"Hubby, if you feel bad, just cry. I'm here, I've been here all this time." The calmer Gao Kan was, the more it made me feel like my heart was being cut by knives.
No matter how many faults our parents have, in the end, we will be raised from a young baby, the one who raised us, the one who raised us, the one who nurtured us, the one who raised us, the one who will never repay.
Gao Kan nodded, and kissed the tip of my finger, his eyes red, and laughed: "Wife, I don't have a father, and I don't have a mother, my brother also doesn't have any more, from today onwards, I will only have you."
I put my hand in my pajamas and let him stroke my soft belly. "And our baby," I whispered.
"Yes." Gao Kan raised his head and looked at me, lowering my neck, asking for a kiss, "Wife, I'm tired, why don't you sleep with me?"
The man's eyes were red, swollen, and weak, as though he was a child that needed the care of a mother, making people's hearts ache. I held Gao Kan's face and stuck to his somewhat dry and cracked lips, wanting to melt a little of the bitterness at the corner of his mouth.
Gao Kan, on the other hand, kissed me with force and penetrated my body, one hand holding the back of my head, while the other pushed me close to him. Like a hungry baby looking for its mother's milk, Gao Kan curled my lips and licked my lips, mixing with a strange feeling of lust and sadness, it spread all over our bodies and quickly combusted.
It's been a long time since Gao Kan kissed me so forcefully, because he was afraid that I might jump over the boundaries. Even if I told him that he didn't mind him entering my body, he would still be worried about some factors that I don't know.
After the kiss, Gao Kan gasped for breath. His body had a very distinct feeling, but he took away the hand that was rubbing my chest, squatted down, and tightly hugged onto my leg.
Gao Kan didn't make any further movements, he only buried his face between my legs and took a deep breath. He stayed like this for more than a minute, helping me tidy up my clothes as usual, then muttered to himself more urgently than usual, "I'm going to take a bath."
"Hubby, wait a minute," I followed him and stood up, hugging Gao Kan's waist from behind. I moved my hand down and gently stroked his waist, saying, "Let's go run some private soup together, okay?"
"Don't, I, I'm scared …"
Knowing that he was going to say something about not hurting the baby, I used this excuse many times, and this time I firmly interrupted him. "I don't want to, I want to."
"..." Gao Kan was stunned for a moment before nodding his head. After taking me in his arms, he walked out of the bathroom. The bathtub had a special structure and was connected to an underground hot spring.
"Let me take it off for you." I forcefully held down Gao Kan's hand and took off his suit. Then, I undid the buttons on his shirt one by one and took it off, then undid the belt buckle one by one and helped him take off his pants. After taking off the last piece, I took off all of the pants and kissed his body with endless worship.
"Alright." Gao Kan obediently stepped into the hot spring pool.
I took off my clothes but didn't rush to enter the water. Instead, I took a razor and shaved off the stubble on his chin and lips, Gao Kan leaned on the edge of the pool, microblogging and let me play with it, and after shaving off the beard that he had been going through these past few days, I took a bath spoon from the wooden bucket beside him and hid it behind my back. Then, I half-knelt beside Gao Kan and said solemnly: "Hubby, do you remember when we were at Jia Nan Baptist Church, we coincidentally met with the holy pond where the priest baptized the believers?"
"Hmm?" Gao Kan opened his eyes and tilted his head to look at me.
"I also want to give you a 'baptism', okay?" I scooped up some water and said, "Congratulations on your freedom."
Gao Kan frowned at first, but then he understood what I meant and nodded at me.
At this point, there's no need to say anything. We all know what's going on in each other's minds. We just need some sort of ritual to put them on the table.
Gao Kan straightened his posture, sat in the bath, slightly closed his eyes, pretended to be devout, then looked at me with deep affection and solemnity, and said: "Then, my family's little fairy, in the name of love, please baptize my husband."
"What should I say?" At first, I wanted to make Gao Kan happy, but when he became serious, I couldn't help but become serious.
Gao Kan pondered for a moment, then said: "Just say it, Gao Kan, in the name of love, I will wash away the sins that you brought from your mother's womb, as well as the sins that you were taught from your father. From today onwards, you will be an upright, loving family, and a loving wife."
I repeated the words that Gao Kan had said, then poured another spoonful of warm water over his head. After putting down the spoon, I kissed his forehead and said: "Gao Kan, I, Yi Shanshan, as your wife, in the name of love, have cleanly cleansed your previously tainted body. From today onwards, you are flawless and clean."
"Wife?"
"The 'baptism' is over." Taking advantage of when Gao Kan was in a daze, I stepped into the bathing pool. After checking the position, the boldest moment after I got together with him was when I directly straddled into Gao Kan's lap.
"Hiss —" Gao Kan, who was unable to reject in time, took a deep breath and looked at me with wide eyes. He anxiously grabbed onto my waist but just sat there motionlessly.
The air was still, and we were surrounded by rising smoke.
In the dense air, I quietly looked at him. At first, Gao Kan's eyes were still a little blank, but her face gradually turned red, and after resting for a few seconds, she moved both her hands to press me close to his chest and kissed my hair. She panted slightly and said, "Wife, you're so magical."
"Hmm?"
"After you said those words earlier, I suddenly felt my entire body and heart relax. There was no longer that heavy feeling of guilt, and what replaced it was a very, very warm feeling."
I proudly kissed him back. "That's right, your wife, me! I'm Little Fairy after all!"
"You said this really works. Wait, I also want to give you a baptism."
"Really? Then what are you? Elder Tang, the great deity Tang? " I couldn't help but laugh.
"Be serious." Gao Kan picked me up from his body and placed me on the side. He no longer had a depressed look on his face, and instead, a few of them became playful. He combined his two palms, formed a scoop with water, sprinkled it on my exposed stomach and muttered, "Gao Wen Wen, Gao Ji Ming, I baptize and bless you in the name of my father's love. After you are born, you will definitely be healthy and healthy, beautiful like mother, and smart like father."
Gao Kan has actually told me these kinds of words many times, I had thought that he was just lying to himself and comforting me, but after hearing Mr. Dong's words, I realized that Gao Kan seemed to have already known the truth, so during that period of time, he allowed me to enter and leave the Mr. Dong's house with Zhou Jin, otherwise, with his personality, he would have suspected me eighteen times already. At that time, I thought that he didn't care about me, and allowed me to walk closer to Zhou Jin.
And when I said I was a test-tube baby, he knew I was avoiding having sex with him, but he agreed without hesitation, not because he was as afraid of marriage as I was, but because he didn't know when he would be free of guilt.
The more I thought about it, the more convinced I became.
Mr. Dong would be moved by the miserable ending that Gao Junfeng had suffered. For the sake of his own conscience, he would tell me the truth and make the decision to bury both and Aunt Yun together.
But Gao Kan might hide it from me for the rest of my life, just because he doesn't want me to be sad again.