Volume 1 Chapter 157 Don't Touch Me..i'm Dirty

Inside the hospital

Si Ming was woken up by a loud bang. Startled, when he opened his eyes he saw Su Yan was sitting at the corner of the bed, hugging her leg and trembling in fear. Her eyes were half-closed and were full of fear.

Shocked, Si Ming stood up from the chair intending to get close to Su Yan but just as he took a step Su Yan leaned back further and screamed "Nod-don't come closerdon't come near meget outget out!"

Seeing Su Yan's panic state, Si Ming felt suffocated and painful at the same time his guilt for not protecting her further intensified when he saw her in such a state. Afraid that Su Yan might experience cardiac arrest again, he pressed the emergency button next to the bed hurriedly. Shortly after Si Ming pressed the button doctor Wi, along with a few nurses rushed inside hurriedly at the same time An Ran who was resting next door also rushed to the room hurriedly when she heard the emergency call.

The small crowd further scared the panicked Su Yan. Just as the nurse was about to step forward to hold her back, Su Yan grabbed the vase which was placed next to her vase and held it tightly in her trembling hand. Pointing the vase at the unknown people, Su Yan shivered and exclaimed "Don't-don't come near me.or elseor else I will kill you"

Afraid that Su Yan might really harm herself, the young doctor stopped the nurse and shook his head, and said "Don't.the patient is not in her right state of mind. If we approach her right now not only will we be harmed it will also harm the patient"

Scared that Su Yan might really harm herself, An Ran turned to the young doctor and asked anxiously "Doctor what should we do now? If this continues Su Yan might suffer panic attack again.please do something to save Yan"

"Brother Wi, please do something, I can't bear to see Yan in this state" Si Ming begged.

Only he knew how hard it was to look at his loved ones in such a state. He felt suffocated and hard to breathe. His heart seemed to be trembling in fear as he watched Su Yan's weak state. A strong urge to kill those bastards who harmed his baby girl flashed in his heart but he knew It was not the right time. For now, Su Yan's well-being was his priority, those bastards could be taken care of later.

"Brother Wi.do something"

"Mingtry to calm her down. Only when she calms down can we treat her" Doctor Wi explained

"Okay.I will try" inhaling a deep breath, he looked at Su Yan with a gentle smile and called out carefully "Yan? Baby? Don't you recognize me? It's me..Si Ming, your boyfriend"

"Ming?" opening her eyes, Su Yan turned to Si Ming and looked at his familiar face. Recalling the tragedy she went through, tears welled up in her eyes. Seeing that Si Ming was getting closer, She waved the vase forcefully and yelled "Get outdon't come closer.get out of herefrom now on never come to see me"

Su Yan's words shocked Si Ming. He knew he was wrong for not protecting her but he never thought Su Yan would hate him for being there when she was in trouble. Just imagining how Su Yan would start hating him made his heart bleed.

Trying his best to keep not let his tears out, Si Ming inhaled a deep breath to calm his aching heart and called Su Yan in his shaky voice "Babyp-please don't say such things. Calm down and let's have a talkhmm?"

"No.don't come near meI-I'm dirty.I don't want you to feel filthy whenever you see meplease, I beg you, get out of here.don't ever come and see me.pleasejust leave" Su Yan cried

"Yan" Stunned by Su Yan's words, Si Ming had a hard time to breath. Taking the chance when Su Yan was not on guard, he snatched the vase from his hand and pulled her into his embrace.

Hugging her tightly, he placed his chin on her shoulder and caressed her back to calm her down, and whispered in her ears "Yan, you are not dirtynothing happened to you, you are perfectly fine"

"No! struggling against his hold, Su Yan cried "let me goyoure lyingI'm no longer clean, I'm dirtyI'm dirty"

Accepting all her beatings, Si Ming held her in his arms tightly and explained patiently "Yan! Baby.please calm down. Nothing happened to you, your perfectly alright" seeing that Su Yan was about to struggle again, he held her tightly and explained "Baby, please listen to me.you aren't dirty, nothing happened to you. Before they could harm you, you were rescued"

Hearing that Su Yan gradually stopped struggling. Lifting her head slowly, she looked at Si Ming with her teary eyes and asked "Really?"

"I swearif you don't believe me you can also ask brother Wi"

Turning her head, she looked towards the crowd blankly.

Knowing that Su Yan wasn't assured, the young doctor stepped forward and spoke gently "Si Ming is speaking the truth. You are perfectly alright. It's just that you cut your wrist and bled a lot so you were brought to the hospital to be rescued. Other than that you are perfectly fine"

Afraid that Su Yan would still not believe them, Si Ming caressed her hair and said "baby, trust meyou are perfectly alright. Before those bastards could violate you, sister Sia rescued you from there"

"Sia?" lifting her head, she looked at Si Ming blankly and asked "where is Sia? Why isn't she here?"

"After seeing that you were alright, she left with others to rest in the mansion" Si Ming explained patiently

"I...I want to see her"

"hmm.don't worry, she will be here shortly" he consoled and signaled An Ran to call Sia.

Nodding her head, An Ran walked out of the room while making a call.

Once An Ran left, Si Ming turned to Su Yan and asked gently "Baby, Sia will be here soon. Until she comes why don't you let the doctor check on you?"

Nodding her head, Su Yan looked at the doctor with some hesitation.

Knowing the patient's concern, doctor Wi turned to the nurse and instructed "Get doctor Mu here"

"yes, doctor" the nurse replied and left the ward. Shortly after the nurse left, she came back along with the female doctor called doctor Mu. After receiving the instructions from doctor Wi, the female doctor made her way towards Su Yan to check her condition.

This time Su Yan did not show any hesitation and allowed the female doctor to check on her condition.

After making a thorough checkup the female doctor suggested Su Yan have some rest before she left the ward with doctor Wi.