Chapter 81: Side Chapter: Aurelius life(1)

The two most important days in my life are the day I was born and the day I find out why.

I was born the day when the universe was still in the early phase.

I thought:

What is?

What was?

And

Where am I?

I was transformed the day My ego shattered, And all the superficial, material Things that mattered To me before Suddenly ceased To matter.

I really came into being the day I no longer cared about What the Cosmos thought of me, Only on my thoughts for Changing the cosmos.

Just as when I came into the Cosmos, I was afraid of the unknown. But the fear is something from within me that has nothing to do with reality. Dying is like being born: just a change.

Because I had no power over the fact that I was born, the universe took from me what I was born with - the person who was my creator, the half that made me entire - and now I am lessened into this dull thing, a divided creature who will live forever, wandering in search of some nothing, some nowhere, some no-feeling, to mend my pain.

I had many doubts in my mind, but there was no one to calm me and soothe me.

I was in search of nothingness, which many creatures never believe. 

They say they are children of Cosmos. However, I believed that I was the child of my father.

I believed that one day I would find him.

I saw the process of how the world formed, how the entities came into existence.

But I never understand my existence. What is the purpose of my life? Who really am I? 

Early creatures called my child of the universe as they thought about themselves.

But I deny it, just like I create many entities and beings. There must be someone who created me. I can feel his presence. I believed he must exist somewhere.

Maybe I was merely an experiment of his, just like how I attempt to create a unique entity.

Even then, I wished to meet my creator and learn the purpose of my life.

On my way to search for my father, I met many unique creatures, many galaxies, many worlds.

Several creatures wanted to devour him. I killed some and escaped from some who were stronger than me.

Even though they had limitless energy in their body, they yearn for more power.

The first time, I met someone stronger than me. I was afraid I would be killed before I could find my father.

They were beings who were born earlier than me. They called themselves a god. 

God?

I asked the meaning. They say they are the beings who could control the lives of many beings in the universe, and no one is above them.

I asked them who I really am? They respond that I am also a god but younger than them.

At that time, in my mind, I thought about the father. If I am god, then what is he?

Many thoughts came into my mind, but I could clarify the existence of my father.

After that, I ask them who our creator is? I thought maybe we have the same father. But I couldn't find the trace of the father in their body.

"Creator? We are ourselves a creator—one who creates galaxies, the world, and many beings. Any entity is nothing without our energy. No one has created us. We are born in nothingness by ourselves. Maybe the vast Universe is the source of our existence."

These were the words they said to me, But I deny them. I have a father; unlike them, I never believed I am a god. 

I believe he was present when I was born, it is just that I could not find him. It was like he could see me, but I couldn't.

Just like that, in search of him, millions of years passed away.

Compared to the early age of the Universe, the Universe now greatly changed.

The once empty universe, presently filled with millions of Galaxy. 

I myself saw the growth of the Universe. Moreover, I met the native beings of many worlds.

Still, Aura Galaxy was one of the galaxies that I am close with. 

It was my first creation and my first achievement. There are millions of worlds in the Aura Galaxy, but only four planets could support lives. They were far away from each other.

Out of four planets, I reside mostly in the first planet, which was first able to support life.

Aurora planet!

20,000 years had quickly passed away when first life came into existence in the Aurora world. It was liyogi plant species.

Presently, a sentiment being dominant in this world. They called themselves Ancient Elves 

I postponed my search for my father for the time being.

I wanted to watch the life of the first entity, which was naturally born in nature.

Some so-called gods prefer to create new beings artificially. However, I choose to let the word freely operate without any restrain. It was the reason that it takes 20,000 before a sentiment entity formed.

If I wanted to describe them, the Ancient Elves are semi-divine beings and have a body like the common beings found on many planets. However, their key traits are being friendly with nature and animals (Oftentimes being able to communicate with some facet of nature).

The ancient elves were conceived as a race of beings similar in appearance to Ancient humans but fairer and wiser, with greater spiritual powers, keener senses, and a closer empathy with nature. They are great smiths and fierce warriors on the side of good.

Ancient Elves are biologically immortal in the sense that they are not vulnerable to disease or the effects of old age (closer to the concept of indefinite lifespan than true immortality). Although they can be killed in battle like many other entities and may alternately wither away from grief, their spirits only pass to the blessed land of the west of the Aurora world, whereas other entity souls leave the world entirely.

They had a vast number of super abilities like keen senses such as sharper hearing and sight, even to the point of night vision, resting the mind and travel simultaneously, foresight, some kind of telepathy, power to control nature to some extent, such as summoning floods, and the power to conjure visions of the past.

At first, I was amazed that they are the superior race which has many abilities. Moreover, they are friendly to nature.

But later, I got bored by their boring life as the master of Aurora's world. They had nothing to do with their long life. 

Additionally, they are born from nature, more specifically from the tree which I planted when life began in the Aurora world. So, even 6782 years after the first birth of Ancient Elve, they never had sexual intercourse with each other like other races in the universe. They believe children birth from the Divine tree.

It was ridiculous to think they believe that the tree I planted many years ago is a god to them and only from the tree could elves be born.

Actually, it was not their fault. They didn't give birth to Lust in their body from the start. In the loss of lust, they have colossal pride and dignity.

Still, after learning many things, they are unaware of many things. Even the magic spell, which they are so proud of, is nothing but a level two spell. 

The lack of knowledge leads to the waste of their potential. They are not like me, who could live limitlessly. Hence, finally, I decided to teach them the basic knowledge of the world and magic.

It was the first time I changed my original body into something else. I merely needed the strand of hair and blood of their body to shapeshift into them.

Ultimately, I changed into Male Ancient elven. 

At that time, I didn't know that I would experience living for the first time. However, it would cost me millions of years of agony.

When I changed myself into an Ancient Elven, I discovered from my consciousness that the 2nd planet out of four living planets in the Aura galaxy is given birth to a new sentiment entity. 

However, at that time, I don't have time to check what it is? Thus, I thought I would examine it later. 

I was excited to experience a new life in my own world. 

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This chapter is one of the series of the life of Aurelius. I planned to complete it another time. I wanted to tell you all that Aurelius is an incomplete being due to which his mind, emotion remains as a teenager even after living for millions of years. 

Moreover, Kritos only sees Aurelius' life in a summary, not in detail. So Kritos doesn't know much about Aurelius' life.

Finally, I hope you guys like this chapter.