anger me? "

"I went to her house that night because she committed suicide. You know, I couldn't let her go no matter what. As for Mary, I didn't want to explain to you that it was her painful secret and that, in any case, it was because of me that she became so miserable. I don't want her to be attacked for that past. "

Yes, I know. This man is so loyal and loyal. She sacrificed herself for him before, but because he didn't love her, she treated his actions as a favor.

It was as if, no matter how much he hated his mother, he had ultimately chosen to forgive her.

He was not as heartless as others said.

I couldn't help but want to reach out and hug this infuriating and heartbreaking man, but there was still a thorn in my heart, so I pulled my hand back.

"But after what happened, why did you agree to let her take me out of the entertainment circle?" Not only did he go to bed, but he even said those hurtful words afterwards.

Gao Kan almost blurted out, "I'm afraid I'll lose you."

When he said those words, my heart couldn't help but soften. We had escaped from the pain that was lurking in our hearts for three years. It was time to untie the knot in our hearts and let go of each other.

I didn't dare to imagine that if I didn't have today's impulses, I might never have known that I had cursed him so viciously after getting drunk, and he might not have forgiven himself for the rest of his life.

After a moment of silence, I calmly and sincerely told Gao Kan, "Actually, you can choose to kick her out, but it's actually very simple, isn't it? As long as I say it, Gao Junfeng will accomplish it. At that time, if you were willing to be wronged by yourself, begging Gao Junfeng once, wasn't a bad idea. Also, you can find out if you had any relations with her. But you chose the most useless way to avoid the truth. To be honest, I was really disappointed in you at that time. "

Gao Kan muttered to himself for a bit before extending his hand to try and touch me. Seeing that I did not object, he took my palm and held it completely in his own, before gently hugging me and kissing my forehead. With a soft and sincere tone, he said, "I don't want you to become her in the years to come. You're my Coca Cola, not that kind of terrifying woman. "

Become her.

I didn't quite understand why Gao Kan had said that as he cast a questioning glance at me, but he didn't explain. He simply hugged me and lightly shook my shoulders, just like how he was a long, long time ago, when he was coaxing me into becoming angry and upset.

I miss this feeling and reached out to hug Gao Kan.

Listening to his heartbeat, the doubt in his heart gradually became clear.

He had once thought of her as the most important person in his life. He had even wronged his girlfriend for her sake, but she had forced him into a corner and ruined his beautiful memories.

What kind of mood did Gao Kan have at that time and at that time.

The hundred-year-old plane trees on both sides of the road, from time to time falling leaves, our car stopped on a sparsely traveled road, all around us was silence, as if time itself had stopped at this moment.

There were only two beating hearts that were getting closer and closer to him.

Through the words that Gao Kan had just spoken to me, I could see the long years that had passed. The Gao Kan who discovered that his mother had left him alone at home, and that he had a negative prejudice towards women ever since he had fallen out with her, might have once again felt the warmth that came from a woman on Han Youya. To a certain extent, he had thought about changing his opinion on women, but Han Youya had disappointed him.

In the past, I really didn't know what Gao Kan loved about me. Singing? Intelligence? Cute and simple? Or did they appreciate each other? None of the reasons was enough to support the feelings and efforts he'd put into me.

But in that instant, I finally understood that what Gao Kan loved was his fantasy.

He saw his dream in me, who was filled with passion for the future and a boundless desire for beauty.

From carefully protecting everything for so many years to being unable to forgive himself for making a mistake and leaving, Gao Kan's imagination should have been shattered.

Unlike me, I love all his faults, and accept from head to toe all the pain and pleasure he brings me.

Then, in his heart, I am no longer that beautiful Coca Cola. Does he still love me?

I had a new question.

If it was just impulsive …

After pushing away Gao Kan who was hugging onto my arm, I asked him seriously, "Then, three years have passed and you have always been keeping my distance, why did you suddenly propose to me today?"

"That night, I went to a place I frequented and then accidentally fell asleep, and had a strange dream," Regarding this question, Gao Kan seemed to have thought about it long ago. Without hesitation, he replied, "Even though it was dark in my dream and I couldn't see anything in my dreams, I had a strange feeling, as if I had returned home, surrounded by a familiar feeling. It was very safe, very warm, very much like you were by my side."

"The moment I woke up, it was as if I woke up from that long nightmare in the past three years. I finally cleared my mind to my true feelings deep within my heart. I want to recover you. Even if it wasn't for today, I would still have recovered you."

So it turns out that this world really does have the same thoughts as me. I couldn't help but feel good about it, so I teased him, "What if I don't agree?"

Gao Kan pinched my face, "Then I'll knock you out and tie you up with the Civil Affairs Bureau. First register and I will give you the title of Gao Kan's wife."

"Tsk," I snorted, pointing to his phone. "I haven't forgiven you for this yet!"

"I know, that's why I wanted to talk to you …" The light in Gao Kan's eyes dimmed once again, but after a moment, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows. It was the same feeling as me, like releasing a heavy burden. He said leisurely: "Then wait until you think it through carefully and forgive me from the bottom of your heart, then we can register for marriage."